But at this moment, I haven't felt it for a long time: I miss someone and I want to cry.
I saw the familiar road, the familiar face, and the familiar you. But your outline is too vague. You didn't stop, just stood in the distant horizon, peeping at my appearance, and then quietly left. Only silly me stay where I am, and I can't let go for a long time. Watching your footsteps drift away, walking towards your clear "home" bit by bit, I cried, and I chased after crying desperately, but you still walked away until your door. I really want to hold your hand tightly and let you be by my side, so much, so much. Your steps are too fast for me to catch up. I only have tears, desperate tears!
Tears have soaked the whole pillow, and I am so sad that I am awakened by my own crying. It turns out that everything is a dream, but the real tears can't bury the true feelings inside: "If you miss someone, you will think of tears."
I miss, I'm afraid, I'm lonely. I hugged myself tightly and wrapped myself in a quilt, trying to find a sense of comfort and security, so that I could be warm without her, no longer afraid, no longer lonely, and still bright and strong.
The soft and gentle quilt is like a paper towel to wipe tears, attracting my dried tears one by one, sliding down one by one ... It generously accepted my tears, and I finally cried, crying indulgently, crying quickly and helplessly until I felt nervous suffocation. I haven't shed tears for a long time. Today, I got rid of them.
I giggled when I looked at myself crying in the mirror. When you miss someone, you will think of tears. However, I don't want to deceive myself. I really want to think about it. I miss the days when I have you, the way I am angry with you, the way you are angry, the way I talk back to you, the way you are helpless, the way I scold you and the way you are speechless. ...
With you, I won't be so miserable and lonely, and I won't have so much trouble and pain, and I won't cry because I miss you, just because of you!
How I hope this dream will never wake up, so that I can wait at your door every day until one day you come out, and then stay with me forever, so that I won't be afraid of losing, afraid of losing you, and no longer lonely, because with your company, I won't feel insecure again, because of your protection.