These deeds have created a bad person for Cixi, which makes us feel that Cixi is a desperate person for power and interests, but also a timid person. Through these, we can't see the shining point of Cixi's humanity, but in fact, Cixi still has a little-known side. She is a filial daughter. Feeling guilty that I couldn't attend my mother's 60th birthday, I wrote an apology poem to my mother, one of which was widely circulated.
Cixi can't celebrate her mother's birthday in person.
Cixi's mother is busy celebrating her sixtieth birthday at home. However, deep in the palace of Cixi. We all know that Cixi is a busy person, not only busy with the harem, but also busy with the politics of the previous dynasty. So Cixi has no extra time to celebrate her mother's birthday.
However, on such an important day, my daughter can't go to the scene. As a mother, I must be a little lost. Although we can understand Cixi from a rational point of view, from a perceptual point of view, Fu Cha, the mother of Cixi, will definitely have some fluctuations in her heart after hearing this news.
To express my apologies, and to keep my mother from being affected by the oath. Cixi decided to write an apology poem for her mother. And this poem is the only one left by Cixi. Let's see what Cixi wrote.
Cixi wrote an apology? The poor inherit the wind? Beautiful sentences
Cixi wrote:
Parents are the most authentic in the world, and tears and blood are dissolved into children. Exhausted heart will eventually become a child, and the poor will bear the wind! ?
Cixi's "Gatekeeper" directly shows the feelings between parents and herself. The first sentence? Parents are the most real? Seemingly straightforward and unadorned, it is actually the most direct expression of emotion. Cixi teenagers entered the palace and participated in the power struggle in the deep palace. Cixi grew up from a noble lady who just entered the palace to a queen mother known as the imperial court. She already knows the routine in this palace very well, so she understands that only parents are the truest self in this world.
Cixi knows that her parents regard themselves as treasures and understand all their hardships. But in life, she will have conflicts with her parents because of some small things, unable to understand their care, and even misunderstand their parents. Cixi deeply regretted this, so she confessed herself in this poem. And the last sentence expressed the parents' good intentions. This sentence is like this: poverty bears the wind. ? This sentence is often quoted now. Become a person who expresses parents' free dedication to their children.
From this poem, we can see a different side of Cixi. In front of her parents, Cixi was still a child. The country and power make her shoulder the heavy responsibility, and only in front of her parents can she express her feelings.
What is the usual image of Cixi? Strive for fame and fortune, and fall in love with state affairs. However, this poem shows us that we hit a filial Cixi.