I am very happy to present the real Wang Han in this book. Wang Han is an ordinary man, definitely not a perfect man without faults. Wang Han has a problem, a temper and a distinct personality. Wang Han is so relaxed and humorous on the screen, but he is often upset in his daily life, and sometimes he needs peace to recuperate his tired body and mind. When Wang Han's own interests are damaged, it will also fight for it; When he goes to the market to buy things, he will also make a counter-offer to the seller.
I have repeatedly stressed to the editor of the publishing house that I don't want to publish this book too hastily. The real idea is that I don't want to regret it. Since it is "nothing more", I will make this "this" to the extreme. I did my best. If there is any shortage, it is that my ability is limited and I can only do it objectively.
I present myself truly to the readers. Sometimes you will see me wearing the crown of "strategic god", and sometimes you will see me take off my hat without any top hat. When you see me clearly, you will know that there is such a book because of me; Because of such a book, you have such an evaluation; I live like this because of your evaluation.
I think I have a firm heart and a stubborn temper. I believe nothing in the world can change me. Time has changed, the weather has changed, the place has changed, and my choice will not change.
God gave everyone a cup full of water, so that you can put your feelings, work and everything in its limited space. You only have one cup, and you can't put the elements of life in different cups.
In this cup that God gave me, I put too much career, and I'm still pouring it in. My glass is almost full, and I have to pour something else to make room for my career.
It's not that I don't want to pour other elements out of the cup, but I still have some regrets, perhaps because I'm not fully aware of it. I am willing to pour out some of my career, but there must be a premise. I hope to see water worth investing in to replace my career. To this end, I will be willing to pour out half of my career. If I pour out the water of my career and then look for water that can be put in, that's not what I want. I can't even get by myself. I can't wait long with an empty cup. I don't know how long it will take to fill the cup of life that God gave me.
I mean, if I see an attractive source, I will not hesitate to give it up.
The water in the cup given by God in everyone's hand is different, and the bittersweet among them stirs up a unique taste. The taste of the water in this cup in my own hands may make me very tired. People think that my cup is filled with vodka, chivas regal and cocktails ... in short, it is quite classy. Others covet the wine in my cup and envy the gorgeous color in it. I am looking for a clear spring, and I am willing to use it to dilute the color in the cup.
(The next issue of "Those days are far and near", so stay tuned! )
Chapter 2 Those days are far and near.
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My family name is Wang Jiangang. You can understand it as "the son of a strong construction worker".
The origin of my name is a beautiful legend.
My mother gave birth to me in Suzhou, which is a well-known paradise on earth.
My grandmother is a devout Buddhist, so she always goes to Hanshan Temple, the first temple in the south of the Yangtze River, to worship the Bodhisattva, praying for peace and seeking answers. It is natural to have more children at home, and it is natural for grandma to worship bodhisattva. In the process of worshipping the Bodhisattva, in order to get the Bodhisattva to grant her request, she will make a wish, which is also a natural thing.
Father said that wishing has a lot of knowledge and skills. Bodhisattva receives many application reports submitted by human beings every day. People have all kinds of wishes, seeking promotion and making a fortune, prospering six animals, being the champion, and reaching out without being caught. However, how can the Bodhisattva remember so many demands? It depends on whether the applicant's desire for bodhisattva is sincere or strange. If you are pious enough and strange enough, the Bodhisattva can remember; Remember, in order to meet your requirements.
I once heard a legend, which is true or false. It is said that in Thailand, a woman made a wish in front of a bodhisattva: if the bodhisattva won the current Mark Six lottery, she would strip in front of the bodhisattva.
Ladies and gentlemen, this wish is strong enough! A few days later, Mark Six won the lottery, and the lady who made a wish really won the grand prize! That night, she bought a lot of yellow silks and satins, made a big curtain and surrounded herself and the Bodhisattva. Soon, melodious music came from the curtains ... Amitabha.
Seeing this, if you think that the Bodhisattva agreed to the lady's request for the sake of Kaiyang's meat, it would be a big mistake! What hasn't Bodhisattva seen? Besides, for bodhisattvas, color is not empty, and it is empty and not colored. So don't get me wrong. In fact, the Buddha told us a very fundamental Buddhist principle through this incident, that is, if you have a desire, you must have a wish. Without a big house, how can it be big? So wishing is really exquisite and knowledgeable.
