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Recording the ordinary lives of ordinary people
Time is always stranded by the years, and before we know it, it is the late autumn of October again. The most passionate time of the year, the falling maple leaves stir up the emotions deep in my heart. The more touched I am, the more I refuse to leave. Those days written in memories are always so unforgettable. The deepest memories of the past wetted the deepest part of my heart. The undisturbed sweet silence allows the purest wind in the world to blow in my mind, and the most beautiful leaves fall behind me...
You and I have walked through that wind, through that The rain still remains in the deepest part of my memory...
Green mountains and green waters, cattle and sheep in the grassland, prayer flags blown by the breeze, The blue sky and white clouds are right in front of you, the mountainside is green and green, the top of the mountain is covered with snow, and the green water reflects the majestic appearance of the mountains in the river.
The sound of first love stirred up several avalanches. Why didn’t I understand the heartache when I was a young man? Looking back suddenly, time has passed like the wind...
The rolling world of mortals cannot hide you. Her smile and the Qinghai-Tibet sunshine embrace me day and night. The past events make me drunk and sleepless!
In Tibet, the vast majority of Tibetans are believers in Tibetan Buddhism. On the Qinghai-Tibet and Sichuan-Tibet lines, those pilgrims who make three steps and one kowtow go through hardships and spend several months using their bodies to Taking measurements, he kowtowed towards Lhasa. They are not seeking salvation, but just being able to touch God’s fingertips.
In the 1950s and 1960s, our fathers who went to work in Tibet faced material scarcity, unimaginable hardships and difficulty in working there, and stayed there for many years. When I feel lonely and homesick, my home is far away. Once I visit my relatives, the Sichuan-Tibet Highway back home is so winding, bumpy, and even dangerous, and full of difficulties. Hardships and poverty challenged their bodies, minds, and wills. They came from different provinces, and they were like brothers and sisters, encouraging each other and helping each other move forward. They are the original pioneers here. Their fathers worked silently for several springs and autumns and dedicated their lives here!
We, the second generation of Tibetans, grew up there. After graduation, we went to work in the Hongweilin Factory of "Milin County, Nyingchi Prefecture, Tibet". We spent our youth together there, and we were so fond of it. A kind of youthful and regretless care!
The work and life there are touching, understanding, laughing, meeting, and the tears of youth remain. It records the beginning of our youth! Life at that time was both bitter and joyful. We, a group of young workers, gathered around the fire, stewed canned mushrooms with the mushrooms we picked, and ate fish caught by night lines in the Zangbo River. The aroma, taste, and That scene will never be forgotten to this day.
Whenever I think of the endless past, my heart will always wander back to Tibet in my heart as my thoughts drift. Under that blue sky and white clouds, in that mountain stream forest factory surrounded by mountains and green trees, I, who was twenty years old, entered the factory a year before her and met her who was new from Golmud. In the most beautiful years, I met you in your bloom, got to know each other, and fell in love...
Because each other is the first love in life, and the reason for knowing each other is so simple, that is, they like each other. In those difficult years and poverty era, because we didn't know how to cultivate and protect this immature emotion, we couldn't withstand a little bit of wind and rain, the fooling of life, and the changes in the world, finally tore us apart.
In that unimaginable era, an unforgettable love affair, we have not escaped the arrangements of fate and personnel. Time is always wasted, and people and opportunities are often misaligned, which adds to many regrets in this life.
The years are fading away, and everything in the past seems like yesterday. The beauty that stays in the heart will still make people intoxicated! That period of real and precious Tibetan years has recorded and witnessed the development of Tibet and even the evolution of its original heaven and earth as our generation!
Tibet - In 1990, I said goodbye to you. I was transferred back to Sichuan within the policy. From then on, my blue sky, my white clouds, my youth, my dreams, my confusion, and everything I had stayed there. What I bring back most when I come back is not the items, but the time I spent with you, that white cloud. It engraved a period of time and a state of mind.
Tibet; in my inner world, I don’t know whether I should love you more or hate you more. You have become the life element of my fathers and the second generation of Tibet. It has entered the blood, grown into the bone marrow, and been implanted in their lives, making people dream about it and always think of it.
