Wen | Zhang Aimin
At 19: on February 24th, 21, I once again stepped into the live studio of Zhishan College, which was due to the invitation of my old friend, Teacher Pan, and the kindness of Dean Chen, and I gave up my idle thoughts and distractions just for the bright distance of education.
The theme has never been determined. Before and after the Spring Festival, I have been immersed in the manuscript, which can be described as "I can't go downstairs without seeing the garden". Teacher Pan left a message and teacher Chen asked, which was really embarrassing and a little guilty. I established the theme the day before yesterday, found the courseware last night, and decided to revise it at noon today.
it seems that it has been n times to change the manuscript and content before getting cold feet. I remember that the school held a speech contest on teachers' morality around 1996, and I drew the number at the back. When the first speaker took the stage, I began to revise the manuscript. When it was my turn, the manuscript was unrecognizable, and the result could be imagined. President Yu mentioned this matter more than once, saying that he could have won the first prize, but he missed it because he was not skilled.
another impressive revision was in luoshan. At the annual meeting of Henan Xingtan Network Research Society, I shared my experience on class management. The original time was one and a half hours, but later it was reduced to about 5 minutes. At that time, at 8 o'clock in the evening, I was informed to participate in the selection of outstanding teachers in the province, and I needed a story material, which must be submitted to the county education and sports bureau before 8 o'clock tomorrow. Both tasks are very important. I will sort out the deeds first and forward them to my family at 21: 25. Then I started to modify the courseware. I was going to delete a few pieces. However, tinkering with it turned out to be a drastic change, and finally it turned out to be a new lecture theme, "Just Walk through the Seventh Grade".
this is especially true today. As the school term approaches, WeChat official account, a major media, has mentioned the issue of school preparation, so he thought about simply talking about "N Things to Prepare for School". This is the proposition composition given to me by Teacher Jiao at the Linzhou Annual Meeting of Xingtan Network Research Institute in Henan Province. However, when I opened Goose Pass, I found that this theme was talked about on the live broadcast platform of "Little Tick". It seems that it is not my own style to copy and repeat it. So, I decided to reintegrate.
In the morning, I invited Yan Yan from the studio to pick up the book. After seeing her off, I opened the courseware. The more I read it, the more inappropriate I felt-change it. After an hour, I took a screenshot of the communication with students after the Spring Festival and collected some topics about the start of school. My thoughts became clearer and clearer. At noon, I agreed with my son to keep it simple. There is jiaozi in the refrigerator and jiaozi in sour soup directly. Clean up after dinner and start making courseware.
however, it never rains but it pours. I don't know whether it's upstairs or downstairs. It's noisy. I thought it was a child, but later I found out it was a family dispute. From time to time, my ears are filled with the noise of the hostess, and it lasts for a long time. I almost collapse and feel my head is big and I can't sit still. Finally, I had to ask the property for help, but the property said that family disputes were out of their hands, and I was speechless. Fortunately, I don't know whether the property went or the quarrel ended in the end.
My heart finally settled down, just as Mr. Chen sent me a message asking me to go to the platform for debugging, but it was not very smooth. Finally, Teacher Pan came out and finally got it, but the video color was not very ideal. I think the video personal image should be let it be, but the subject content and courseware can't be casual. I looked at my watch and made a courseware. I finally got it at 6: 2.
I finally left the computer, washed my face and tied my hair to make people look refreshed and cover up my fatigue!
it started broadcasting at 19: on time. At first, it was a little incoherent, but it returned to normal later. I can't see myself, I can only see the courseware. I don't know my status or the needs of the audience, and I keep finding omissions in sharing. Struggling, annoyed, and continued. Finally, it ended as scheduled. Turn on the phone and read the messages in the background, which is mixed and a little lost.
At this time, my husband just came back from school and told me it was snowing! I was overjoyed, and my fatigue and unhappiness just vanished in an instant. Flying to the window, yes, the car downstairs looks thick and the road is white! The first snow in 221, on the night of the live broadcast, came a snow. Very nice!
Later, President Chen Yuan sent a congratulatory message, which made my uneasy heart settle down:
Hello, Teacher Zhang! I just went out after listening to your wonderful live broadcast. Your speech is great [strong] [strong] [strong] very grounded! Very practical! Very useful again! You are very amazing! I sincerely admire you [Qiang] [Qiang] [Qiang] and thank you for your wonderful sharing of [fuels] [fuels] [fuels] This year's offline activities warmly invite you to share [fuels] [fuels] on the spot.
Teacher Yue Yue, a small partner of the studio, also mentioned that she has benefited a lot. I finally feel a little relieved, suddenly feel so moved, accept imperfections and pay tribute to my imperfect self!
I'm not perfect, but I'm always on the road to perfection! Dear! Let's go together!