Stop gossiping. After my grandmother made a wish in front of the bodhisattva in Hanshan Temple, my mother gave birth to me safely and gave me a lovely look (as evidenced by my childhood photos). After I was born, my grandmother gave me a name. As far as I guess, there must be some mystery in this name. Grandpa said it was not loud enough, so he gave me another name, that is, "Jian Gang" mentioned above, which echoed my brother's name "Jianping" from a distance.
From then on, I took the name "Jian Gang" and spent 2 1 year on earth. Looking back now, in those years from infancy to adulthood, my path was uneven, full of illness and troubles, until one day-
Since the reform and opening up, Hunan's radio and television industry has developed day by day. 1995, Hunan Literature and Art Radio Station was established. I happened to be studying in Hunan Radio and Television School. In order to enrich my after-school life and keep my wallet from shrinking at the end of the month, several roommates and I decided to apply for a guest host in Wenguang.
Fortunately, we were all hired. But I had a problem as soon as I got on the show.
They said, my name is not appropriate.
At that time, big-name radio hosts used single names, such as Pan Feng, Hong Tao, Haibo and Chai Jing. Their names are simple and loud. Except for me and another student, all the students we hired happened to take single names. Moreover, the classmate's duplicate name was quite in line with the fashion trend at that time. His name is Zhuo Lushan, and it sounds comfortable to use the word "Lushan" as a broadcast name. "Hello, listeners and friends, I am Lushan." Wow! What a NB name.
But unfortunately, my name is not easy to use. As soon as I open my mouth, I say "hello, I'm Jane Gang", just a few grades away. If one day you are in a bad mood, you are likely to say "Hello, everyone, I am' damn'".
No, this name must be changed!
Those days were very cold, and my heart was cold when the name problem appeared. I got angry and said, "I'll just call Wang Han." But they said, Wang Han is good, but it's too cold, so we should change it. I thought about it and said, "Just call it Wang Han! Han is the connotation of Han, not cold, but also reveals a subculture. "
In this way, Wang Han was born!
Amitabha, since I changed my name that time, it is not only a coincidence, but also a blessing from the Bodhisattva. Everything has gone smoothly for me. This mystery puzzled me for a long time.
Everyone has a flash of inspiration.
One day, I finished reading the Diamond Sutra (a very famous Buddhist sutra) and scribbled my name on the paper. Suddenly, I felt an ethereal feeling in my mind, as if I heard what my late grandmother said when she made a wish at Hanshan Temple:
"Merciful bodhisattva, if you can bless her mother and son this time and let the child get your blessing forever, I will always have the word" Hanshan "in the child's name. Give birth to a girl named Susan Wang (Mountain) and a boy named William Wang (Han)! "
God, did my grandmother name me "Wang Han"? Is it because grandma believes that "karma is born, karma is destroyed" and thinks that fate has not arrived, but she obeys grandpa's righteous act and won't let me call this name for the time being? ! After I changed my name, the Bodhisattva remembered my children again and began to bless me? !
Amitabha, is this true? If this is true, would you like to believe it? If this is not true, then what's the matter?
After a long, long time, perhaps a beautiful legend about Buddha will finally be revealed. ...
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"There is heaven above and Suzhou and Hangzhou below."
Suzhou, a paradise on earth, witnessed my childhood from one to six years old.
I never knew what heaven was like. Suzhou in my memory is a beautiful young woman. She rode a light bicycle and wandered around the wide streets of Suzhou City. The hat she wore on her head was lightly veiled. The sleeveless dress didn't show her jade arm. She was afraid of being tanned by the sun and covered her arm with long gloves. On her way, the trees on both sides were carefully trimmed and the branches and leaves grew in the middle of the road. The wind blew the leaves, and the sun shone on her through the cracks in the leaves. My father married a Hunan woman when he was an adult, and that is my mother.
In my impression, Suzhou is like an old lady. In the warm and cold afternoon, she would lean back on an old rattan chair with a small stool tied to her broken leg and a teapot on it. The old lady slept for a long time, and there was a napping kitten at her feet.
There have been many beautiful stories in beautiful Suzhou.
Tang Bohu, a talented scholar in the south of the Yangtze River, was born here and left an affair for later generations. People remember that year was the Jiang Chun Bridge opposite Hanshan Temple. This talented person, with a long history, took advantage of the opportunity of Chou-heung to accompany the old lady to burn incense in Hanshan Temple, stood on the bridge and wrote poems, which made Chou-heung look back and smile. This is the first smile in the immortal San Xiao.
