Looking for Bing Xin's Reading Feelings in Dreams

Reflections on Bing Xin's Dream

I really like her in my dream. The young soldier, dressed in military uniform, armed with saber and riding a white horse, soon fell in love with military life, and from then on, he forged his own Haihua character and military feelings, so that when she put on her daughter's clothes and learned her daughter's affection, she would still have vague and endless melancholy and shed some boring tears when she saw the saber given to her by her father. She is always alone, whether she is galloping or meditating. That vigorous quality will remain in her real life forever, and childhood is not just a profound dream. In the article, she is our amiable and respectable Bing Xin. In the dream, we clearly captured a true image of Bing Xin's childhood. Why does the article use the third person "she" to describe her, and she is not sure about her childhood? Or distrust of the times? Neither. In my opinion, Bing Xin's use of the third person is entirely out of resentment and helplessness that she can't ride a whip and gallop on the battlefield and kill the enemy bravely as she did when she was a child because of the national disaster and the invasion of foreign powers. It also shows her ambivalence that she likes to use fear, but she can only write her imaginary emotions silently with a pen.