Yu Shaohua's poems began to appear in poetry magazines and newspapers all over the country, but the royalties he received were far too small to cover his smoking expenses. He confidently applied to join the Writers Association, but was rejected because he had no poetry collection to publish. He thought of selling his blood to publish a poetry collection.
Chen Xiaochun found his college classmate (the one whom Chen later cheated on) and asked for help. In June 1995, Jordan Chan went into business. In 1996, Jordan Chan gave Yu Shaohua a gift that made him extremely excited: the book number of the publishing house. As a result, Yu was able to publish his first collection of poems, in which he wrote: "Shitou and I/hold on to true poetry/my wife/hold on to the last love."
Chan Xiaochun said in his memories: " Yu Shaohua sat high in the air like a god, and I was taken away from the soil and the crowd by him. He wrote in the poem: 'The place where we live / lacks property / only poetry is like blood / melancholy and desolate. /Stay with me. 'His poetry continues to bloom while I wither.
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