After reading this passage, I can't be calm for a long time. There is always a thin and sick old man leaning against the railing, waiting for me to appear, and there will be a trace of happiness on his face. Meeting or talking with friends is the only happy event in a day.
Who can understand the feelings of a lonely old man? I saw the old man named edema in the story of dusk written by San Mao. He was too ill to go out every day, so he had to lie on the railing at his door and wait for dusk. I passed by his door and called me. When I passed by, I was so scared and full of pity. My heart is shaking, and several people can read the loneliness and sadness in others' hearts. I saw him at dusk the first day, looked at him from a distance, but dared not approach. The next morning, I heard that he died in the middle of the night. The next morning, I moved out and buried him, as if this man had never existed in this world. He is really a passer-by, as if he had never waited for death. Behind him is a tall villa, and there is a disease like him left in the house. When I passed by there the next night, his son took the place of his father and leaned out of the railing to call me. My hair stood on end, and I was afraid to run away. Seeing this, I can't help laughing. It was a sad smile, a sad smile, a sad smile. You may have a lot of money and inexhaustible material wealth in your life, but you have no health and no friends, so you can only.
Sometimes in the boiling life, I often forget who I am, sometimes in the busy life, I often don't know who I am, a tangled feeling, a susceptible feeling, love life, be grateful for life and make contributions to life.
Cherish this moment and cherish what you have.
Thoughts after reading at dusk Part II: This is not a perfect love story. A stone carver and a girl missed the love, missed the love of a lifetime. I remember reading a book before, in which there is a sentence: What I am afraid of is not what I lost after being with you, but that I regret not being with you and miss you. Just one sentence touched my heart.
After reading this novel, I have a different view on love. The love between thinking and history is a tragedy, mainly because of history. His inferiority and cowardice broke Sisi's heart. Sisi was forced to marry someone she didn't love because love couldn't be realized, and Shi never got married. Their first kiss was initiated by filar silk. When filar silk proposed to stone, he chickened out. After filar silk was put forward by others, Shi Tong didn't take any action. When filar silk asked to run away together, Shi Tong didn't agree. Seeing this, I really want to wake up Stone, a pedantic wooden head.
Finally, filar silk married someone else, was scolded by her husband, and her life was very unsatisfactory. At that time, they did not have the slightest idea of leaving, so they used filar silk.
As the saying goes, "What can I do? After I divorced you, you didn't have the guts to want me. Besides, there are many children. Now I let go, I can't stand it. I can make do with it. " Even if it is impossible, there is still someone in my heart. There is love between them, but they are not brave enough. If you miss it, it will pass. This is a lifetime tragedy. People are always afraid of the unknown, and often choose to give up what they have now because of their fear of the future.
If they were braver, they would have proposed to Cece's house or left together before marriage, would they still regret it so much? Finally, silk passed away with regret, and Stone made a monument for silk in regret. Shi Tong did perhaps the bravest thing in this love, that is, to erect a monument for Sisi and call Sisi his wife. But what's the use? Filar silk died and became someone else's wife.
what is love ? This question has been asked by different people in different times, and everyone who is asked will have their own set of rhetoric. Plato said that two hearts are very >: loneliness and mutual need for comfort, which is called love. Filar silk and brother Shi are the two lonely hearts, and together they are the most >; A happy state, but love needs courage. Stone didn't bravely grasp the outstretched hand of filar silk again and again, so he missed it. So I say this is an imperfect love story.
The third part: After the exam, my classmates recommended several short stories to me, including the Twilight Boys. In these novels, the poetic topic "Teenagers in the Dusk" suddenly caught my eye, and a beautiful picture came to my mind. In this way, I can't wait to start reading this novel.
