(Prose Poetry) Qu Jingbin
Qingming every year,
It's clear now,
The familiar telephone rings in my ear again.
This is the phone to heaven,
I'm telling my mother about the affection between mother and son. ......
How are you, Mom?
Did you have a good time in heaven?
I look up at the night sky,
Staring at the shining stars,
I seem to see my mother,
I saw your kind face!
Everyone says,
People have souls in heaven,
Mother, I heard your advice again!
Remember?
Last year, the day you left,
It's raining cats and dogs,
Lightning and thunder!
Why is this?
Do you know that?/You know what?
That's a compliment to your virtue.
Although you are thin,
But it can feel the earth moving,
God has come to see you off!
You didn't leave a message before you left,
The only thing left is your bright smile!
Yes,
You're free, you're free,
You feel that you have fulfilled your mission of coming to this earth.
The children are all married,
Enjoying a wonderful life.
The hardships and tiredness of your life,
Finally got a smile from the whole family.
You left without regrets and aboveboard.
But we,
What should we do?
Without you, there would be no decline, just like a broken kite.
How many days have passed,
Clouds don't open, fog doesn't disperse,
Living in a trance all day.
You can't feel anything when you're around,
Once I lose you,
Only then do we know how important you are to us.
Your hands are covered with thick calluses,
Your face is covered with deep wrinkles,
Encourage your children to succeed one by one!
When you deserve it the most,
But you left, smiling at the sky!
Mom,
When you were alive,
We don't understand,
I didn't do my duty to you,
You think we are everything to you,
The pain and suffering of children,
Even spared his life,
What sacrifices did the child make for you?
Now that I think about it,
My heart still hurts.
As far as I can remember,
You've never asked your son for a little,
I just hope,
I hope that during the Spring Festival,
Make a phone call,
Report peace.
Don't you want your child to sit on his knees,
Enjoy family happiness,
But you didn't,
You think this is a luxury,
Afraid of affecting the child's future,
Regret!
What a pity!
I regret it!
Mom,
We didn't realize until we lost you,
How widespread your hopes are,
No matter how busy you are,
You don't even have time to call?
Only ghosts will believe it,
You know,
That's only a few seconds!
You can't have both loyalty and filial piety,
Call: At dinner,
When walking,
Before going to bed,
Even in my sleep ......
Bend for a few seconds,
A few minutes!
Now that you have fulfilled your "filial piety",
Does not affect your so-called loyalty!
Excuses,
Excuses,
All excuses are blasphemies against mother,
All excuses are bullying mom!
Mom,
Also,
It never occurred to me,
The night you left,
Father is in grief,
Tell me a big secret.
The father said, "Son,
Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what?
The day you came to earth,
Almost killed * *! "
"what"?
I don't understand,
Surprised?
Father went on to say:
"It was winter when you were born,
That winter was very, very cold,
Because your mother had a hard time giving birth to you,
I was in pain all night,
At least before dawn,
* * She is still in a coma.
Our family was poor at that time,
Where can I afford a doctor,
I will help you deliver the baby with my neighbor's aunt.
What should we do?
At this time,
* * pale,
I was shaking all over,
Only she didn't hum.
Your father has never experienced such a scene,
The neighbor's aunt was shocked, too.
Aunt said, "the father of the child,
I can't help it,
It seems that only one life can be saved. "
I don't know why,
At this time,
* * suddenly woke up,
Take my hand,
Begged me to say:
"The father of the child,
I beg you,
Let me go,
Save the child's life anyway! "
Son,
At that time, your father's heart,
Like a knife,
Blood is surging all over the body.
One is that I am in the same boat.
Unfortunately and * * *' s wife,
One is my offspring,
Who should I keep? !
Let's go Who is it? !
It's all my pain
however
I can't help it,
Either,
Two people die together,
Either,
Save the next life.
I looked into * *' s eyes,
She is so determined,
I, I was touched by her eyes,
I gritted my teeth,
Pick up the kitchen knife,
Cut open * *' s belly,
I heard you crying then.
I just sew clothes with needle and thread at home.
Sew * *' s belly,
My chest hurts like a needle.
Stop it,
* *' s life is really big,
She was in a coma for a week,
Miraculously returned to us. "
know，
I know,
All I know is that there is a deep ditch in my mother's stomach.
I also asked my mother curiously.
She just smiled and said that she was ill.
This is what happened,
Such a big thing has been hidden for a lifetime!
I blame my father for not saying it earlier.
Father said he was in trouble.
Turns out his mother made him swear,
If there is an afterlife, she will never form a family with her father again.
Father said:
After she was afraid to tell you,
You're under too much pressure,
I think too much,
Afraid of affecting your future.
Mom, mom,
My son is crying,
Mom, you are too ordinary,
It is so great and sacred!
Mom,
Do you believe in an afterlife?
I believe,
If so,
I want to join your family,
When your son,
When you put your heart and soul into it,
At that time, the son will not be ignorant,
He will know what filial piety is.
You won't suffer so much anymore,
I will warm your heart with my boiling heart.
I'll make you carefree,
Enjoy family happiness and live a quiet life.
People,
Filial piety should be the most important,
Unfilial people,
When you wake up,
You will regret it for a hundred years,
A miserable life!
Don't forget,
You have a mother,
Only once in a lifetime.
Cherish her,
Love her,
There will always be a bright light in your heart!
Mom,
When you were alive,
I sometimes forget to call you,
You left,
Went to heaven,
I will never forget,
Because this is my top priority!
No 14 of may 2006
This post was edited by Yu Qiu Ruyan on May 20th, 2006 +02: 24: 13.