What is the emotional change of the author of the poem "Mother Lotus Leaf"?

"In the text, the author's mood ranges from' boring' to' uncomfortable' and from' uncomfortable' to' exhausted', which shows the author's feelings about the fate of flowers."

"Mother Lotus Leaf, a prose poem, evokes memories of the family past by touching the scene and using things to describe people. The article starts with the lotus in our yard, focusing on the lotus in the rain. The author found that the lotus leaf covered the lotus in the rain and touched himself, so he had associations, remembered the mother, remembered the scene where the mother loved her daughter, and expressed his gratitude to the mother for protecting the child's growth with the scene. In this way, write lotus "I", write lotus leaf and write mother, so as to reach the realm that "I" is the lotus in the storm and mother is the lotus leaf that shelters the lotus from the wind and rain. Yes! Even the lotus leaf will consciously protect the lotus, not to mention the mother's love for her children. So, at the end of the article, I wrote: "Mom! You are a lotus leaf, I am a red lotus, and the raindrops in my heart are coming. Except you, who is the shade under my unobstructed sky? "A few simple strokes clarified the main idea, deepened the center and expressed my gratitude and love for my mother."

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