Someone said: What is the most beautiful emotion in the world? Family, love or friendship? Perhaps, regardless of the role, any emotion that can touch people's hearts is the most beautiful. But I just want to say that it is the concern and attachment in my heart.
An appointment with you in a past life
Wang Xiaoyan
Thirty-three years ago in the summer of May, I took a Nissan Isuzu entered Tibet and Lhasa along the Qinghai-Tibet Line that our fathers traveled for many years.
The road was bumpy along the way, and I suffered a lot from the discomfort caused by the high cold and lack of oxygen. It also made me personally experience the hardship and pain of my parents, as well as the dangerous mountain roads that followed me.
I was nineteen years old that year, and my father was only twenty when he went to Tibet. They were both at a good age when they were in full bloom.
From Lhasa to Ganzhang Forest Company, the climate is getting better and better, and the scenery is getting more and more beautiful. I gradually fall in love with this wonderful place with mountains and water. Everything here is related to where I was born and grew up. The difference between Golmud and Golmud is simply heaven and earth!
I just started working, and the Hongweilin Factory where I was assigned was fifty kilometers away from Bayi Town and located on the bank of the Zuilu Zangbo River. I work in a wood processing workshop, and I met the handsome you at work. In the days when I was far away from my hometown and my relatives, you who always helped me at work were the first comfort in my life. An inexplicable feeling gradually emerged in my heart. We were attracted to each other, got closer to each other, and got to know each other.
I like the fragrance of ink and books, my heart is full of romance, and I am also full of longing for love. I hope to encounter the most beautiful love in the most beautiful years. Because at that time, the factory stipulated that young workers were not allowed to fall in love. When we first fell in love, our love was simple and innocent, even though we were cautious and timid. Rumors, right or wrong, still come like a flood. In addition, the father did not want his girl to be alone thousands of miles away with no one to take care of her, so she arranged a marriage with the Geyun Division of the same team. Being too young at the time, I couldn't help but feel a little frightened. My father's prohibition made me feel at a loss. I was too scared to care about your feelings, so I chose to let go. My escape hurt a young heart, and your unwillingness also hurt me. Because we were young, didn’t know how to get along, and didn’t know how to deal with right and wrong, we finally parted ways and became people in the world.
You and I have no grandeur or eachother. It was that special era that caused the tragedy of our separation. Although they have hurt each other, they have warmed each other more.
Tibet ~ the place where I once lived, even if the years slowly pass away, looking back over the years, the beautiful things in my heart that we have passed through together will still be moving and colorful in our lives. Although my love with you is short-lived, it is as fleeting, gorgeous and brilliant as an epiphyllum.
What neither you nor I ever thought was that we would meet again thirty years later with you on the other side of the Internet and me on this side, with gray hair and gray hair, but still caring about each other. It seems that the surging river never stops, but the yearning for her over the years is as thick and long as the snow-capped mountains.
Life is long and profound. After separation, you and I may have loved or been loved again, but none of them can compare to the original beauty and simplicity. As we grow older, we have more desires and goals, less of the original purity, and less of the original authenticity. Although those beautiful past have become a thing of the past, they are still like the peach blossoms blooming on both sides of the river, shining on the branches of life, in the past time, and in every season when the peach blossoms are in full bloom. .
Life is broad and time is long. At this moment, I only wish that your time on the other side is smiling and your years are fragrant. I wish that I, on this shore, will have a peaceful time in the fireworks of a river. I wish that we can be warm even though we are far away from each other! ! !
The girl I can’t forget in my heart ~ Wang Xiaoyan
If love is a kind of tranquility that cannot be disturbed, I would like this infatuated imitation Pain is with me, and I am willing to be by your side quietly without disturbing you. If I don't want to expose this worldly sorrow anymore, I would like to swallow the bitter fruit of greed by myself, and I can't bear your pain and shed tears to bear it myself.
We cannot transcend the mundane world. We are addicted to this low-level world and are busy with the daily rush of life. We can only return this meager peace to you, and stay with you for a long time.
I can’t help each other in my life, but I long for you to laugh and talk online and be the most loyal listener when you are troubled. I will not leave because of your endless chatter, will tell you the best solution to the problem, and accompany you out of the gloomy sky...
