one
With my first cry
I think you have a brilliant smile.
Maybe my arrival
This is unfortunate for you.
Because of the hardships you have to pay.
I can't communicate in words.
When I just turned 100 years old,
Father was imprisoned for some reason.
I didn't know how to leave then.
You were a weak woman then.
But you are still strong.
Drag our brother and sister.
I was still very sick when I was young.
I have to lie on your shoulder.
Must have put more pressure on you.
You are tired in the field.
Wait until autumn to exchange food for money.
It happened that I spent the whole winter in medicine.
In my mind before I was five years old.
There is no concept of father
I only remember your breasts.
I only remember your shoulder.
I only remember three people.
You, sister, grandma
two
I remember the day when my father got out of prison.
There are many people standing on the side of the road.
The first thing my father did when he got off the bus.
Can't wait to pick me up.
I looked into your eyes in fear.
Just to see a smile you've never seen before.
You look forward to coming back, my father.
Four years and six months.
You support yourself with persistence.
Four years and six months.
Can't find the right word.
Tell you about your hardships.
Wait until you are old enough to go to school
Every day you stand at the door
Watch me leave.
Until I leave your sight
You want me to make progress every day.
You want me to study hard
Since I can remember.
I remember your eyes.
It is no longer dark and bright.
I remember your hand.
I have attached a thick coat.
I dare not touch my face.
three
for a better life
And for me and my sister.
You and your father run around all day.
Every day, my sister wakes me up from a deep sleep.
I can hardly see you.
I only see that the food is still hot.
Later my father raised some money.
Enter the city to start a business
From then on, you rode a bike.
Shuttle through the road of Sichuan flow
Every day is accompanied by sunrise and sunset.
Wandering between my father and me
Later my sister went to high school.
I said goodbye to my partner.
You drive me to town.
I came to a new school.
Meet new partners.
I also met a new teacher.
Father is busy with business all day.
You don't have time for me.
I feel that I am no longer loved by you.
Concern for the past
A few words of exhortation
I'm on the verge of love
four
I don't know when.
I've quietly gone bad.
I pestered you in the Internet cafe.
The fresh feeling stimulates me.
I don't know when.
I have been confused by online games.
I'm in the meal money you gave me
If you save a little, you can get the internet fee.
Between the school and the Internet cafe.
Running does not waste time.
Yes, you and the teacher.
I lied to myself.
When you found out that I came home late
You feel a little strange.
You still know the result.
I can't count how many times you called me.
I play hide-and-seek with you in the Internet cafe.
But you came across me.
You dialed the number of the teacher.
The dialogue between the teacher and me.
Knocked on my heart.
I am bound by your love again.
But I neglected my study.
But I'm nothing.
five
Sister is a sophomore in college.
I only got into an ordinary high school.
I must apologize for that mistake.
Take the consequences.
It's God's punishment for me.
And I deserve it.
I am getting farther and farther away from you.
The money you gave is enough to spend.
You made the quilt warm enough.
Your instructions are complicated enough.
What can I do?
Just making a few phone calls with you
After that, I seldom eat your cooking.
I have seldom seen your face since then.
I feel this way every time I go home.
Time makes you grow old mercilessly.
Actually, you're not over half a hundred.
But your black hair has turned white.
I dare not look at your face again.
I can only do what I can.
Not so tired for you.
I once secretly calculated.
I am about to graduate from high school.
How much time do I have with you?
six
No matter how tough your body is, you will be exhausted.
Work day after day.
Years of hardships and hardships
Finally, there is something wrong with your left knee.
Today, compared with toddlers,
I had to walk with difficulty.
After my sister finished school,
No, Tuo also married his wife.
A wedding thousands of miles away
You are the only new relative who is not here.
You wait until my father and I come back.
Tell those funny stories about the wedding.
My father said such a thing to me.
He said he was worthy of anyone in his life.
I only feel guilty about your mother.
I am silent.
I understand what my father said.
I also understand the intention of this statement.
Now I can only borrow this spring breeze.
Send blessings to you
I wish you an early health.
May the years be with you.
Willing to spend ten years of my life.
Change your ten years.