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? Haha, let’s play a song. I played the song “Don’t Worry”. After listening to a few lines, I wanted to cry but I held it back. The singer continued to call with a voice that seemed to be telling (we listened to the "Wild Chrysanthemum" version). I say calling instead of singing because what I heard was really calling. I heard "Your hard work is too hard". Too much, and it loses the freshness, all the hard work you have done, you..." I couldn't control my tear glands, and tears burst out of my eyes instantly... What I was thinking of was the plot related to Sung Dong-il in "Reply 1988". I cried uncontrollably, haha. I didn’t know why I asked me what was wrong. I sobbed and said, I thought of Deshan’s father. Her father worked in a bank. Because he helped guarantee the loan, the guarantor was unable to repay, so he had to deduct the money every month. The salary is used to pay off the debt, and the family of five lives in the basement. The child's shoes are broken and the toes are about to leak out, and there is no money to replace them; her father wears the shirt that is already worn out and has a frayed collar day after day; she Her father used his meager salary to constantly help the poor people he met on the road. Her father always said how could the poor not help the poor? Her dad always has a smile on his face with traces of time. Her dad... I said I was thinking of Deshan's dad, but actually I said Deshan's dad was thinking of my dad. I feel so sorry for my dad... I twitched I took out a tissue, blew my nose, covered my face and started crying.
I think it is fate that calls me to watch "Reply 1988" again. This time I am looking at family love, not youth. The scenes of human fireworks shown in this drama seem to be the epitome of ordinary us in every ordinary family.
Seeing Mr. Dongri’s movements, I couldn’t help but sigh, this is his fucking acting skills! The forbearance in those smiles, the loneliness in those backs, the ingratiation in those conversations, and the seemingly unscrupulous chatter and laughter, are all the style that only the pillar of a family can have!
Let me tell you, "Reply 1988" has twenty episodes. Each episode has a name. Each episode can be taken out individually to read and reminisce. Each episode has hidden undercurrents. Written by D The minor key begins to pave the way for the main theme, and when it reaches C major, it makes you feel excited, and then ends with B flat - crying and laughing with big eyes.
In the first episode, Deshan and his sister Paula’s birthdays are three days apart. The two children at home celebrate their birthdays together every year. This year, when Deshan shouted at the dinner table that he would not celebrate his birthday with his sister, Her parents didn't take it seriously until her birthday. One of the participating countries in the Olympic Games, Madagascar, announced that Deshan would not participate. She had been practicing for so long as the country's Olympic medalist and knew that she would not be able to participate. She went home and blew out the candles for her sister's birthday. After a wave of candles, the parents put in the candles again. The father smiled and said it was time to sing happy birthday to his second daughter. At this time, Deshan got angry and slammed the door. Later, Deshan still became a placard-bearing lady, but she changed to a different country, Uganda. That night, her father, wearing slippers, was waiting for her at the alley and bought her a belated birthday cake. Deshan showed her father the dead pigeon she had picked up at the venue. With a serious face, he said something like he was scared to death. He also said that we, Deshan, are really kind. I wish my Deshan a happy birthday. Okay, here comes a little tear. He went on to say, Mom and Dad can’t help you because they don’t know. The eldest child must be well educated, the second child must be well cared for, and the youngest child must be taught to be a good person. Dad, I was not born as a father. Dad is also a father for the first time. My daughter should be a little considerate... This conversation will As the second daughter, Deshan's inner emotions were extinguished with warmth. The main reason is that the sincere tone of Dong Rijun's words and the guilt written in his facial expressions are particularly good. It really doesn't feel like acting on TV, but like listening to his father talking to himself. In the 1980s, the "dad" in every ordinary family had to endure a lot, working hard to make money outside and balancing family harmony at home. The episode ended like this. The father and daughter were walking hand in hand in the dim alley, their backs walking step by step towards home. The voice-over Deshan said: It is not the omniscient who finally eliminates the barriers. The head, but the heart holding hands and determined not to let go. It comes down to family. The hurts we suffered in the outside world after leaving home, the scars left by each of us in life, and even the scars brought to us by our family members will be used as the last comfort to caress. ”
In the second episode, Deshan’s grandma came and slept with Deshan Paula at night. When the two sisters were about to fight again, Deshan’s father immediately opened the door and said that he would kill them both. He rushed out, and then respectfully told his mother, "Have a good rest." Deshan's father respected his mother and kept waiting at the door to listen carefully. Although it was short-lived, Deshan's father saw the old lady off the next morning. When going out, the old lady saw a bottle that Deshan's mother had thrown away and said that she wanted to take it back to put an umbrella in. Deshan's father said, "It's rotten. What else do you need? I'll go back and buy you a new one." Why did he have to spend that money, so he just held the vase in his arms. The old lady didn't let him carry it and asked him to leave quickly so as not to delay work. He didn't let go and kept carrying it. Walking with my mother. With such a simple plot, many people will remember the situation when they were helping to carry things, but my mother refused to let me go.
