There is a song in which the lyrics of Buddhism are bitter and white. I probably remember what life and death, love, parting, want. Who knows? Tell me.

Buddha said life has eight hardships: birth, old age, illness, death, love and long absence from the sky. I can't let go of my life. I said I was born to meet you. I said I would like to have a soul mate with you. I said I was lovesick, and Hua tuo could never cure me. I haven't had time to tell you that death is your wife's death. I said, I can't live without you, I love you, and the meat in your bones will always be there. I said I love you too much, so I resent too much. Why didn't you meet me earlier and let me love you? I told you you don't know what I want. I beg you to love me more. I beg you, you only have eyes for me. I beg you to be healthy, safe and happy. All good things belong to you. I want too much, so I will make you sad again and again. I didn't believe in an afterlife before, but now I want to know what love at first sight is until I meet you. When I fall in love with you, I know what it means to worry about and hurt you, what it means to be heartbroken and have you, and what I want most. Just when we were together, you made a joke that I would never leave you. I miss you and I love you. Now I still miss you every day. I'm still the one who can't get rid of you. I'm still the one who loves you deeply. You will always be my baby. I love you, spoil you, love you, take care of you, protect you and accompany you. Similarly, I depend on you because you are a part of my life. I know I'm still naive. Maybe I can't learn to love you well in my life, but I won't let you go until I die. I miss you so much that I will continue to love you in my next life.