According to the description of the theme scripture, God not only shows us his glory, but also gives us glorious life through the spirit of the Lord. This kind of glory shows a glory that I have never imagined in the fundamental sense, because I have not really known God and understood the will to glorify the Father. As written in 1 Corinthians, the father's wish to bless his children is incalculable. However, God's wisdom lies in that he died on the cross for us sinners, and rose from the dead three days later, and sent the Bible, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit to live in my fullness. But I think he doesn't cherish his son, so what can he not give us?
It can be seen that the grace of glory is God's true blessing. The glory of the Lord is that he is the light, the real light, the source of light, and he commanded that there should be light. This light shines in a dark place, and life lives in him, full of grace and truth, which is the glory of the only son of the father. This light is through the light of the gospel. Isn't it an honor to live in my life with Emmanuel today? Does Exodus record that when Moses came down from Mount Sinai with two tablets of the law, his face lit up because of the long talk between the Lord and him? Has he not experienced the glory of the Lord and the light of the gospel reflected on his face? In this way, I can feel such grace today, but I have never felt the reflection of honor in my face and life. This is problematic. What's the problem? When Moses went down that day, the Israelites saw Moses' face shining, so they were afraid to go near him, so Moses covered his face with a veil. The result is that "until today, when reading the book of Moses, the veil has not been removed, but it has been abolished in Christ, but when their hearts turn to the Lord, the veil will be removed." This veil covering the Israelis is a cold ceremony, that is, people must see God through their own actions.
Oh, this veil is the sin that people harden their hearts and refuse to come before the Lord, that is, they misjudge God's actions with their limited knowledge of God and hinder the real connection between God and people. Looking back on my belief in the Lord for more than ten years, I was veiled with the glory of the Lord-isn't sin also veiled on my face? My faith is so dim that it doesn't even affect my family. What prevented me from living a brilliant life? I not only look at my beliefs more deeply, but also look at the veil that hangs over my face and heart-sin, which affects my brilliant life and tends to formal beliefs, enriching my brain with my knowledge, but my spiritual life has stagnated. I only know how to listen to God, but I don't know how to do it. My understanding of God is superficial and wrong. I want to serve God by my own efforts, but I ignore it. Especially in family service, outsiders are very confident, patient and caring. When I experience the environment again, my godliness before God is gone. My heart is filled with hard work, hatred and complaints hidden in my heart. Complaining about God brings criticism to people, not only to my colleagues, but also to my family. I wish that man would stay away from me and die as soon as possible. Let me die before he dies. It would be nice to be in heaven at this time, and I can't see the glory of the Lord from my face. However, after a period of struggle and study and prayer, I re-examined my faith. Why is it so easy to expose my weakness? Why can't the previous experience of victory be won by the Lord this time? Love is patience. Why don't you be patient this time? The answer is that the understanding that love is patient only stays in consciousness. The source of true love is Jesus. His patience lies in his willingness to obey everything and die on the cross.
Then I kept reminding myself to obey God's will, "I will love my enemies and forgive those who persecute me", and I was patient in every way, expecting God to improve the environment because of my obedience and my good deeds, but my inner learning, injury and hatred were not really solved, and I didn't really get the grace of the cross. Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, I am a confident and unbearable person, but only God knows the inner problems, but I don't know them, which has become a veil that prevents me from truly opening my heart to God and people. In the long run, the mask of hypocrisy will be put on my face, and the glory of the Lord will not be reflected in my face, which will not only make me successful, but also affect others. However, God loves me and wants to turn me over. He doesn't want to see me live like this again. Let me face the environment again. Everything is as he planned. I completely collapsed and fell to the bottom. My true self is in God and naked in front of people. While I hate others, I actually hate myself. I can't accept my state at this time. I used to be full of confidence and thought I could surpass all the environment. Now I am so fragile.
After many collisions, I know that I need Jesus, the help of the mighty God, and the light of the Holy Spirit, so that I can really know that sin, the veil on my face and heart, has been on my face for so long that I can't even notice it, or even feel numb. It's time to accept the grace of God. Oh, Lord, please have mercy on me. I used to think I was loyal to the Lord. What's more frightening is that I haven't realized my mental state yet. This veil often hangs on your face and you don't even know it. How can this veil enjoy the reflection of the Lord's glory again? Only when you come to the Lord fearlessly, confess your sins, truly and frankly analyze more hidden sins in yourself, get the mercy and forgiveness of the Lord, and truly live in front of the Lord and people, even if you are angry or quarreling, you are your true self. Returning to God again, I don't want to achieve anything by my own will, to judge God's actions by my own limitations, and to live with a mask. When I am determined to purify my heart by the grace of the Lord, I believe that God will certainly do his good and accomplish his great things in me, and the glory of God will inevitably appear in my life. Glorious and glorious life will inevitably radiate the fragrance of the Lord from my life.
Please help me, please break me, please let me, what does God want from me? Is to walk with my God in righteousness, compassion and humility. Hallelujah, Lord of life, I will walk with you. May all glory and praise go to the most high God. Amen! ?