These beautiful stories give Suzhou a leisurely atmosphere. This quiet city seems to have never experienced a war. The most chaotic time was probably during the Cultural Revolution. I still remember the scene when the Gang of Four was crushed. I rode on my brother's neck to watch the parade. There are four people playing the Gang of Four in front, and someone is standing on stilts behind. ...
Grandpa is from Shanghai. His family is well-off and his foundation is not thin. In order to escape the war, grandpa fled to Suzhou, married his local grandmother and settled in Gusu City. He and his grandmother gave birth to my father here. My father married a Hunan woman when he was an adult, and that was my mother. This genealogy gave me the capital to "mix rivers and lakes". I often say that I am a "Jianghu child"-a hybrid of Jiangsu and Hunan.
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Maybe it's because "Jianghu children" can't be human. I was a naughty boy when I was a child. Of course, there is no major incident, but it can only be said that big mistakes are not made and small mistakes are constantly made. At that time, my greatest hobby was drilling bomb shelters and playing slingshots. These games are not popular among my classmates, so I don't have many friends, only a few bad friends.
These bad friends are nostalgic. In their eyes, I am not Wang Han now, but just one of them. They can do whatever they like. "Send me money." As soon as I say hello, I will honestly send the money.
My naughty may have something to do with losing control.
My parents have dual jobs and are busy with work all day. My father took the time to discipline me and hit me twice at most. Fight! You can't hit me too hard, can you? If you say it again, you will. I am still me.
I'm not very naughty at school, and the teacher doesn't care much about me. I was in class, slipped out of the classroom to play around, and then slipped back, and most teachers didn't notice.
Nobody cares about me, so I have to grow up freely.
I did too many unruly things at that time, which made people shake their heads.
At that time, I lived in a bungalow, and some people would put some salt and vegetable jars outside the door. We secretly threw firecrackers into it and lit the fuse. The result can be imagined.
We took slingshots and shot stones at the light bulbs in other people's kitchens. Light bulbs and salt pans have become brothers in trouble.
Brothers often quarrel and go to war with each other. I'm stupid, and I'm not as deceitful as my friend. They made slingshot bullets, secretly wrapped a copper wire around the core with thick paper, and my bullets were all paper inside and outside, which was not creative at all.
After the civil war began, it was always me who suffered. I have been thinking: why do they only hurt for a while after being hit, but I have to hurt for a week? That's weird! Why are their bullets so tightly packed? I knew there was a mystery when I opened it.
There is a mystery about snowball fights. Bad friends put stones in snowballs, which seriously hurt them. I wonder why they are so cruel, rubbing a knot in one's heart is better than me.
Someone stored a lot of bananas in the bomb shelter. So the two brothers had a bad idea. They took a shortcut to steal bananas from a familiar bomb shelter not far from home. I inherited the excellent genes of the architect's father and am good at painting. After some reconnaissance, I drew a topographic map of the air-raid shelter, similar to the old "treasure map" We started the action of "Alibaba and the Forty Thieves", and we didn't make any mistakes in every action in our memory, nor did we reveal our whereabouts.
Later, we fell in love with table tennis, and the two big ones were great. They are addicted to playing ball games, and they also gamble, one yuan a plate. We two young people are not as skilled as people, so we just watch the battle. Big bad friends lobby us to invest, advocating that small investment can yield great results. We can't resist persuasion and want to try to make a profit. I finally saved a little money to invest, and as a result, I lost a lot when I invested, and I lost money that day.
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The first time I got drunk, it happened in primary school. Enough "Jianghu"?
The inducement of things is a magic cup. I don't know who invented a glass. After water is poured into it, the refraction of light produces patterns such as butterflies or Chang 'e in the glass. If the water is poured out, the pattern will disappear automatically. This changeable function greatly aroused my curiosity.
One day at school, I passed by a brother's house. He stopped me and said he wanted to show me something good. He showed me the magic cup.
He explained to me while demonstrating: "Look, there is nothing, right?" As soon as I spoke, I poured some drinks into the cup.
"Have you seen butterflies?"
I nodded at once.
"If you drink water, you can't see butterflies."
In order to prove whether what he said is true, I drank the water in the cup, but I didn't know it was actually wine. I slept in a cup and drank it into my stomach. The butterfly is really gone. Over and over again, the butterfly disappears after drinking the wine, and disappears after pouring the wine. Butterflies come and go, which hurt me badly. I don't know how many drinks I had, so I wandered into the classroom. I fell asleep in my seat. The deskmate called the teacher, and the teacher rushed to another classroom upstairs to call my sister. My sister had to carry me home and walk for half an hour.
