I am so sad that I can't help myself.

For you, I spent half a year's savings crossing the ocean to see you. For this party, I have repeatedly practiced my words when I met you, but I still can't express one tenth of my feelings. For this regret, I thought about it at night and refused to sleep to remember. It will always accumulate in my heart and cannot be erased. For your promise, I endured not to cry in the most desperate time. I don't know how many people's voices have been sung. Everyone has been stupid, crazy and crazy about love. Everyone found their young self in the song, but few people know that this song is old and has been deposited for too long. The fire of this song should be after 20 16, but in fact its release year is 199 1, which is nearly 30 years ago. It is different from ordinary pop songs, but it has a little more connotation and new ideas, so that every time we listen to it, the vibrating eardrum can accurately grasp its uniqueness. "I came across the ocean to see you" is a bit melodramatic. Behind it is either a creator who groans without illness or a sad story that feels like a knife. Fortunately, this song belongs to the latter, and the original singer Jin Zhijuan is the hero of this sad story. This relationship had a deep influence on Jin Zhijuan, so that during the recording of this song, she cried out of control many times, almost crying to the point where she could not record it, just because the words written by Jonathan Lee directly inserted into her memory. Thirty years ago, frustrated Jin Zhijuan met a young Jonathan Lee, who confided her feelings to Jonathan Lee. Jin Zhijuan is from Taiwan Province. She fell in love with a Beijing poet named Ashu, but Ashu was married and had children at that time. Jin Zhijuan, who was kept in the dark, has been in love with him for a long time. After learning the truth, she has been unable to extricate herself and is deeply in love. It is necessary to introduce the poet Asu. Amitabha was originally named Lu, 1989, and published the poem "Death of Amitabha" in Poetry Magazine. He is regarded as a creator with "advanced consciousness", and his essays are not shallow. Perhaps it was his poetic temperament that attracted Jin Zhijuan and made her dissatisfied with her spiritual love, thus contributing to the real "coming across the ocean to see you". Strange cities and familiar corners have comforted each other and hugged each other with sighs. No matter what the result is, Jin Zhijuan really moved for half a year before he saved enough air tickets to the north. However, how heartless Ashu is to Jin Zhijuan and how strange she is to Beijing. Jin Zhijuan once joked: "During that time, I was probably the heroine of Eight o'clock for two years." My beloved's pursuit for two years and thousands of miles has brought a rainstorm into my heart. It is said that at that time, Jin Zhijuan's impression of Beijing only existed in Uncle's residence, and there was nothing else. After a storm, the two parted ways, but they still couldn't carry their love to the end. The love and ideal that lasted for more than two years collapsed in her heart. After returning to Taiwan Province, Jin Zhijuan still couldn't get rid of the predicament. By chance, she told this story to Jonathan Lee, and this popular song was born the next day. The next day, in the restaurant where he ate noodles, Jonathan Lee wrote the lyrics on a yellow piece of paper and showed it to Jin Zhijuan. There were oil stains on the paper. "Words can never express one tenth of my feelings" and "I have to endure not to cry when I am most desperate". These sentences were written into the doll's heart, and she even wondered whether Jonathan Lee had installed a monitor beside her. Watching you go away in the wind and sand all over the sky, I am so sad that I can't wait to send you a thousand miles until the end of my life. I breathe repeatedly before seeing you, countless nights of "refusing to sleep", the wind and sand all over the sky in Beijing ... all kinds of traces are like the brand of Jin Zhijuan's trip to Beijing. They are also lonely and unwilling to give up hope. The feeling of wanting to love but being helpless is the worst. Jonathan Lee wrote the lyrics with lines. There is a sentence in the lyrics, "I am so sad that I can't control myself." Obviously, there is a low-level mistake, that is, "I can't control myself." But why did Jin Zhijuan keep singing for more than 20 years? Actually, Jonathan Lee wrote about herself, but the doll sang it wrong. Maybe she felt like her own personal experience, or added a special label to the song, so she simply put it wrong and sang it wrong until now. Later, Uncle committed murder and died long ago, but Jin Zhijuan, a doll, has been singing "Come to see you across the ocean" for many years, and she is still emotional and still crying every time. I'm sad that I can't be myself. A long time ago, there was a female singer who, for love, saved half a year's money to buy a plane ticket and traveled across the ocean to meet her beloved poet. However, the excellent man in her eyes, the man who fell in love with her at first sight, is actually a man with a family. He has a wife and a son. If it is a woman who is not firm in her position, if it is a woman who has only herself and no one else in her heart, she is