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In the evening, the earth is bathed in the afterglow of the sunset, and the students stroll on the school road in twos and threes. The evening breeze slowly blows in waves mixed with the fragrance of vegetation, which makes people relaxed and happy.
Lin Jin suddenly saw Zhao Dongcheng walking casually in front, and hurriedly ran a few steps to catch up.
Ignoring the frustration and timidity accumulated in her heart for a long time, she skipped to Zhao Dongcheng and greeted him with a flowery smile: "Hello, Zhao Dongcheng."
Zhao Dongcheng stood still, his hands in his pockets, squinting at her, quite impatient. "Why?"
Lin Jin waved and smiled as if nothing had happened: "Long time no see!"
Zhao Dongcheng frowned and spoke coldly. "Since it's all right, I'll go." Say that finish, I lift my feet to go.
Lin Jin quickly moved two steps and continued to stand in front of Zhao Dongcheng. Looking at the way he kept people away, the smile on her face finally became a little nervous and gradually disappeared.
She looked at Zhao Dongcheng unblinkingly and felt glad. She asked, "Why are you always avoiding me now? I can't even talk to you? "
Zhao Dongcheng a funny expression, "why should I hide from you? Since nothing happened, there is no need to talk together. "
"I like you and really want to be with you. Why don't you agree? " Jin Lin couldn't help but show his attitude again. He didn't understand why Zhao Dongcheng always refused so firmly.
"I told you, that's your personal idea. No one stipulates that I must be with you. "
Lin Jin, "I heard that there is a girl chasing you in your department. Do you like her? "
Zhao Dongcheng suddenly angry, "you don't just pull people started talking nonsense, ok? ! "
Lin Jin was determined to ask all the questions clearly, so she didn't flinch. "Don't you like me at all?" ? I don't believe it! You have been so kind to me, and you have passed the college entrance examination so high that you can go to a better school. Why did you come to this university? Is it not because of me? "
"Please don't be so self-righteous, ok? I came to this university because the distance is close and I don't have to run so far. " Zhao Dongcheng disagreed.
Looking at Zhao Dongcheng understatement, completely stay out, Lin Jin eyes unwillingly red.
She blinked, fought back her tears, took a deep breath and decided to throw caution to the wind. "At that time, one night in the third year of high school, there was a power outage in the classroom, and you held my hand. Are you going to pretend that nothing happened? "
Zhao Dongcheng deliberately ignored Lin Jin's red eyes and asked sarcastically, "What, do you have to shake hands with each other these days?" Ridiculous! "Say that finish, don't stay Lin Jinyou further reaction, across her side, also don't back to the former.
Looking at his decisive back, Lin Jin's two lines of tears finally fell.
02
Lin Jin walked into the classroom after the placement of arts and sciences in the second grade, and at a glance she saw a tall boy sitting in the seat next to her. This boy is quite idle, and the whole person exudes an air of indifference to the surrounding environment.
Jin Jin shook his head, walked over and sat in his seat. He has no intention of dealing with others, and she has no such enthusiasm.
This deskmate is Zhao Dongcheng.
Zhao Dongcheng seems to be fooling around, taking care of nothing, and can't see how he spends his study time, but his academic performance is quite good. Lin Jin once felt incredible and wondered how his head was constructed.
Lin Jin studied hard, but only got the upper-middle level. When she comes across problems that she can't do, she always asks other students for advice at first. Later, she finally stopped asking other students, but got up the courage to try to ask Zhao Dongcheng.
Zhao Dongcheng ignored her and was patient in every explanation. Lin Jin's uneasy mood gradually relaxed. Later, as long as she can't do the topic, she will ask Zhao Dongcheng directly.
Gradually, Lin Jin felt that there was a tacit understanding between her and Zhao Dongcheng. Others dare not care too much about Zhao Dongcheng, but Lin Jin is not afraid. Zhao Dongcheng seems to be more patient with her than others.
After a long time, Lin Jin also learned something about Zhao Dongcheng.
It is said that his mother ran away with another man when he was very young. Since then, my father was unhappy and drunk, and often fought with Zhao Dongcheng to vent his dissatisfaction.
Lin Jin couldn't help feeling a little distressed, trying to do his part to appease Zhao Dongcheng's injured heart since childhood. And Lin Jin's study seems to have a dependence on Zhao Dongcheng.
Last semester of senior three, Lin Jin's grandmother died of illness, and Lin Jin took a week off. When she returned to school, everyone found that she had lost a circle, and people couldn't lift their spirits.
The night she just returned to school, when everyone was studying in the classroom at night, the school suddenly lost power.
The study life in senior three is extremely busy and tense. How can you miss such a rare opportunity to relax? So some students took the opportunity to run out of the classroom to play, and some students joked in the classroom, which was very lively for a time.
