Advise you to repent and write poetry.

In fact, it also shows that your girlfriend takes you seriously. Although girlfriend is very important, as it, we should distinguish between male and female friends. Since you can't handle this relationship well, it is conceivable that your girlfriend is also a loser. But you also failed. After all, you should handle the relationship with its friends. Actually, such a girlfriend should forget it, because Bu respects you. Continue this relationship. You'll only be exhausted then.