Subway Prose in Spring
What is love?
Even two people who have been in love for a long time will inevitably have problems or even crises of one kind or another. This point has been vividly demonstrated in the subway to spring. Everyone who has been in love will think more or less after watching this movie. Because the scene described in this film is so similar to our real life: even the best life will look pale and powerless in the face of harsh reality, and the film shows us such a serious theme.
It's been several years since I first saw this film, but it left a deep impression on me, and I still remember it several years later. When I watch it again, I will still have the same impulse as when I first saw it a few years ago. I don't know why, but I always feel that there is a kind of power inside that excites me. Only after years of tempering, some subtle changes have taken place in my heart. Because when I first saw this film, I couldn't help but classify it into such a category as "contemporary". I did this because there was another "similar" movie "A Sigh" before. The themes of these two films are very similar, which can be said to have the same effect: one is "tradition" and the other is "modernity". Maybe we can compare them to Jane Eyre and The Sound of Music, but the latter enjoys a high reputation in the world.
But if we carefully scrutinize the plot of this film, we can see that it is still very different from a sigh. Jianbin and Xiaohui in the movie are still in love. However, due to such misunderstandings, I can't communicate well emotionally. The biggest doubt in their hearts is whether the other party still loves themselves. Xiaohui's sentence in the play is simple but thought-provoking: "Do you still love me?" She got the same simple answer: "Do you still love me?"
Yes, after seven years, even the warmest and most sincere feelings will be slowly dragged down by the years, especially when one of them has completely lost his self-confidence. He will be very sensitive to many things easily and instinctively, and his heart is full of pain. How much he hopes to hold her tightly. But the reality is harsh, and his right to exist has been challenged. He is on the verge of collapse. This kind of experience, people who have not experienced it personally can't understand it.
Think about how he spent these months in the subway. He has completely lost his self-confidence and self-esteem, and even his only self-esteem is quietly swallowed up by the crisis that has arrived: he has no money to pay the rent, and of course it is impossible to accompany his wife to travel to Singapore, Malaysia and Thailand. He has completely become a weak person in life. For him, perhaps it is most appropriate to play the role of Wang Yao, because he will face an ordinary and innocent kindergarten teacher. Only in front of her can he be completely released. Because he knew that the man's eyes could not see the expression on his face for the time being.
At this time, the appearance of the tiger is undoubtedly a great test for Xiaohui. She longs for someone who can understand herself, a like-minded person. These conditions are likely to be met by tigers. But she won't give up. She knows that she still loves Jianbin. She wanted to give him one last chance to show him all this, but she was still disappointed. Of course, we can also see that the tiger is a very rational person, and he is not the kind of person who takes advantage of people's danger.
In this way, in the eyes of the audience, both of them look innocent. Everyone deserves our sympathy. This may be exactly what the author wants to achieve. This is a very happy thing for us. Finally, the people we admire are no longer the rude dichotomy between good people and bad people. Actually, real life is not that simple. What role will artificial division play? They are both cheating on each other. Is this cheating on love a "great evil"?
I appreciate the narration in the play:
"My heart is cold! He and I seem to be giving up, watching us sink in front of ourselves like children for the past seven years. We stood there, from the ruins. "
Xu deserves to be a talented woman. The expression on her face when she said these words was really unforgettable. Don't forget how unforgettable it is for Xiaohui, the character in the play! I really don't know what to say when love comes to this. Jianbin loves Xiaohui deeply, but his subtext is "Who will love a man who has failed in his career and has nothing?" In this context, he has acquiesced in the identity of the tiger. In his heart, the person he loves has found his own happiness. Why not sacrifice himself for the person he loves?
Here, what we see is the lofty spirit of a man who dares to give and sacrifice. This is completely consistent with his previous psychology that he would rather beat around the bush in the subway all day without telling his relatives because of unemployment. He didn't want the people he loved to worry about himself, and at the same time he was afraid to do so, so Xiaohui stopped loving himself. So, where is the romantic and pure love between them seven years ago? Since he believed that the person he loved had found his own happiness, Jianbin made a decision: he would leave Xiaohui quietly.