Getting drunk for the first time is the result of being teased for the first time. From then on, I learned about the sinister situation in the Jianghu.
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After entering middle school, I gradually became very unruly. You may not believe it, but my hobby is like Old Master Q Q. I just buy a cup of tea in the street. Holding tea, squatting on the side of the road and watching cars killed a lot of time. At that time, I thought the car was really foreign. How beautiful Santana is! Maybe it's because I paid too much attention to cars when I was a child. Now there is the thinking that "civilization is a car accident".
During middle school, my four iron buddies and I imitated the characters in The Legend of the Condor Heroes and The Red Heart of Iron and Blood, and called each other "Anda", that is, the Qidan brothers. We ran to the roof of a building, got some sand and sticks, and held a formal swearing-in ceremony. By age, I am the third. Brothers in Wulin call each other names: Southeast Crazy, Southwest Crazy, Flying in the Northeast, I Floating in the Northwest ... We dream of starting a company, named "Crazy Floating Enterprise", which is homophonic as "Basket Piao Enterprise". Changsha dialect "basket ladle" has the meaning of getting off to a bad start. No wonder this Wulin dream is hard to come true.
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When I was in middle school, my grades were neither bad nor bad. There are always some subjects I can pass, and there are always some teachers who can not worry about me. The English teacher is very beautiful, and I like to see her return. Every time I have an English class, I'm not serious. Let the teacher call me to the office after teaching for 45 minutes and give me ten minutes alone. She has only one shortcoming, that is, her gait is not elegant, but she also has flaws. Every time she moves on the podium, my heart follows her. I was so distracted in her class that my foreign language performance became a problem. I am most happy that the teacher hit my hand, because it was skin contact. Once in class, my favorite English teacher hurriedly said a combination of Chinese and western: "Talk, talk, why do you always talk!" " Talk again and I'll give you some color to see see! "
My middle school life is extremely free, no one is in charge at home, and the teacher is more laissez-faire. No one kills my nature. I can get such care because I have a characteristic of never causing trouble. If I get into trouble one day, it will only hurt myself. In fact, in retrospect, there have been several self-mutilation incidents.
One day after school, after 6 o'clock, the sun went down and the students didn't go back. They threw their schoolbags on the playground and sat in a circle bragging. Someone said, "If anyone dares to jump down from the second floor, we will kneel in front of him and call him the boss." Faced with this challenge, no one dares to take it. Seeing everyone cringing, I jumped out to be a hero. I climbed to the second floor, and when everyone looked at me with admiration, I jumped with a splash. I landed on my feet, stood up and said to everyone, "kneel down and call the boss!" " "People don't want to kneel down, so when things happen, they run. I was just about to catch up when I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my foot. The result is a comminuted fracture of my heel. After everyone left, I was the only one kneeling there.
Another time, my classmates and I found a big puddle on the construction site, with water in the middle and yellow mud around it. Another person heckled: "whoever jumps over will help him with his homework for a week!" " As soon as his voice fell, I jumped over and said to him, "You do your homework this week. "I haven't finished, just plop down, covered in mud.
Another time, I lost someone else's vegetable field, stole tomatoes and was driven away by the dog. There is a cesspit on the road with some grass growing on it. At first glance, it is not a trap at all. I am proud of my speed in running, and I feel like riding a fine horse on the green grassland. I was just about to get rid of the dog. Suddenly, with a beep, I fell into the cesspit. This is really a peaceful tiger falling. I can't help it I had to shout for help in the cesspit, let others pick me up and send me to the pigsty to be washed with water.
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I started work-study programs very early.
I was one of two children who were invited to "work-study program" together. We are actually "diligent businessmen", that is, doing a little business. There are two people sitting on both sides of the road. There is a transparent glass jar next to one person, a water chestnut in one jar, and a pineapple in the other jar, both of which sell for twenty cents a string.
After sitting for more than an hour, there was no deal. Two little boys looked at their glass jars and swallowed, but they were afraid to eat money. Mother's teachings echoed in my ears: "Don't be greedy!" What shall we do? Is it okay to buy our own food? But my companion and I only have a dime on us. So we used our brains and came up with a wonderful idea: first lend me your dime, and I'll make up 20 cents to buy you a bunch of water chestnuts to eat; You can buy a pineapple from me for twenty cents later.
