The above words are from Mr. Zhu Ziqing's long poem "Destruction", written at the end of 1922. Since the topic is "destruction", Mr. Zhu's feelings can be imagined. The disillusionment of fantasy and the darkness of reality are the portrayal of intellectuals' mood at that time. Mr. Wang is confused about the white water in front of him and the blue sky in the future. Looking back, he didn't know the way back, but he couldn't see the future. The following "Look at my steps carefully, I will step on the soil step by step, leaving deep footprints" shows that Mr. Wang is not completely decadent, and his positive and down-to-earth attitude towards life. But he didn't really find the way forward, so he should be "cautious". Restrain and raise, endure and be ready to go!
Zhu Ziqing, Lu Xun, Wen Yiduo, Zhang Tianyi and many other predecessors before and after the May 4th Movement, all of whom I admire very much. Mr. Wang's name "Ziqing" is a kind of self-encouragement for Mr. Wang in troubled times.