After countless hopes turned into disappointment, finally, I couldn't help but shed fragile tears. I don't want to. I really don't want to. It's just really hard in my heart. I think I've been trying, trying. It's just that I can't integrate into society or society can't integrate into me. I am speechless.
What I want has always been simple, really simple. Just, is it because it is too simple, so it will be ignored.
I just moved forward step by step, but I couldn't get close to the finish line. Always fall at the last step. More than once. I feel hurt all over, but I am as stubborn as I am, and I never want to give up. I'm still trying, painful but happy.
However, I fell down again. This time, it really hurts and I can't stand up. Lying on the ground, looking up at the finish line, I feel that it seems to be moving forward, farther and farther away from me, and it is a bit blurred. I looked down, afraid to look any longer, afraid, and finally, I couldn't see it anymore. I can only lower my head, let tears fill my eyes, and then drop by drop fall on the soil, and then I see a small nest on the soil, filled with crystal tears. Cover your face with your hands and don't want to be seen.
Maybe I am too tired and really want to sleep. ...
Maybe in my dream, I will stand at that end, open my arms and want to embrace nature. ...
I am not a lucky girl, at least in my memory. Seeing that my efforts have been wasted again and again, I don't feel pain in my heart. Instead, I feel a little suffocated and want to breathe. So I want to go crazy to the top of the building, look at the distance, look at those brilliant lights, listen to the sound of the wind blowing, and look at the traces of meteors. Try to find traces that can be traced, then I won't get lost, lost, lonely, powerless and helpless in the dark.
I want to walk alone on the dark shady road, without purpose and direction, just go straight ahead and hide all my helplessness in the darkness. Listen to the silent voice quietly, look at the dark world and smell the air. Perhaps, my heart will be very real and calm.
Love the darkness for no reason. I like that no one can see anyone's darkness. Then, I can let my thoughts run wild and my emotions change on my face. I think it is a real world, a real spiritual world that does not need to be hidden. You don't need to embarrass yourself by avoiding others, nor do you need to let your heart drop blood and hurt your heart in order to show your strength.
I have to admit that words have a magical effect on me. After writing so much, my mood gradually calmed down.
I've been trying. Even if all my previous efforts have not been rewarded, I will continue to work hard. I believe that one day, I will succeed, I will really stand at that end and embrace nature with open arms. ...
I finally overcame this obstacle.
We have to face all kinds of difficulties every day, some of which we can easily challenge, but others will hurt us deeply, both physically and mentally. Challenge, be sure to get hurt. But will we give up the challenge for fear of pain? Like a climber who stops climbing for fear of lack of oxygen? Just like programmers give up writing programs for fear of system crash? Then we will never conquer Mount Everest and stay in Doss forever. So, don't be afraid of difficulties, you must try your best to rush forward and try your best to conquer all kinds of difficulties-even if you fall black and blue!
All these difficulties, like deep obstacles, wait for us to move forward.
We fell down and had to get up.
Don't go for a walk because you are afraid?
There are too many obstacles in front of us, and these are exactly the problems we must face. The meaning of life lies in constantly overcoming self and challenges, and then it will rise to a higher ladder.
In fact, life itself is a process of trying.
Can you say absolutely right or wrong? Painful choices always explain meaning. Crying? It's just a catharsis. What we have to face is to get up bravely. Although these hurdles seem insurmountable and fatal, haven't we come all the way? Because we have friends, the existence of friendship strengthens our hope for life! Those flowers in life, although you can't accompany me to the end, I will always remember you, even if you have reached the end of the world ... somewhere in the world, there will be someone who silently supports me!
You must get through this! Let life have no regrets! Everyone wants to go back to the past, because there are too many regrets in the past ... how many times, this deep hurdle has blocked our way and left us at a loss. Some people fall in this bleak situation, and some people still walk over! They are winners, and they will move on and cross more hurdles. But what about the rest? In a daze, the past, the past, although it is the past, but he can't feel that kind of happiness. Heartache. What else? After many years, they want to go back and walk smartly, but that's impossible, never ... Seeing this hurdle, they bravely walked over, although they already knew they couldn't, but they still had to try! Because I tried, I won't regret it!
There are too many hurdles in life. Now, we must cross this obstacle! We should bid farewell to youth and ignorance and stride towards a better future! Crossing this hurdle smartly, we will grow up! I thought a lot before I understood the true meaning of life. We have really grown up. ...
It feels good to grow up!
The premise is that we must cross this hurdle!
It's warm when I think of you.
There are few people, and through the bright moonlight, you will always see two people set each other off.
The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, you can't feel my existence.
I came to school before dawn, and the empty school projected a beautiful arc against the light and moonlight, which was printed in every corner.
Standing at the door of the classroom, I feel sad and cold. To meet the darkness and cold wind alone, I seem to be a different person. He is no longer the sunshine boy in others' impression, but a poet who sees through the world.
No, you are tired of the existence of time.
I always think of you inadvertently. Think about everything about you. And you, however, are the one who has been hurt the most by me.
I didn't even bother to mention those things when school started. Every time I think of them, it's just a few scenes. It is in these scenes that I have always fixed in my heart that I first discovered your existence.
Unlike others, you always have a delicate wind that attracts our attention. Always pay attention to me in obscurity and everyone.
You say. Actually, I'm lively, but you didn't see it.
But I will tell you in my heart. Actually, I'm lonely. It's just that I didn't perform.
I went down to jump rope during the big class that day and felt uncomfortable. So I silently watched you go upstairs.
The sports committee member picked up the rope, waved his arm, and the lithe figure shuttled from the playground, flowing like running water, which made people happy.
You don't like to enjoy your busy schedule, but you talk to us with your head down before and after running. We want you to jump together, but you can always find some far-fetched reasons to avoid it, or you can jump on two and run away and disappear into the crowd.
Perhaps in obscurity, you inadvertently touched my heart, even if you just poked the cellophane stuck on my heart into a small square with a square of one centimeter, so that the sunshine could queue up and slowly absorb into my heart.
I don't know how many times this scene has been repeated in my pen, but every time there will be unexpected new feelings and experiences. Meet different people and things, and have different attitudes and experiences. Let's face it.
This is another new experience.
"You see what you test! Only 94 points! "
This type of words has been repeated many times in my ear, as if I was the only one special.
"Look at you, look at you, how can such a simple grammar problem go wrong?"
I am very passive.
"Write one more word at the end of the word classification. Why are you empty, for whom! "
I'm Nuo Nuo.
"Only 94 points, look at your ranking in the class!"
I'm just Nuo Nuo.
You are an English teacher, so you are very strict with my English. This exam is a moment to test the truth.
When I was talking about the paper, I was still ashamed of my score. But whenever I talk about my mistakes, I can always find long-lost confidence in your words.
"This grammatical problem is one of the more difficult topics in this article. It is really not easy to do this problem right. "
I am speechless.
"There are many new words in the word classification, and it is very powerful to be able to classify them into various parts."
I continue to be speechless.
"This time, the highest score in the class is 95. Everyone applauds him! "
I am completely speechless.
This is you. Raise the demands on me to the point where they can't be raised any more.
People say that you are not good to me because some mistakes will pass. But here, it becomes a review of parents or a painful welcome.
I always tell myself that you are the best for me. Your attitude towards me is ten times stricter than others, and you are always so responsible and intriguing.
Today, it is still winter in Jinan, but the sunshine outside the window has entered the house. As the temperature rises, I once again hear the sound of the next "spring, summer, autumn and winter" cycle.
Your appearance is deeply imprinted in my heart. No matter when and where, just like your own name, how can you forget?
Give it to me! ! ~ ~ roll for integral! ~