I remember how much I knew in my dreams when I was a child.

"Remember when I was young? You like talking, and I like laughing. Sitting side by side under the peach tree, the wind chirps in the treetops, I don't know how to sleep, and I know how many flowers fall in my dreams. "

I first saw this poem in junior high school. In Jing M. Guo's work "How many flowers fall in a dream", I was surprised when I met it. I was amazed at the true sadness conveyed by a short poem, which is very consistent with the fate of the characters in Guo's novels. It is a kind of sadness that fireworks are easy to cool after madness, which makes Guo's slightly impetuous style fall smoothly and gently, and also falls into the dream of that generation.

This is an all-powerful poem, without the sense of disobedience of Sanmao's works of the same name. Although the depth of life exploration and the thickness of the author's expression in the works are higher than those in Guo's works, this does not prevent the works from opening wide arms and embracing it. Practice has proved that this poem is suitable for the works of authors in different eras. As long as it conforms to the temperament of the work, it will "beat countless people", just like Chen Yifei's Little Girl in a Small Town, which is pure and advanced.

This poem appeared after San Mao commemorated her husband Jose. Obviously, you and I in the poem are husband and wife. They are really like children, not children. They can put aside the rich life in Taiwan Province Province and Spain and run to the deserted desert alone? Not a child, can you dress up in a shabby house and feel happy after eating a rough meal? Not a child, can write such a true and pure language, can feel and give true and pure love?

Coincidentally, these two childlike men and women traveled across Qian Shan, hand in hand, and fell in love with each other to the extent that I was a little puzzled by the secular world. This chance can be the fate of love or the spiritual attraction of two lonely people.

I thought the emotion in the book reached its climax when Sanmao returned to the Canary Islands to sell a house three years later. It was the Nestle that she and her husband Jose built with all their love and affection, and it was also the only apartment where the souls of two originally lonely people lived or even fled the world.

This home is far from the city and friends with the sea. On the edge of the cliff, there are not many neighbors, but all of them are extremely kind, giving this neighbor family-like help and love in their bad karma. Who in the world is not struggling to live?

Sanmao's friends and relatives are not doing well. While telling the world about her own lifestyle and attitude towards life, Sanmao also took us along the river of time to visit people with different life postures, including the poor and sick in the desert, the happy families of intellectuals in Taiwan Province Province, and the Spaniards who are eccentric and just want what they love. ...

Life changes in time and moves in China, German, French and other places, which also brings new horizons and impacts to readers because of the living conditions of different people in different regions.

Let's talk about the emotional thread in the book first, focusing on the love between Sanmao and Jose, and the affection between Sanmao and his parents. The origin of the former can be found in San Mao's early memoir "The Story of the Sahara", and it is just right to feel the deep homesickness.

The latter's emotion is also a clue parallel to love, which guides the story and the author's life, or brings the only light to the author's life after losing his lover. Blood is thicker than water-even a seemingly thin blood relationship can prove itself at a critical moment without losing a fairy-tale love.

Unfortunately, San Mao lost the love of his life; Fortunately, San Mao, having parents who love you so much gives you full freedom and respect. As smart as you, or driven by the nature of loneliness, people have wisely chosen to return to the motherland, return to their hometown, heal, precipitate and grow again.

Sanmao's life is unique: as a writer, her works are unique in the literary world because of her special experience and never decline, and are sought after by young people at different times because of her avant-garde thoughts and behaviors; As a traveler, her works have been added to many life scenes by general travel guides. She lived her own life during the trip and regarded her life as a magnificent trip. As a lover, she is completely romantic and obsessed with her lover's home dress and elegant life, which makes people exclaim, "Is there really a fairy couple in the world?" "

No matter as a writer, traveler or lover, Sanmao has achieved the ultimate, and her life is also the ultimate representative. Even the way she left this world, she didn't want to be unique like others. But I don't know whether it is lucky or unlucky for this person to live in modern and contemporary society with such an attitude towards life. Perhaps, people can live in the way they like, and they have already defeated fate.