Once upon a time, I comforted myself that if I worked hard enough, I would stand by you one day.
Once upon a time, I also told myself that as long as the time is long enough, I can put you down one day.
It seems that my youth is related to you every day. I've been around you, I've been close to you all these years, I've been trying to forget you all these years, and now I can't help thinking about you every night.
You used to be my dream, but now you really often appear in my dreams.
But why can't I catch up with you?
"This love is so small in the torrent of time that it will dissipate as soon as you let go."
In fact, I am very young, and I have never been seen by you before.
I know, I know, it's not that you didn't like me before, you don't like all my looks.
Never mind, I admit, I don't deserve to love you, let alone expect anything.
It doesn't matter, I will never look forward to the future, but will only miss it silently.
Life is so long, you are not important.