What kind of thoughts and feelings did Yang Wanli express in "Wounded Spring"?

It is expected that this spring will be full of joy, but it is still a waste of east wind.

If you don't get presbyopia every year, you won't get sick if you are anxious.

This work is full of sadness and regret. He began to write out his beautiful expectations in his heart, which shows that his beautiful expectations for spring are so vivid. Then the last sentence is "still". We can see that although the hope is good, the result is still regrettable. What is the reason? It is written at the back that "you are either in a hurry or ill", which is the reason. It is precisely because of this that the protagonist does not shoot "presbyopia" every year. Because of depression and illness, he lost his happy mood, so he even gave up enjoying the beautiful scenery of spring. This is a deep melancholy, but nothing is clear. From the surface of the poem, we can see that the poet is depressed about his fate, suffering from illness all the year round, and then there is a gloomy cloud of life. At this time, we thought deeply about why his life was like this, because he was persecuted in the political situation, because traitors brought disaster to the country and the people, and his living conditions went from bad to worse, suffering as much as the people. Expressed the author's thoughts and feelings of worrying about the country and the people.