After the defeat of the Jia family, Xichun ended up becoming a monk in the Cuicui nunnery where Miaoyu had stayed. He changed his clothes into his old clothes and was always accompanied by the ancient Buddha with green lanterns for the rest of his life.
However, according to Zhi Yanzhai's comments, the ending of Xichun is to "beg for food" in the end.
But I don’t want it to be the “begging for food” ending in Zhi Ping’s book, because Xichun has been very tired in this life. She had long since become a cold-hearted person. She just wished that the troubles of the world would no longer disturb her, and that she should be allowed to quietly be a sister-in-law.
People say that Miaoyu is a cold-hearted person, but in fact, Xichun is even worse.
But no one is born "cold-blooded". This has a lot to do with the environment in which everyone grows up.
Many people often say that "children are still young and don't understand anything", so many things they do and say tend to ignore the children's feelings. Is it just that children really don’t understand anything?
Recently I have read a lot of "Poetry Series Written by Children", which made me deeply feel what precocious wisdom is. The writing style of those poems is suitable for children's age, but one can read a lot of maturity and even sadness that are not suitable for their age.
And those are their voices longing to be understood and listened to.
Xichun lost her mother when she was very young, and her father Jia Jing was obsessed with Taoist priest Hu Mian all day long. As for her brother Jia Zhen, she was just a lackey who fought with dandies all day long. So I didn't get much care from my brother and sister-in-law.
Except that Jia Mu took pity on her and took her to Rongguo Mansion to give her some warmth.
Xichun also knew who was good to her, but in the end it was only when Jia's family fell down and the hozens scattered, and Jia's mother died, that she became completely disheartened.
If Jia's mother is still alive after the "tree fell down and the hozens scattered" in Jia's house, then Yuanyang will not die as a martyr, and maybe she will be willing to serve Jia's mother together with Yuanyang.
In the final analysis, Xichun is a child who has lacked love since childhood, so such children will feel that they are rejected since childhood, so they always "watch the world with a cold eye".
Although Jia Mu sympathized with her, she still had Baoyu and so many girls to care for, so most of the time she could only treat Xichun out of the basic care of an elder caring for a younger one. It was impossible to greet her all day long. Most of the time, Xichun lived silently in her own little corner.
Xichun is a quiet person, and her most outstanding specialty is that she is good at painting. Later, Jia Mu even asked her to paint a painting about the "Grand View Garden" and said that she would give it to Grandma Liu.
In fact, people who can calm down and like to draw and write articles are "peaceful in nature and quiet in mind". And they can also endure their temper and loneliness.
Xichun's personality also made her and Miaoyu become good friends, and the two had something to talk about. Birds of a feather flock together and people divide into groups. What kind of friends make what kind of people.
Miaoyu is a person who not only loves Qingyou, but is also quite noble at heart. Therefore, Xichun also has a very noble quality.
However, one of the "excessive" manifestations of Xichun's aloofness is to drive away the innocent person into the painting. Even Sister Feng and Youshi think that there is nothing wrong with entering the painting, but Xichun is determined not to let her go. The relationship with Ning Mansion was severed.
In fact, it is not very scientific to say that Xichun has no feelings for Ruhua at all, because there is at least one Ruhua around Xichun who always takes care of her. It's just that the most fundamental purpose is to sever ties with Ning Mansion, but the right time has never been found to completely sever the relationship. This just happened to find an opportunity.
In other words, the "entering the painting incident" was a victim that she had to give up to achieve this goal. In comparison, there must be gains and losses.
She is ashamed to be born into Ningguo Mansion. As for how dirty and ugly Ning Mansion is, it is better to borrow a quote from Liu Xianglian, "Only the two stone lions in front of the East Mansion are clean" to prove it. .
Even Liu Xianglian, an outsider, knew about it. How could Xichun not know about it? She was one of the few people who understood. She has such a strong self-esteem and is so aloof, how could she bear to include herself in other people's words.
I have been one of the children abandoned by the Ningguo Mansion since I was a child. It doesn’t matter if I didn’t get any warmth from there, but I still have to bear the infamy with them, let alone a person like Fang Xichun who has a strong self-esteem and is very sensitive. People can't stand it here. Who else would like to have dirty water that has nothing to do with them poured on them.
The key is that people will never just pick one of you, Xichun, and leave it alone and say: "This Ningguo Mansion is too dirty, but there is a little girl Xichun inside who will not join them."
< p> If someone wants to scold him, he must be scolding the whole family. What's more, Xichun is just a little girl who has no power to restrain a chicken.The more resolute she is, the more she reflects her inner sadness and powerlessness.
But Xichun does not always feel "cold" to others. She also has one of the few optimistic and cheerful sides of her personality.
In fact, the various performances of everyone in this "farce" are in line with their personal personalities, and they are also their most authentic self-expression.
No one is born to be melancholic, but some other warm things in life can make them take off their guard for a while. The rare long-lost sunshine can always temporarily release the suppressed true temperament in the fatigue.
Xichun "took his wet nurse to rub his intestines", just like a child holding his mother's hand and acting coquettishly. Xichun has never received maternal love since she was a child, but her natural desire to ask for love by pulling her wet nurse shows that this is what she has always wanted and been missing in her subconscious.
Explain that it is everyone’s nature to want to be loved.
Just because I can't get it, my heart gradually becomes colder day by day, until finally I feel abandoned and have no enthusiasm for others.
Then Xichun was said to be "selfish" and "inhumane" by many people. In fact, she should not be criticized too harshly.
In the end, her principle is to protect herself and never care about others. I heard that this is in line with the concept of "self-crossing" in Theravada Buddhism.
What’s wrong with Xichun’s “self-crossing”? The bright world she yearns for does not have so much darkness and ugliness, not so much calculation and hatred, but only the purest and most tranquil.
She would like to be a lotus in front of the Buddha, practice her mind and never have distracting thoughts, forget the troubles of the world, and just want peace and tranquility in this life.
Her cold-faced and cold-hearted attitude was just that she would rather be alone than go against her will after seeing through it.