likely to stay, endure and drag out an ignoble existence with him. However, she is a woman who stands firm. She loves not only herself, but also others. She didn't destroy other people's families because of love. I feel dejected and tearful, and return to Taiwan Province silently. Many days have passed. This deep feeling in her heart was slowly excavated. However, no one knows whether her heart is love or regret. Because, all she wants to say is a little pity. Later, a talented songwriter also paid attention to this matter. It only took him five minutes to chat with her about this past, and in just two days, he wrote this classic song that has been popular across the Taiwan Straits for 30 years. This song is an original song by a female singer in Taiwan Province Province, I came across the ocean to see you. 199 1 year, once this song came out, it became popular across the Taiwan Straits. Everyone who has heard of her is moved by her melody and lyrics-sincere stories can always cause a wide range of * * * sounds, and people yearn for beautiful love in their hearts, but everyone loves more or less and must not be disappointed. And this song, so subtle, so beautiful, so sad, makes people deeply attached and quietly fell. More than 20 years later, the protagonist of this song, the beautiful singer, is now the mother of two children. She has retired for a long time for family and children, so you can't see a singer's style in her. She is bloated and deeply embroidered, just like the aunt next door we saw. But in order to be a role model for children, you can put aside all worldly faces and figures and take part in the singing contest of China's new songs! I think the subtext of this sentence is that if I were you, I shouldn't be able to do it. After all, I used to be a popular singer. Now I can put down my face and figure and a group of young people PK. If I win, I won't be brave. If I lose, I will lose my honor. It's not good anyway. Why is she willing to do this? This reminds me of her story. This is really a wonderful woman who respects others very much. Whether as a young woman in those days or a happy mother today, her choices and behaviors have not changed in the past 30 years. Yes, a beautiful and noble person will never think too highly of himself. What she always values is morality, mind and cultivation. She is also kind at heart, although she has no regrets about her death. How can a person with such a strong personality value any illusory aura and other people's eyes? The person she loved wholeheartedly, the one whose heart trembled at the sight of him, now belongs to someone else. Even if she loved again, she chose to leave without hesitation, even if she shed tears and was sad for half her life. -no entanglement, no hesitation. Just the direction of her values. She took care of her children all her life. In order to let them know her mother's bravery and give them an example worth learning, she can drop everything and take part in the competition. There is no need to convince or even defeat herself, that's just her values. So I sincerely admire her from the bottom of my heart-the original singer, story prototype and doll of "Crossing the Ocean to See You". In the literary circle, she is a clean stream, a sweet, gentle, beautiful and awe-inspiring clean stream. It is said that in the 1990s, a female singer doll in Taiwan Province Province met a Beijing poet, Ashu, and the two talented young artists hit it off. When the doll of Seeds of Love returned to Taiwan Province Province, she still missed her lover very much. The traffic was inconvenient at that time. In order to meet Ashu, she spent half a year's work savings and traveled several times before coming to Beijing. Unexpectedly, Amy has a family, and the kind doll has retreated to the position of a general friend, which is deeply grieved. I personally performed this thing with my true feelings. The doll told it to Jonathan Lee, and it was quickly composed into a song by Jonathan Lee. This is a reflection on unsuccessful first love, which is interpreted by the doll herself. She sang and thought about the past. It is said that she burst into tears many times. The lyrics are straightforward, and it is this past that shows the girl's careful and considerate attitude. In this love, the doll is very low-key, but she is brave. If she likes someone, she will take the initiative to pursue it. Knowing that that person is not suitable for her, she can bravely take a step back and let her heart not hurt another complete family. This, she did very well. The song caused people in love to sing the word * * * in the song. "Words can never express my friendship. For this regret, I think about it night after night and refuse to sleep ..." This is clearly a true portrayal of loving someone, embarrassment and insomnia. So this song inspired many people in long-distance relationships to talk to each other. "I wish I could send you a thousand miles until I am at the end of my rope, and I will accompany you all my life." I really cried a lot of people. Who wants to part? Two people who love each other can't wait to be together every minute! A good song sings about feelings as well as life. "Crossing the Ocean to See You" is not only about this beloved person, but also about the spirit of love, which is worth singing!