What's the score of Linkin Park's Lies from You? It is best to use words. thank you

When I pretended that everything was as I wanted, I lied to you. I looked like what you always wanted to see. When I pretended that I could forget the criminals, I stole every second, because I knew I could, but I couldn't pretend that it would always be like this. I just [tried to distort the facts] I couldn't pretend that I was the person you wanted me to be, so I lied to you [no, I can't turn back now]. I wanted to be pushed aside, so let me go [ Let me go back to my life. I'd rather be alone [now] anywhere, because I can see [no, now] the worst part of you. When I pretend, everything will go as expected. When I pretend, I can forget the sin in my heart and continue to cheat, because I know I can do it if I want, but I can't cheat any more. I'm gossiping. I can't pretend you still want to see it. So I've been lying to you. No, this is irreversible. Push me away and let me go. No, this is irreversible. Let me go back to my old life. I'd rather be alone. Now it's up to me to decide where to go, because I know it's irreversible. The worst part of you is me. I remember what they taught me and what kind of person I thought I should be when I spoke. I remember hearing this or that again, so I pretended to cooperate. Now you think it's me. I am gossiping. The more I think about it, the less I can forgive myself, because I have been deceiving you. No, this is irreversible. Push me away and let me go. No, this is irreversible. Let me go back to my old life. I'd rather be alone now. It's up to me to decide where to take it back, because I understand that the worst part of you is me now. I don't want to be such a person. I never thought what I said would make you leave me, that's all. No, no, it is irreversible now. Let me go. No, it's irreversible now. Let me go back to my old life. I would rather be alone all the time. Now it's up to me to decide where to go, because I know that your worst side is irreversible now, and your worst side is me.