I don't know what kind of feelings Feng Xu Shima expressed.

The poem "I don't know where the wind blows" found online can be said to be Xu Zhimo's "label" work. After the poem came out, as long as the literary world heard this chanting, it would be known that the son had arrived. The whole poem consists of ***6 sections, with the same three sentences before each section, and the sound is lingering. This deliberately managed melody combination renders the atmosphere of "dream" in the poem, and also adds a bit of "dream" flavor to the singer. People who are familiar with Xu Zhimo's family tragedy may be able to capture some shadows about this romantic history. However, it is always vague and diluted by a strong wind blowing from an unknown direction, so that the audience, like the singer, is finally intoxicated by this powerful melody, and Tao Tao is surprised. I don't know which direction the wind is blowing-I'm in a dream, spinning in the light waves of my dream. The artistic conception of the whole poem has been written at the beginning, but the poet has spread out six verses, which still puzzles readers. What is the poet trying to say? There are 1000 critics, and so are Xu Zhimo. But maybe I have said what I should say, but I still don't understand. But I think this passage of Xu can be used as a footnote to this poem. The written record is as follows: "It is our wish to liberate the sacred source from filth and restore the dignity of life from the rags of the times. Prejudice is not ours. Let's not ask which direction the wind is blowing. Utility is not ours, and we don't care about the day when the ears of rice are full. ..... Life essentially gives us faith, patience and courage. Because of this, we can not be afraid in the dark, not depressed in failure, and not desperate in pain. Life is the root of all ideals, and its infinite and regular creativity gives us strong inspiration in spiritual activities. It not only hints at us, forces us, always looks forward to the direction of creation and life, but also inspires our imagination. ..... Our highest goal is to continue with the noumenon of life, transcend the dead line, and be inspired by the stars in outer space. ..... "("The Attitude of the New Moon ") What I am talking about here is not only the attitude of the new moon, but also the highest poetic ideal of Xu Zhimo, that is, the ontology of returning to life! In fact, as early as the beginning of his return to China, Xu Zhimo repeatedly put forward this idea of "returning to nature" (returning leaves to their roots, writing, youth movement, etc. ). He is suppressed by all kinds of worries, fears, suspicions, calculations and regrets that are pressed on the life itself, so as to keep this life true and pure! He wants people to publicize the good in life and suppress the evil in life, so as to achieve the realm of perfect personality. He wants to get rid of the fetters of things, wander outside things and pursue the truth of life and the universe. What a dream this is! It is by no means "her tenderness, my infatuation" or "her infidelity, my sadness". This is a big dream, a big ideal, although it will never be sad in the end, "my heart is broken in the sadness of my dream." From this point, we can deduce a positive meaning of "I don't know which direction the wind blows". Because of this poem, many people regard Xu Zhimo, a "crescent" poet, as a "romantic" poet. However, when we really sink into his ideological core, together with him, "stretching the noumenon of life" and "inspiring the stars outside the sky", we can appreciate another image of Xu Zhimo that is completely different from our illusion.