I just want to let this emotion override friendship and friendship. Above love, it will be the place where your loneliness and weakness reside when you are confused and crying. Let all your sorrows slowly release, and let your smile slowly bloom.
One by one, I just want your life to be bathed in sunshine, and feel the sleepless beauty brought to you by the midnight starry sky and the distant moon...
We don’t have a hand to hold you, The love that grows old together, but we will all love life more and cherish ourselves for the person we once had, because with your presence, there is an extra rainbow in life.
Because of this transcendent emotion, I have become more aware of the need to live a strong life, and face the ordinary and hard daily rush with a smile. Although I cannot grow old together, I will be fascinated by it, because We have all had those endless memories and beautiful things...
I am glad that I have had you in my life, the time I have had, and this relationship, sincere and far-reaching...
< p> Let the space left deep in our hearts quietly hold on to this emotion. It will make us no longer feel lonely, and we will always regard each other's happiness as our own happiness.~~Xiao Feng~~ I am drunk in the life scenes you describe. You make me feel pain and happiness. I really want to be intoxicated in the dream you mentioned, sleeping for hundreds, thousands, or ten thousand years without waking up. If I miss it in this life, I will miss it.
I have been tossing and turning for the past few days, almost insomnia, I have thought a lot, and I owe you an apology! I want to say to you, Xiaofeng~ I'm sorry, I was wrong. If we could have communicated well instead of leaving decisively, there would have been a lot less regrets in our lives.
Life is a journey that cannot be repeated. I only hope that we can be the construction of the emotion you said. Let us warm each other in the future life and care about each other towards the final destination of our lives. Let our souls travel through these thousands of mountains and rivers, and miss each other in each other's hearts. I love you! The three words I didn't say at the time, I said to you more than thirty years later, please forgive me for the harm I did to you. I hope my apology can melt your heart that has been frozen by me for so many years and make it warm.
Although I have not received a profound education, it does not prevent me from liking Tang poetry, Song poetry and Yuan music. I don’t know why I like it from the bottom of my heart. It is precisely because of this that my heart is romantic, and the romance soaked in the fragrance of poetry killed me.
I like you because of your eyes. Those long black and thick eyelashes, how could a boy have such a pair of eyes. What's even more terrible is your pink letterhead, with the elegant fragrance of cherry blossoms. I wonder what kind of boy this is? He must also be romantic, so I approached you and wanted to get into your heart. I met and fell in love with you in the best years, and I just want to have the most beautiful love in that season. Watch the mountains and the water with you, listen to the rain by the window, watch the flowers bloom...
The unstoppable passage of time, the past that has never been forgotten? Those touches that go deep into the bone marrow, every bit of it, create a dream in the heart.
Youth is the most confusing period in life, filled with expectations for the future and full of passion. Full of pursuit and desire, it also started to become complicated from simplicity. Some are sunny and snowy, some are filthy, some are fresh and elegant, and some are despicable and dirty. All kinds of human nature began to take place. The long river of time is inclusive but not inclusive. It carries all the good, evil, beauty and ugliness, and moves forward. After walking through the rapids and shoal, washing all the way through the mud and sand, it finally became calm, soothing, clear and bright.
After decades of accumulation, those that can touch people's hearts and those that cannot be forgotten must be the best. The relationship with Tibet is inseparable in life. The youth and passion of the father's generation and the son's generation, the years of prosperity, the joys and sorrows of life, love and hatred, sweat, tears and even life have been dedicated to the mountains and rivers here. Three generations of Tibetan people, four generations of Tibetan people, and so on. We are very lucky that we can still recall those days and nights in Tibet during our lifetime. Here, we also pay tribute to everyone who has sacrificed their blood and lives for the construction of Tibet! They make the sky in Tibet bluer and the Kelsang flowers bloom more beautifully.
First love is the beauty etched in the heart through the smoke and dust of life, and the true ignorance and longing in the youthful years. As time goes by, that beauty will be cherished by each other, and this life will no longer be a regret.
We use the most affectionate way to pay tribute to that wonderful time in our lives and to the wonderful years of living in Tibet! Thank you for meeting me in life, thank you for showing up! ! !