Speaking in words is a promise to yourself. Now when I sum up my college life, I should ask myself how I did.
Energy storage looks pretty bad. Without professional ability, I am quite confused about my future career and deeply worried about the future. How do you feel that you can't learn anything in the end? Communicate with others
I haven't seen much improvement in my ability, but I still can't say a few words, and my face hasn't changed much. Thinking ability is not much higher than before, and there is a lack of accurate grasp of details. Physical fitness is worse. I can't reach any of these abilities, so college life is quite dark and meaningless, just muddling along.
What about knowledge? Ask yourself, not bad. I spent most of my time in the library in the past four years. Of course, I didn't go there for wireless internet access, but to find something, something I think is very important.
I remember when I first entered the library, I was very happy to see so many books at once. This feeling is absolutely like a cow being led to an empty and cool meadow by others, and I can't help thinking: this is enough for me to have a good meal. Therefore, freshman study is still quite messy. Politics, history, philosophy, psychology, computers, eloquence training, inspirational books, business economy, literature, sports, biographies, impurities and newspapers are all involved. If you come to see me, I should be in the social science reading room on the second floor, and most of them are self-help books at hand. For example, parchment, willpower, determination, arousing the giant in your heart, who moved my cheese, the one-minute manager, Dale Kanaky's successful series, Napoleon Hill's successful series, biographies. And so on. Why should I read these books? Cool! Every time I read this kind of book, I feel so comfortable and happy. So my life can still be like this. It turns out that success is so cool, and I have become so strong and cool. After reading it, I feel as if I am standing on the top of the world, looking down on this sentient being. Don't tell me that you were so naive at that time, and you were particularly obsessed with this feeling.
When I was a freshman, I suddenly felt something was wrong. I have become very impetuous, always thinking about success. It turns out that the so-called success study, chicken soup for the soul, inspiration and so on, while feeling unprecedented hope for life, also brought you a negative impact-impetuousness, which comes from small moves in real life. Indulge in this too much, and in the end you will only find yourself fooled and waste your time. However, there is a little advantage. When you are really upset, you will feel that life is quite beautiful when you go and see it.
When I went to the library again last semester, I reminded myself not to "play" there, and it was better not to touch those things. If you come to see me then, I will be in the magazine reading room on the third floor or the history reading room on the first floor. During this period, I read many newspapers, and my favorite ones were Reference News, Journal of Economics, 2 1 Century English Newspaper and Reading Digest. These things are not bad, but they can improve my reading ability and understand some things in life. It was also during that time that I finished reading Sima Guang's "Zi Tong Zhi Jian", which was written in vernacular, of course. This book is very thick, but I knew a lot of history before I went to college. Reading this book only adds some details to the original one, so I read it quickly. By the way, I also finished reading the shortened version of 25 History of China. After reading it, I feel that although the name of Purple Tongzhi Sword is big, it has little effect, so it is better not to read it. The main reason is that Sima Guang's view of history is different from mine. I look at history this way: history is a cross section. If you put this cross section into it, you can see politics, military affairs, culture and customs, and the main body of all these elements is people. Without people, those elements would not be produced, and without people, there would be no history. Between heaven and earth, human beings are more valuable, followed by nature. Who is the most expensive among others? The people make history, and the people are the masters of history. This is from the perspective of social class. Obviously, I don't have that high level, so in my opinion, it is heroes who create history, and history should be the history of heroes. A hero is a person who has great ambition, great mind and great talent in their time, takes the prosperity of the country and the nation as his own responsibility, worries about the world first, enjoys the world later, applies what he has learned and draws lessons from it. These people are concentrated in the group of emperors and generals. Kings and generals are the people I want to know most when reading history. I hope to know their thoughts, go into their hearts, and have their thinking to think about things, instead of just knowing some historical knowledge and some stories. Sima Guang just connected the historical context into a whole, just to let you know about the historical knowledge, including his comments. I stand on his shoulders and think about history. I can't get what I want. For me, I can read Purple Tongzhi Sword, but I can't.
I seldom read history books in the next semester of Senior Two. When you come to me, I will be in the most secluded, uninhabited and innermost reading room on the second floor. There is something I think the whole library can be called the treasure of the town hall-strategy. For example, Thirteen Books of Martial Arts, Six Towers and Three Views, On War, The Rise of Great Powers, Thirty-three Tactics, Tactics Quotations of Zeng Hu, Anti-Classics and Zhuge Liang's Art of War. I think these books are worth reading. It is of great help to your overall situation, overall planning, keen insight and judgment.
In the first half of last semester, I was still reading those strategy books, but in the second half, I was much more negative. At that time, if you went to the library to find me, I would have either the Tao Te Ching or the Buddhist Sutra "King Kong Prajna Paramita Sutra". "Everything is dharma, like a dream, like electricity, like a dream." What I remember best now is Yong Zhengdi's Good Song.
From south to north, from west to east, floating life is always empty.
The sky is empty, the earth is empty, and life is in it.
The sky is empty and the moon is empty. What's the use of coming and going
The field is empty, the land is empty, and how many owners have changed.
Gold is empty and silver is empty. Have you ever had it in your hands after death?
The wife is empty, the son is empty, and we don't meet on the way to the grave.
The color in the Tripitaka is empty, and the color in the Prajna Sutra is empty.
Walking west and east at dusk, life is just a flower-picking bee.
After all the flowers are collected into honey, it is hard in the end.
Hearing the drums in the middle of the night, I turned over and felt like I was on the fifth watch.
Think carefully from the beginning, this is a dream of Conan.
In the third semester, I continued to be depressed and fell in love with poetry for no reason. Maybe poetry is very similar to my mood at that time. Recite some poems to relax.
Looking back now, I read some books during my college years. The only regret is that I haven't read books such as economics, literary classics and art.