Life plays such jokes on us again and again. Imagine what kind of decision Xiaohui would have made if he hadn't learned by chance that Jianbin had been unemployed for three months. I can't even imagine. If all this is deliberately arranged by the director, how many men and women in our real life will break up when we get to this point?
The film raised such a serious problem for us, and the director's solution was very dramatic. But how to solve such problems in real life is the question we should answer.
Subway Prose in Spring
Spring is the concentration of fragrance and the condensation of hope. But spring is a good fuel to start with. -inscription
Human progress is like a subway groping in a dark tunnel. Maybe at some point, it will stop in a corner and be smashed to pieces. What makes it fearless? It was the spring in the beautiful legend-the world of honesty.
Friendship station-the first stop of "sincerity"
Walking through the dense forest and smelling the flowing water, we will think of Boya and Zhong Ziqi. Boya brokered Zhong Ziqi's death and broke the piano. It is said that a daughter is easy to get, but it is hard to find. "It is enough to know one thing in life, and we should treat it with the same feelings", which is the portrayal of Lu Xun and Qu Qiubai. In the white terror, they fought side by side to promote the revolutionary cultural movement. After Qu Qiubai's heroic sacrifice, Lu Xun edited The Forest at Sea despite his illness. This is like Goethe's understanding: "I lost a friend and half my life." Yes, there are many people in the world. It's hard to meet. If you have a sincere heart, you may achieve something. But what kind of intangible material supports colorful friendship? That is "sincerity" that can travel through time and space and lead the future.
Wealth Station-The Second Station of Honesty
With the passing of the city of friendship, we came here with birds. Although it is not a fairyland on earth, it can also reveal some honesty.
Seeing the achievements of Haier enterprise, it is hard to think that this well-known enterprise was made by a small factory on the verge of bankruptcy, so what made it go to wealth?
Nothing more than a good historical record written in good faith. Zhang Ruimin, the factory director, proudly said, "I remember that when the project was on the verge of collapse and users complained that our products had quality problems, I smashed all 76 unqualified refrigerators with a sledgehammer in front of the factory employees without any worries! In fact, I also know that this is the last struggle of Haier. Advance is success, retreat is bankruptcy, but I have the courage and integrity to break through difficulties side by side! "
Today, "Haier" has become the only one of the top brands in China 100, which is the most influential brand in the world, and it is a model of getting rich in good faith. "Integrity" is like the axis of the earth. Although invisible, it can support the whole earth.
Caring for the Post Station —— The Third Station of "Honesty"
Just like the "lie" of love, there are many setbacks in life, and it is inevitable that some people will cover up their misfortunes with a loving tone. "Lies" are no longer deceiving others, but the transmission of love and the condensation of honesty.
He, a child of seven or eight years old, blinked his big curious eyes and seemed to be looking for some kind of answer. However, he stood on the operating table, and it was a tenacious smile. Yes, septicemia has a great smile.
Parents know that life and death only lie in the invasion and growth of a pathogen; The disclosure of this kind of smile is a kind of "love lie", and it is a scene in which parents struggle with death with their children in tears. Parents will believe that their children are brave.
In this loving lie, support is the peak of honesty and the power to repair the world.
Honesty-the fragrance of spring
When our journey of historical integrity breaks out of darkness and sees light and spring, birds rejoice for us, flowers are fragrant for us. What's more, a flower of integrity has sprouted in our hearts, and it will accompany you and crush the filth of life.
Subway Prose in Spring
I took the last subway on the tail of summer, ran past golden leaves and white snow flowers, and sailed vigorously to my spring.
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I like to sit by the window lattice, bathed in warm sunshine, and miss a flowery spring day. There are always a few soft things floating in the blue sky, and then a series of Mao Mao rains quietly fall into the lush vilen. I always thought that there would be flowers all the way, and I didn't want a "cold" brush flower in Xia Feng to fall to the ground ...