I bought it at 20 cents, and my business is in full swing. Soon, the two glass jars were sold out, and we both ate them.
When I got home, my mother asked, "Is it sold out?"
"hmm."
"Where is the money?"
"It's gone."
"I must have eaten it myself!"
"no! I swear ... "
The two mothers didn't understand what was going on until they met. What kind of business is this? They looked at each other in distress situation. We didn't make a penny, but we didn't violate the principle. We didn't eat a piece of our own fruit, just ate each other's money.
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I study in Xiangtan. It is not everyone's pleasure to climb up with Chairman Mao. More thankfully, I studied in Xiangtan No.9 Middle School and didn't lose face for this alma mater. It is said that there is a huge photo of me hanging in Xiangtan No.9 Middle School, and it is also hung side by side with the portrait of Marx and Engels! Every class in the school posted some famous sayings to motivate students to make progress. The famous saying in the appendix below my photo is: "I am honored to be in No.9 Middle School, and I am a credit to No.9 Middle School-Wang Han." Oh, my God!
I am deeply impressed by No.9 Middle School. I had a good experience the first day I reported for duty. I walked into the classroom and sat on the stool. Not long after, a female classmate patted me on the shoulder and said, "You took my seat." This has nothing to do with fierceness. Xiangtan's accent and the pronunciation of "stool" are "Mao".
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The school is located in the suburbs, surrounded by the lake. This lake is a good place for sports. Canoeing, model airplane and shooting are among the traditional sports in the school. I often see those senior boys training by the lake. These water athletes only wear a pair of shorts and their skin is tanned.
By the time I entered school, the school no longer engaged in model airplanes and shooting, but only kept kayaking. This makes me a little disappointed. According to the senior, the former shooting team was very beautiful. After class, the players often go to training with guns on their shoulders, singing in unison, "The sun sets in the west and the soldiers shoot at the target and go back to camp."
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In junior high school, every time the school organized us to watch movies collectively, everyone was as happy as a holiday. After the fourth class in the morning, the head teacher comes to the class to make out the invoice. The movie tickets are in the hands of the students, which will definitely cause ten to fifteen minutes of agitation. As soon as the head teacher left, everyone was busy changing tickets. Little things between boys and girls, racking their brains to find ways to change seats together. Sometimes, in order to change tickets, we don't hesitate to ask grandpa to tell grandma to let others help us.
In the afternoon, the students put on clothes that they think are more attractive. Some even put on shoes and shirts. These clothes must be tied in a belt and packed neatly. At that time, everyone's mind seemed not to focus on watching movies, but to seize the opportunity to exchange feelings. Those of us who don't have friends of the opposite sex will run around the cinema with flashlights, shine our hands on our classmates' faces to see who is sitting with whom in this movie and who is not sitting with whom in the next movie, and then go to school to spread gossip. Of course, we didn't use the word "gossip" at that time, and there was no so-called "strategy", just to laugh at others. "He was still with her in the last movie, and this time he is a different person." From this, we can sigh that the world is cold and human feelings are warm and cold.
After watching the movie, spend the afternoon reading at the book stand next to the cinema, and rich students can also make a cup of tea.
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Spring outing is also the best time for us to study. The place we yearn for most is Martyrs Park. The most attractive thing about spring outing is the collocation of male and female students. After getting on the bus, students can combine seats at will. In the park, the favorite sentence is that the teacher announces "free activities". We male students who don't have girlfriends (the "four villains" in the photo) scurry around, collecting information and discussing which male students have been in contact with which female students.
I used to act as a third wheel to cover others. For example, two men and two women do cleaning. When the teacher comes, she will feel conspicuous and wonder if these four students are in love. But for me, things are different. Three men and two women are obviously not in love. This is the meaning of my existence. I can save the world. Often on this occasion, as soon as the teacher leaves, the two couples really fall in love, leaving me alone to clean up.
I didn't have anyone to talk to at that time, because I wanted political and ideological progress. Running a blackboard newspaper has given me a great sense of accomplishment and is very popular with female students, but they are afraid to make friends with me when they see that I strictly abide by the school rules.