After reading the title and the beginning of the article, I thought it was about a boy. A poor boy has lived in the street for several days. Just when he was hungry, a big, round and red apple caught his eye. He looked around and soon found the owner of the apple that could wrap his stomach. He is a fruit vendor, with gray hair and over half a year old. His name is Sun Fu. He stared at Sun Fu and tentatively reached for the apple. He told Sun Fu many times that he was hungry now and hoped to get his charity, but Sun Fu refused mercilessly. Finally, while Sun Fu was not looking, the boy who was carried away by hunger took an apple with his little black hand and ran away quickly. After Sun Fu found out, he ran to catch up and shouted "Stop thief". In a short time, the thin boy was finally caught by Sun Fu-he couldn't run, and he had no strength. Probably because I can't stand hunger. In despair, the boy took a bite of the apple and chewed it. But Sun Fu still didn't let him go. He grabbed the boy by the neck and forced him to vomit. Later, the boy reluctantly spit out all the chewed apple crumbs. Then, there was a more cruel punishment for him-Sun Fu severely interrupted the boy's right middle finger. Even more frightening is that in the back, Sun Fu was not ashamed of his bullying behavior, but tortured the boy more and more. He tied the boy in front of the booth and forced him to shout "I'm a thief" at everyone until the booth closed. Finally, the boy was so tired that he could only make a weak friction sound from his throat. At this time, Sun Fu will tell the customer: "This kid is saying' I am a thief'." Finally, Sun Fu closed the booth, and the boy dragged his tired body, shook his broken finger, and twisted hard step by step into the distance. The weak and swaying body seemed to fall down next, and finally the boy slowly disappeared at the end of the evening.
When I read this, my heart became a ball with the development of the plot. How innocent and helpless the poor boy is! He's just a kid. Does he deserve to be tolerated if he does something wrong? Why treat an unarmed and bony child with such despicable and cruel means? Children are so young, won't they leave a shadow in their hearts? Maybe this child will be afraid of all strangers in the future. He will think that everyone is a bad person and the future is unimaginable. Apart from sympathizing with the boy, I also despise and object to Sun Fu's actions. He did such a heinous act to that boy that no human being would do such an act! How strict he is with this simple child! I thought the story was over here, but I didn't expect more. The content behind is about Sun Fu's recollection of the past after he returned home. I thought of my beautiful wife and lovely son, but the happy memories ended with my son unfortunately falling into the water and his wife leaving him with a barber. So Sun Fu can only hold on to the yellowed black-and-white photos, hoping to find the happiness he once felt?
After reading the whole book, my mood is very complicated. After reading this, I realized that the real protagonist of this book is not a boy, but Sun Fu. Usually we can always see people who do bad things, but we don't know why these people do bad things. However, the reason is well explained at the end of the article. Concealed meditation, although what Sun Fu began to do to the boy was unbearable, but
It is his past, his helplessness and his sadness, which makes people want to tolerate and sympathize with him. Articles are always inseparable from the word "stealing". At first, it was the boy who stole Sun Fu's apple. During the time of punishing the boy, Sun Fu kept repeating the word "stealing". Sun Fu may think that the 5-year-old son accidentally fell into the water because God "stole" his life. The beautiful wife left him and the barber, who stole his wife. But Sun Fu didn't come out of these shadows, didn't figure it out, but kept holding it like this. Therefore, whenever he sees a thief or hears such a sensitive word as "stealing", Sun Fu always becomes very excited and acts coldly and cruelly. He is subtly changing. Maybe he didn't find this subtle change himself, but over time, Sun Fu seems to be a different person. These things "stole" Sun Fu's soul and turned him into a cruel man, gradually becoming insensitive and inhuman. The teenager in the article became even more miserable after being punished by Sun Fu. His life may be "stolen" by God. If he is lucky enough to survive, he may become a person whose soul has been "stolen" like Sun Fu, making the end of the whole story full of sadness. The onlookers in the article, when they saw Sun Fu's cruel treatment of a weak teenager, just looked on coldly, did not take any protective action, and even occasionally echoed Sun Fu's words. This also reflects the attitude of these people, who have nothing to do with their own affairs, ignore them, become numb, have no idea of helping the weak, and are inhuman? The souls of these people have also been stolen.
Now, my heart is still a little sad. The indifferent attitude of the masses in the article just reflects the attitude of the whole society towards the weak and bullied. I think, we must not let the scenes in the novel repeat themselves in the society we live in, and we must not let more people become people whose souls have been "stolen" like Sun Fu. First of all, we should pay attention to improving our self-cultivation and make ourselves a noble person step by step. When we encounter this kind of bullying, we should treat these vulnerable groups with love. When we see them being insulted and bullied, we should lend a helping hand in a timely and appropriate manner. Besides, we should forget some hatred, and when we feel tired, we should bear less burdens and relax ourselves. We should always believe that everything is hopeful and the world is always warm! Let's uphold this belief and welcome the new sun tomorrow! Look, another day!