This year, I passed by the hospital several times, and I couldn't help but want to go in and see you, but suddenly I realized that you were gone! A few times in the bustle, someone casually mentioned your name. For an instant, my heart was stung by a wheat awn, with endless sadness in my pain. I can't figure out the mystery of fate. Losing you is like being severely whipped. It hurts like a bone, but I don't know who did it everywhere. What could be more shameful than this? Can't question, can't fight, can only accept, can only accept, can't roar, can't even cry, because we are men.
This must be a wonderful karma. In this life, we have known each other and been classmates for many years. Your calm, easy-going, gentle and kind temperament has given us too much comfort. The fame and fortune that people in the secular world are keen to pursue are natural to you, and you always follow the rules without demanding, so with you, the days always have the warmest background. Mr. Lu Xun once said: It is enough to have a bosom friend in life, and we should treat each other with the same heart. I always thought that we would help each other and encourage each other for a lifetime, whether it was chatting and sharing when we got together or wishing and encouraging when we were apart. Even though we have long seen through the impermanence of life and the sudden election, we don't know that this impermanence is always unexpected. Now that heaven and man are separated forever, it is too late to cherish fate.
In this year, I always feel sad to see your elderly parents, haggard lover and children in college! There is no cure for this biting pain, and sometimes I feel powerless, because what they really need is a caring son, a caring husband and a caring father, which you can't replace. What our brothers can do is to try their best to care and comfort. What a pity!
Buddhist scriptures say that if you care too much about a person who has left, it will make his soul uneasy, his heart sad and he will fall into an endless abyss. Therefore, even if we have too much disappointment and care, we can only let go, because true friendship for a person is to hope that this person can live well. Moreover, your words and deeds, moral character has infiltrated and grown in our lives. So, you are not far away. In our hearts, you are the one who makes people feel warm at the thought of your name.
From then on, we ran around, but brother, this cry carried all the feelings that could not be described in words. I just hope you can find another starting point without any obstacles and fears.
Brother, you gave me a little strength in heaven, baby, and I will continue to love you in heaven.