Who saw this scene, tears and makeup, still worried about my illness. What do you mean I can't dream of getting rid of all the cold light?

This word comes from Zhu's Spring Complaint in the Southern Song Dynasty. Zhu's life is lonely and painful. She was born in an official family. When she was young, she met a talented man, two of a kind, but she was abandoned because of customs. Later, her parents made a hasty decision and married an ordinary official. This man has a hard heart. Once, she threw Zhu far away to her hometown and took her little wife with her. Zhu has no family, and getting married is like losing her husband. However, the ethical barriers prevent Zhu from realizing her dream of "Xiao Lang" and bring endless suffering to her mind.

Word: sit alone, advocate paying alone, and lie alone. Standing hurts, even touching people hurts. Who can see this situation, tears wash the residual makeup. I am worried that my illness will remain the same and I can't get rid of the cold light.

The meaning of "Shangque" reveals that the poet is lonely, without a partner, sitting in the mirror, singing and listening to his own songs, paying for his own poems and overlooking the roof of his bedroom.

"The Meaning of Xiaque" reveals the poet's sorrow in Lacrimosa all day, and describes his suffering from illness due to sorrow, anxiety due to illness, and sleepless nights.

Zhu's life is more bitter and desolate than her contemporary Li Qingzhao! So we can learn from the level of words, but we don't agree to learn from their scenes and ways of doing things.