Only Lin Jin remembered that she would never see her grandmother who had always loved her. She couldn't help feeling sad and began to sob softly.
In the dark, suddenly a big hand reached out and took her cold hand.
Hands are warm, warm. Although he didn't say anything, Lin Jin knew it was Zhao Dongcheng.
A few minutes later, the electricity came and all the lights in the classroom flashed a few times.
The light flashed, and Zhao Dongcheng quickly let go of Lin Jin's hand. As soon as the light came on, he walked out of the classroom with a straight face.
Although it was only a few minutes, Lin Jin's mood was strangely calm.
However, since then, Zhao Dongcheng has been indifferent to Lin Jin. There is absolutely nothing to say except answering her questions.
Despite Lin Jin unknown so, he was still in trouble. Although his expression was cold, he never refused to explain.
03
Lin Jin was admitted to a university in a neighboring province. After school started, she was pleasantly surprised to find that Zhao Dongcheng was admitted to the same school.
Compared with Lin Jin's surprise, Zhao Dongcheng simply said "what a coincidence".
In the university for more than a year, Lin Jin has always taken the initiative to find Zhao Dongcheng. He never agreed to her invitation to go out to play together; He will give her a little help when she asks for help.
For example, that time she said she was not feeling well and wanted him to accompany her to the hospital. He accompanied her, went to see a doctor, helped to get medicine, and then accompanied her back to school and sent her downstairs to the dormitory. He is as lovely as a passionate brother.
Lin Jin made his first confession to Zhao Dongcheng on Christmas Day of his freshman year. As a result, Zhao Dongcheng paused a little, said "Are you kidding" and left, without the following.
When I was a freshman, Lin Jin made an excuse to find Zhao Dongcheng out of the dormitory and wanted to invite him out to play on May Day. Zhao Dongcheng said without hesitation that he couldn't go.
Lin Jin hinted again that she liked him and hoped that he could become her boyfriend. Zhao Dongcheng replied that it was her wishful thinking and told her not to think all day. She might as well think about a few difficult problems when she has time.
Lin Jin also wants to discuss with him that it is normal to fall in love during college. Zhao Dongcheng has impatiently left a sentence "Don't bother me again in the future" and then turned back to the dormitory, leaving Lin Jin standing in front of the boys' dormitory.
During the summer vacation, Lin Jin called Zhao Dongcheng several times. He answered once or twice, but often hung up without saying anything.
It has been more than two months since the second year of high school, and the two have hardly met. So this time I met Zhao Dongcheng on the road, and Lin Jin was a little excited. She couldn't help saying what she thought again. As a result, Zhao Dongcheng's attitude is still so firm that there is no room at all. Jin Lin really felt depressed and sad.
04
It is getting dark.
After meeting Lin Jin, Zhao Dongcheng wandered around for a while and was preparing to go back to the dormitory. Suddenly, he heard a boy passing by in a hurry say to his companion, "I heard that a girl is going to jump off the building on the 29th floor."
Building 29? Zhao Dongcheng's heart suddenly beat violently, and he turned and ran to Building 29.
I ran downstairs to Building 29 and saw a group of students pointing at the roof. He looked up quickly and saw a girl standing on the edge of the building, looking at the distance motionless. If it wasn't Lin Jin, who else would it be? !
In an instant, Zhao Dongcheng's fast-beating heart almost stopped beating.
He immediately put his hand over his mouth and shouted at it, "Lin Jin! Don't be impulsive! " "Lin Jin, get out of that place!"
Standing on the roof for a long time without any movement, Lin Jin finally heard someone calling her name. She looked down and got a fright. Why are there so many people downstairs?
Zhao Dongcheng anxious voice again. Her heart moved and she shouted at the bottom: "Zhao Dongcheng, come up!"
Zhao Dongcheng promised to be more honest than before. "Well, you leave the building quickly, I'll be right up!"
After that, he rushed into the No.29 girls' dormitory. The aunt at the boarding house not only didn't stop him, but also urged him to hurry up.
Rushing to the roof in one breath, I saw Lin Jin still standing on the steps on the edge of the roof, and several students were urging her to come down first.
Before he could catch his breath, Zhao Dongcheng rushed over, but stopped a few meters away. He was afraid of getting too close, but he stimulated Lin Jin.
Lin Jin shouted to the students: "You all go down, only he can stay here!" Say that finish reached a finger toward Zhao Dongcheng.
Several students hesitated to leave, leaving Zhao Dongcheng standing there alone.
He said to Lin Jin cautiously and softly, "Lin Jin, can you come down from the steps first?"
Lin Jin looked at him silently and didn't respond.
