Deep down, there is a gap,
It always hurts.
Lost in the noise of the city,
Always calm down at this midnight.
The past condensed and drifted away in the wind like smoke.
Remember six years ago,
I'm just a primary school student who knows nothing.
Can't tell right from wrong,
Can't tell dreams from fantasies,
I can't tell whether I like it or not.
I don't know when it started,
I like watching you laugh,
I like to see your shallow dimples when you giggle.
I don't know when,
I always don't want to take my eyes off you,
More,
I don't know, you and I, people from two different worlds,
Whether there will be intersections on this long road of life.
Life, family, status,
Things that shouldn't have appeared in childhood,
But let me find the direction and goal of life.
That year, you set foot on the train from home to find your dream.
That year, a man looked at the slowly leaving train and shed tears. In the whirlpool of snowflakes,
Found the way forward.
That night, you were lying in bed, looking forward to a new life.
That night, there was a man sitting in front of a lamp, struggling hard for the goal of life.
Don't know why,
There is always a voice calling me in my heart.
Let my heart not calm for a long time.
Don't know why,
There is always a figure in my mind.
I want to forget, but I can't
Maybe,
Even at the beginning, there were too many unknowns and unknowns.
Just missed it.
Today, many years later,
I realized that the faint feeling was like.
Maybe,
I'm really stupid,
Just for a feeling that I can't say it,
Pursuing the road to another world.
Ordinary people, this is my only valid definition.
As an ordinary person, I never expected to step into your world.
Just,
If it's okay,
I want to find the way to your home.
Follow your footsteps, step by step, close to the world that can't hold me.
I don't have your genius brain, your silvery laughter and nothing.
Prominent position and reputation,
I only have one heart, one that pursues you.
I used to fantasize,
Maybe one day,
When I have enough strength to compete with you,
I can meet you again on this road of life.
It's just, it's just been six years,
Six years, what a long and short time.
In the past six years, I have had both glory and fiasco.
There are joys and sorrows,
New school, new classmates, new friends,
Everything around us is changing rapidly,
But the faith and persistence in my heart have never changed.
Just,
It's just that I lost my original direction in this journey.
Gradually forget the purpose of progress.
Just to see the smiling face behind you again?
Just to see you again, or repeat what I didn't have time to say?
A fiery heart may still be burning,
It's just that years and time have polished him clean.
The deepest wound in my heart always hurts at midnight.
Maybe everything is just someone's self-love,
Right or wrong.
Like it or love it.
For the past,
Only nostalgia and regret are left.
All this will be forgotten by the past.
Thank you for your time.
Thank you for looking back before you left.
Looking back, it's really beautiful.