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One Wednesday afternoon, 1: 00 came home from the movie, and just walked to the door, I heard voices coming from the room. I'm sure it's not mom and dad's voice, and it's not like it was broadcast on the radio. It's like a dialogue in a movie. I think it's strange. I opened the door and went in. I saw my father sitting alone, staring at the wall. I thought with trepidation: Did I make any mistake again? Two steps further, I saw a black and white TV set on the coffee table. The first picture that caught my attention on the first TV set our family bought was a giant panda eating bamboo. I can tell at a glance that it is a black-and-white TV set, because pandas are black and white, and bamboo should be green, but the TV screen turns it black.
Soon after that, I went home one afternoon. Just entering the door, I found my father sitting there, staring at the wall. Looking at it again, the TV set turned into color. I am surprised: how did my family get rich so quickly? It seems impossible, right? The days of millet and rifle are not over yet, and the days of autumn harvest are not yet here! On closer inspection, it turned out to be a plastic color film pasted on a black-and-white TV.
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When I was a child, I liked seal cutting. After I finish my homework in the evening, I usually carve the seal. Pick up the meat cleaver and carve it until one or two in the middle of the night. After each seal was carved, the red seal was printed on white paper, which made me jump and jump on the bed with excitement and scared my mother to wake up. But I still felt dissatisfied, so I stuffed two pillows into the quilt to create the illusion that there was someone in the quilt, changed my clothes, took the bicycle key and crept out. I rode my bike to the countryside, found a place with street lights in Tanobe, confessed to the wilderness and recited poems.
On summer nights, many people sit under the trees to enjoy the cool. I sit next to them and listen to their stories. After listening, I slipped back to sleep. I came home one night and put it in the wrong place when I parked. The next morning, my mother went to work to get my bike and found that its position had changed, but I really couldn't figure out who moved it. Our bike is in the small house downstairs, so outsiders can't get in. My mother thought it was very strange. The bicycle moved and didn't look like a thief, so she asked me what was going on. I made up a lie casually: "I have been afraid to tell you, I think I often sleepwalk at night."
My dream trip frightened my mother. She quickly asked me, "Do you know what you did at night?"
"I don't know, but I think it goes very fast." I said.
Mom said, "Of course you walk fast when you are sleepwalking by bike!" "
That time made me falter, but my lies made my good days gone forever, and my mother worried that I was sleepwalking. From then on, I will get up every night to look at me and never sneak out again.
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I like flying kites since I was a child, and I always win the first prize in competitions. The kite I posted is also the most beautiful. There is no trick, just split the bamboo broom at home with a knife, take out the available bamboo sticks, tie them into a kite frame, stick them on paper, and then draw your favorite patterns on the paper.
Flying kites has taught me something about being a man and doing things. The principle of flying kites can be applied to feelings and careers. If you hold the string that controls the kite by hand, you should not push too hard, let alone give up. Your strength must be balanced and moderate.
If you want to fly a kite, you must find a relatively empty place, and you must not let the kites get together. A group of people fly together, and many kites are intertwined, always flying high. So is life. People who aim high had better choose a broad platform.
Some people fly kites. If the kite is dropped, he will look for it and fly it when he finds it. Some people are too lazy to find it and make a new one. I belong to the former, and I will get it back, because it was made by my hard work, and I will cherish it. Different people have different lifestyles, and there is probably such a difference.
I always feel floating when I do something now. I don't know if I'm the one who plays the kite. I feel like a kite with a broken thread. When a person loses support, your happiness and laughter are like wisps of smoke when smoking. Others walk on by, just disperse it without a trace. The feeling of happiness is easy to disappear if there is no basis for life.
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Besides flying kites, I always win the first prize, and the most prize is "labor activist". Besides, I seldom won prizes when I was a child. So, at that time, I was very eager to get compliments from others. On one occasion, I couldn't help but buy myself a certificate of award, which read "Reward Wang Han, a three-good student", put it in my schoolbag and take it out every day. I love this vanity and feel good. My parents didn't find out, and even if they did, they knew it was fake. Know each other better than my parents, and they know very well that I can't get that kind of certificate.
My affection for vanity makes me pursue spiritual praise without caring about material rewards. As long as someone praises me, it satisfies my greatest wish. This is a fatal weakness of my childhood, but I don't know why, but few people regard praise as a magic weapon to subdue me.
I think the highest material reward I got at that time was a notebook, and the highest honor I got was "learning activist". In fact, this rare honor is a bit strange, because my academic performance has declined for some time, and I have improved a little through hard work and returned to the original level, so I won the prize. This may contain the truth that retrogression is regarded as progress.