It is obviously cool weather, but Zhao Dongcheng is already sweating. While observing her expression, he patiently persuaded, "Lin Jin, don't do anything stupid. What's so difficult? "
Jin Lin gherardini expression on her face, a long time finally spoke, "Zhao Dongcheng, if I just jumped, what would you do? Will you feel relieved and glad that no one will bother you anymore? "
Zhao Dongcheng rushed to shake his hand and replied, "Don't jump! I never thought you bothered me! "
Lin Jin continued to ask, "is it? Then tell the truth, do you like me? "
Zhao Dongcheng is sweating all over at the moment, even his head is sweating. He opened his mouth to speak, but closed it without saying anything. He really doesn't know what to say.
Embarrassed to see him, Lin Jin chased after him and asked, "Does it mean that you don't like me if you don't say it?"
Zhao Dongcheng is really afraid that Lin Jin will do something stupid next second. He dare not delay for a moment. He gritted his teeth secretly and quickly said, "No, I like you!" " "
Lin Jin wanted to laugh from the bottom of her heart, but she soon held back. She asked seriously with a straight face, "Then you are always impatient with me. How do I know if you really like me or if it's just a stopgap measure? "
In order to prove that he was telling the truth, Zhao Dongcheng ignored his scruples and made a general slip of the tongue. "I like you since high school, because you came to this school. It's just that you know the situation in my family. I have no confidence in my feelings. I'm afraid neither of us will make it to the end. I can't bear the consequences. If this is the case, it is better not to start at all. "
"So when I realized that I liked you, I deliberately alienated you and didn't dare to get too close to you. I'm afraid I'm getting deeper and deeper, and I'm afraid I'll do you more harm. I just need to look at you from a distance. "
Lin Jin finally got what she always wanted to hear, so she couldn't help being elated. She jumped down the steps, ran to Zhao Dongcheng and hugged him.
Zhao Dongcheng moment stiff, instinctively want to push away Lin Jin, but Lin Jin hugged more hard. Lin Jin buried his head in his arms and whispered, "Don't let go! Let me hold it for a while. "
Zhao Dongcheng after this scare, has the whole body collapse have no strength, let her.
It was a long time before he reached out and hugged Lin Jin and said to her, "You promise me that you will never do such a dangerous thing again."
Lin Jin looked up, smiled cunningly, and said to him, "Do you really think I'm going to jump off a building? In fact, I just feel depressed after being ruthlessly rejected by you today, so I want to go to the rooftop to relax and think about what to do in the future while walking, and I will go up the steps unconsciously. "
"I don't want to jump at all. How can I give up my life so easily? Besides, I haven't caught up with you. I only play with you when I hear you calling me anxiously below. "
Then he approached Zhao Dongcheng's face curiously, blinked and asked, "If I don't make trouble, will you always refuse me?" Aren't you afraid I might be with someone else? "
Zhao Dongcheng don't face, cough a cough, a little uncomfortable, "that I may really have been afraid to accept you. If you are with someone else, I will be very sad, but as long as you are happy, I will not regret it. "
Lin Jin hugged Zhao Dongcheng tightly and said, "Don't worry, we can always live happily together as long as we work hard."
"hmm!" Zhao Dongcheng also gave a big hug.
When the two walked out of the dormitory hand in hand, Zhao Dongcheng said to the aunt of the boarding dormitory, the school security team who arrived later and the onlookers in front of the building, "I'm sorry, it's nothing, it's all a misunderstanding."
Lin Jin quickly bowed to everyone, and they went out hand in hand.
Aunt lodger still shouted at the back: "If you want to fall in love, talk it over, and don't do such dangerous things again!"
Zhao Dongcheng replied loudly as he walked: "Auntie, don't worry, it will never happen again!"
05
It's time to get off work. Several colleagues gathered around and said to Zhao Dongcheng, "Manager, let's go to dinner and sing K tonight."
Zhao Dongcheng shook his head and said to them, "Go ahead, I have work to do when I go home."
Colleagues clearly smiled. "Are you going home to accompany your wife again?"
Zhao Dongcheng rarely explained, "My family has a bad appetite recently, so I have to hurry home and cook something delicious for her."
A group of single dog people insulted and teased him one after another. "Ah, they have been married for several years, and they are still so loving. It's really enviable. " "What a model husband."
Only Sister Ping asked sensitively in the tone of bearer, "Have a bad appetite? Are you happy? "
Zhao Dongcheng smiled, which is the default.
Everyone congratulated him on his upcoming promotion.
Zhao Dongcheng picked up his coat, smiled and waved to everyone and walked out of the office. Thinking of the figure waiting for him at home, he couldn't help quickening his pace.
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