The autumn day is miserable, and the flowers are blooming. They are in chaos, and they are in the right place. What does this sentence mean?

There are these sentences in the "Book of Songs Xiaoya April", which roughly means: Autumn is miserable and cold, and all kinds of flowers and plants have withered. (I) It’s so painful to be confused and wandering. Where is the place I want to go? Tool: to be together; to be withered; to be confused; to be confused; to be confused; to be sick and suffering; to be: where; to be; to be; to go, to go; to return.