Calling for Poetry Teaching Plan from the Heart

Please enter your answer ... this is the call of the heart and the dedication of love ... As long as everyone gives a little love, the world will become a beautiful world. "This song writes a lot of people's voices and the true meaning of love. Every time I hear this song, my heart will surge. Yes, what a great word love is and what a great thing it is. Let the world be filled with love, and let each of us be filled with love. What a wonderful wish! However, I have another understanding of love, because I don't know how to distinguish love from being loved. When I was a child, my father left me by his side in order to "love" me, but I couldn't show myself or exercise myself. In order to obey my father's "love", I stayed at home, accompanied my father and guarded his grocery store. On such a day, after three years, I lost the opportunity to go to school for further study and get in touch with the society. I became a "good family" recognized by everyone. But in my opinion, I am a turtle in a jar and a frog in the well. Neither the front door nor the second door can get out, as if isolated from the world. From then on, I don't know how wonderful the outside world is and how brilliant the sunshine is. The only person who accompanies me every day is the grocery store except that TV set. I'm tired of that life. I have no friends, no freedom, and my heart begins to be lonely. Therefore, I had no fighting spirit and lofty ideals in the past. I was full of blood and could only be lost, and my vision for the future was slim. From then on, lock your heart and lock yourself firmly inside, without contact with the outside world. I admit it, because I can't get rid of this "love" from my father. I just hope it will change in the future. It was not until three years later that I got married and my locked heart seemed to open. I am ecstatic and hope to lose this "lock" forever. Who knows, after half a year, I realized that I would never lose this "lock" again. I don't know when I remembered it again. The difference is that this time it was not my father's love that locked me up, but my husband's love that locked me up. To my surprise, my husband's "love" is more unacceptable than my father's. In order to support my husband's work, I am willing to sacrifice everything and undertake all the chores at home. However, this is also the reason why my husband completely closed me again. I'm not complaining. Only when my son grows up and my husband's career is successful can I go out without burden or regret. I want to boldly contact the society and see how wonderful the outside world is. But now, everything is mature, but I still can't get rid of this invisible bondage. I have no higher requirements, I just want to prove myself, enrich myself and find myself lost for many years. However, things always backfire. In my husband's heart, I have long been positioned as a "housewife" and will never waver. I don't want to be such a parasite. I also have ideals, ambitions and pursuits. I want to do what I like. However, even if I have all kinds of helplessness and resentment, it will not help. I can't escape this invisible bondage and oppression. This "lock" is for me to lock forever. I can't open it or pry it open. Therefore, I hesitate, I shout, I struggle, I call, and I am afraid to tell you: in fact, you don't know that your "love" seems to be true love, but it is selfish, and the "love" I get seems to be loved, but it is actually destruction. Therefore, I appeal to open the key of this lock, I appeal to you to be selfish and "love" away from me, and I appeal not to ruin my life for your selfishness. Let me indulge myself, let me show myself and let my heart fly once!