Pushing open the window, the wind is blowing from an unknown direction and it is chilly. I suddenly realized that it was already late autumn, one season was over, and another season was quietly coming on stage. Outside the window, the leaves of Fatong fell to the ground, paving a golden The Way. The blue wind chimes sing the long-lost song "Tick tock, Tick tock" ...
I leaned against the window and tried to imagine Ruoye living in Heilongjiang, the northernmost city of the motherland. Maybe she is wearing a white down jacket and stepping on a foot of snow, thinking about these things about the future and dreams. Or maybe she was busy reading and memorizing words ... Nothing changed, but I broke the original agreement and stayed alone under the blue sky with tears in my eyes.
With a wave of his hand, all the cherry blossoms fell.
I once stood on tiptoe and looked up at the shadows drifting away, the distant places that I had been waiting for for a long time but had not arrived for a long time.
Turning over some yellowed old notebooks, a faded cherry blossom petal slipped quietly and floated in the cool autumn wind.
On that passionate spring day, cherry blossoms were in full bloom, and I walked repeatedly on that familiar and unfamiliar path holding Ruoye's hand. Countless days and nights, sweat and tears intertwined, dreams and passion accompanied.
The spring breeze blew away all the cherry blossoms and dreams and struggled to fly in the sky. I didn't have time to watch all the love and missed the bright starry sky, just to embrace a bright summer together.
Holding a stack of books, standing in a sunny window on the third floor, quietly turning pages with a sense of the times, constantly reciting and memorizing. In the last days, turning over a page is like saying goodbye to a page. Maybe it's all over here, and the page full of tears will never open again. Thinking about thinking about a burst of sad tears flowing into your mouth instantly along your cheeks, salty and astringent. Gently stand on tiptoe, looking up at the distance that is about to arrive, unspeakable joy welled up in my heart and drowned all the sadness.
All the books have turned to the last page, and the petals of cherry blossoms have already fallen, leaving only a green leaf swaying back and forth in the early summer breeze. In the warm sunshine, I tried my best to hold Ruoye's hand, hug the teacher with a smile and turn to the last stop of my dream. Under the clear sky, everything becomes quiet, as if waiting for something.
Maybe I missed something. The cherry blossom season is so short. Who would have thought that a busy tree could fall in the footsteps of spring overnight and walk in such a hurry, but the summer I want has not yet arrived. I thought it was the last time I stood on tiptoe and looked up, but I never thought that after summer, everything could only look up.
I failed to receive the admission notice from that university after all. Licking a deep wound in an empty corner alone. No one knows how cold I was in that hot summer. Pure sunshine melts into countless dust, spring is getting farther and farther, and summer is getting colder and colder.
Those flowers are slowly withering. How will I face this still blue sky? After thinking for a long time, I finally got up the courage to go under the cherry blossom again and look for some traces of my past struggle. In the corner of the flower bed, I found a broken petal, which lost its color and fragrance. Although it is no longer gorgeous, it is still in the guardian's original dream, witnessing my past lives.
The stars are dark at night. Sitting by the window alone. There was a time when the pain in my heart was extreme. The night is so dark that all the light can't illuminate it. Later, a pool of residual load made me find my way again. Summer afternoon, the storm has gone, and the lotus in the pool looks a little listless. Looking closely, almost every petal has some deep or shallow scars, and the branches are inclined, but no matter how deep the scars are, the petals have not withered. No matter how strong the wind is, the flower branches have not fallen.
Now, I am in a city without leaves, breathing dirty air alone, looking up at the blue-gray sky, and everything is fine.
I got up the courage to take the last subway in late summer and early autumn and began to look for spring again. At this time, cherry blossoms are in full bloom, spring comes again, and dreams dance lightly.
"On this day, I began to look up at the starry sky and found that the stars are not far away, and the dreams are not far away, as long as you stand on tiptoe." Everything is just right. I'm still on tiptoe at the moment, but I believe that spring has come.