This is just a small foreshadowing for the death of the old lady. The whole family rushed back to their hometown to express their condolences.
Paula took Deshan and Yuhui, who were in school, on the long-distance bus back to their hometown. Deshan and Yuhui kept crying. Paula tried her best to hold back and said, "Stop crying, you are so sad, what should dad do?" When they arrived at their hometown, the children found that the adults were eating, drinking, and chatting. It was not the heartbreaking scene they imagined. (When I was watching this paragraph, I had just put on eye cream and essence, thinking that I must not cry for a while, and the eye cream was gone again.) The plot is tense here, waiting for Deshan's father's eldest brother to arrive from the United States. It was only when he came back that he hit the bull's-eye and fired the arrow.
Deshan and Paula, who were not sure what was going on, watched their father laughing and chatting, drinking and singing with his family. The two aunts also laughed and talked about their rings and talked about family life. The two children wanted to find out. The sadness of adults is nowhere to be found. Deshan woke up early in the morning and sat on the steps looking at his father curled up in the corner. He thought he saw his father's sadness. Two aunts came with breakfast for him to eat. Dad said he knew what I like to eat, but he didn't. Do it for me and so on, Deshan's confused expression is perfect. Today is the second day. If the uncle can't come back in time, he won't come back tomorrow, Paula said. That night, Deshan's father sat with his back to the door, and Deshan sat opposite him. Deshan's father's eldest brother came back.
He called Donggri at the door, Donggri... Deshan's father's face twitched slightly, and he slowly turned around... The two aunts also heard the sound and rushed over, shouting "Brother, you are finally back" It's... four adults who are over 40 years old hugged each other and cried. Deshan's dad cried and shouted, "Mom, mom, why are you in such a hurry? Why are you in such a hurry? You will really never see your mother again. My aunt shouted that I can't live without my mother... Deshan's dad cried so well." , those facial twitches really don’t look like acting. "Adults are just tolerating, just busy with adults' things, just pretending to be lightened to bear the burden of age, adults will also feel pain." The last scene in the old lady's house is the bottle she took away with the words in it, sitting on the cabinet.
After returning home, Deshan’s father told Deshan’s mother that if he didn’t fulfill his filial piety while alive, what would be the use of him after he died. At the end of this episode, there is a conversation between Deshan's father and Cui Ze, who has lost his mother a long time ago. Deshan's father's expression is also amazing. He asks Aze, when do you miss your mother the most? Aze said, every day. I miss my mom every day and every night. The indescribable sadness and silence on Deshan's father's face represents everything "I understand".
I have only rewatched two episodes now, and Deshan’s father has just begun to exert his power. I think this song "Don't Worry" is tailor-made for Deshan's father. To describe this father as great, majestic, wise and mighty is really over the top. This father is the one who also has his own fears, losses, sorrows, and illnesses. The father who still firmly protects us, the father who works an ordinary class and cannot let us become rich second generation father, the father who often "spends money randomly" to buy useless things, the father who just can't stand it A father who doesn't tolerate others' pleadings and doesn't tolerate others' suffering. He thinks about others even though he may not be able to bear it himself. This father is a father who will fall asleep drunk and seems to not care about the feelings of his family at all. This father is a stubborn father who does not want to admit that even if he is wrong, but will think over and over again in his heart. This father has endured his whole life and wants to leave everything to his children. He even wears a torn shirt over and over again and is reluctant to change it.
This father is the father of our children no matter how old we are...
"Don't worry about anything. Let's sing together. All your sad memories are buried deep in your heart." Everything in the past is in the past. That’s what it means. Sing to those who have left. Say that you have loved and never regretted. There are too many things you have worked hard for. It has lost its freshness. All the things you have worked hard for are your fault. All of them. Let’s sing together to say that all things in the past are in the past. Let’s sing together to say that we have never regretted our dreams. All things in the past are in the past. Let’s sing together..."