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Note 1 Xiaomi: the name of five grains. Leave: In the first row. 2 millet, the name of the five grains. 3 Walking: Forward. Decadence: the appearance of walking slowly. 4 Center: In my heart, shaking: the appearance of anxiety in my heart. 5 choking (leaf): I am so depressed that I can't breathe. Millet grows in rows in the field, and the seedlings grow as green as embroidery. How slow the pace is, the heart is in a trance. Those who understand me say I'm worried, and those who don't understand say what I want. The sky is just above your head. Who caused this scene? In the field, the millet and his party grew up, and the millet blossomed and headed. How slow the pace is, my heart is drunk. Those who understand me say I'm worried, and those who don't understand say what I want. The sky is just above your head. Who caused this scene? The millet in the field has grown into rows, and the millet has seeded. How slow the pace is, I feel depressed. Those who understand me say I'm worried, and those who don't understand say what I want. The sky is just above your head. Who caused this scene? Please believe that this is not an alarmist. This is a stray song. As he roamed, he sang his melancholy. We don't know why we are depressed, but we certainly don't worry about trivial things like daily necessities. Isn't this a little mysterious? Not mysterious. Sadness in our hearts is often inexplicable, and melancholy cannot be rationally analyzed. It is a state of life itself: inexplicable troubles, inexplicable sadness, inexplicable sadness and inexplicable despair. Of course, it may be ignited by a specific thing like a fuse, such as a look, an action, a sentence, a scene, an object. But the inducement is not equal to melancholy and sadness itself. What's more, a tramp is always in a highly sensitive state, and he is most likely to be moved by the sight and feel sad. He has no clear purpose and seems to be looking for something. He has no sense of belonging, but he is guided by something in the dark. In fact, this is people. He not only lives in the material world, but also wants to ask himself why he lives. He also cares about things that are not directly related to material life, such as why the sun and moon shine, why the stars shine, why it rains in the sky, why it thunders and thunders, and why some people are born princes and others are born poor. Does the earth and the ocean have an end? It makes people sad and sigh at the thought of questions that these substances can't answer. True and profound sadness and melancholy are always associated with the above problems, which are insoluble and eternal. The sorrow of not having enough to eat, the sorrow of not wearing warm clothes, the sorrow of losing loved ones, and the sorrow of working hard in foreign countries are all limited, short-lived and can be overcome, and they are all superficial. The distress of ordinary people's life, the impassioned passion of people with lofty ideals, the pain of businessmen losing money, and the frustration of politicians' official career can also be classified as limited, short-lived, surmountable and superficial sorrow. What makes a girl nobler than a miser is that she will cry in her heart because of losing love, which is different from a miser crying for gold.