When we mention the old days of the Republic of China, we will think of the infatuated love between Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman, or the entanglement between Lin and Liang Sicheng and Jin, or the wrong love between Zhang Ailing and Hu Lancheng. ...
Their love is widely known and circulated by the world. However, in the vast period of the Republic of China, there are still a few lamentable feelings unknown to the public, but there are still lingering warmth. I feel sorry every time I think about it, and I don't have a dream and I don't know you.
? Zhu Xiang and Liu Nijun-Life is not just poetry and distance.
When I first read a poem "Dragonfly" by Zhu Xiang, I was immediately surprised. It's fresh, graceful and tender, but it's cute when I look at it, and the style is as delicate as a girl.
Zhu Xiang's poems are exquisite and clever, but his character is resolute, self-respecting and frank. There is quite a rebellious pride in his bones. He was expelled from school for resisting Tsinghua's early naming system for more than 20 times, and refused the requests of friends and others. He resolutely left Tsinghua and went to Shanghai to devote himself to poetry creation.
And Liu Nijun is the fiancee of both parents who married Zhu Xiang. Zhu Xiang's character is absolutely opposed to this traditional old-fashioned arranged marriage, so she was cold or even exclusive from the beginning. It happened that she was also in Shanghai, and her family was in trouble. Her father died and she was homeless. A girl is lonely and doesn't rely on laundry for a living.
Zhu Xiang is not heartless. She went to see her after learning about Liu Nijun. When she saw the young woman washing clothes in a smoky laundry factory, she seemed to strike a chord in her heart and vaguely began to like the girl. She wants to take care of her and protect her. As if in an instant, there is a bud named love growing quietly. Although he was frank, he turned around and pulled Liu Nijun out of the laundry to marry her.
After they got married, Zhu Xiang went to study in the United States. During this period, he wrote more than 100 affectionate letters to his beloved Ni Mei, but due to financial constraints, he failed to complete his studies and return to China.
Life is inseparable from poetry. Zhu Xiang sells poems and articles, which can't support the operation of the family. The death of the child added gloom to the family. But Zhu Xiang is an arrogant person, unwilling to compromise, and failed to apply for a job many times. In the end, only the poems and essays he regarded as life were left.
On that day, the wind in Jiang Tao was cold and the waves were monstrous. He bought a boat ticket and his wife's favorite diet candy with what little money he had left. In this way, he jumped into the cold river, and a generation of gifted scholars died at the age of 29, leaving only his talent, his poems and his fragility.
After his death, Liu Nijun cut his hair and ended the world of mortals, and never heard from him again.
? Jiang Guangci and Song Ruoyu —— Sad Love Songs of Lushan Mountain
Both of them are brilliant and know each other because of their writing. * * * Both contribute to Youth magazine, and Jiang Guangci is a member of other provinces. Song Ruoyu was deeply moved by two brilliant articles. She offered an olive branch and wrote a letter to Jiang Guangci, which lasted for six years.
Perhaps this kind of love is called online love in our time, but their love is thin and pure. They have never met before, relying on letters to comfort each other's hearts, platonic love, living in different places but caring for each other.
People in love are often compassionate. Jiang Guangci was picking orchids that day. Suddenly, he received a letter from Song Ruoyu. he is filled with a wild ecstatic happiness. An elegant orchid was printed on the stationery, and finally he saw the photo of his sweetheart.
From then on, Jiang Guangci took photos with him every day, took care of them like treasures, and took them out in his spare time.
1925, the sixth year they met, they finally agreed to meet. Jiang Guangci holds an important position in Beifangju, and he can't get away with it. When he learned that his beloved was going to the railway station, he ran desperately to his beloved and waited eagerly and expectantly on the platform. The girl who has haunted him for thousands of times in his dreams is finally going to meet him.
When she got off the bus, in the bustling crowd, they recognized each other almost at the same time and smiled at each other, just as Baoyu said when he first met Daiyu, "I have seen this sister."
In the face of rumors and parents' opposition, they finally went through thousands of difficulties and entered the marriage hall hand in hand. Married life is ordinary but happy. He works to support his family, and she paints in class, which is plain and warm.
Jiang Guangci recalled their time together: "Ruoyu and I sat side by side by the lotus pond, snuggling up to each other and watching the happy, complete and crystal full moon. They acquiesced in silence, as if they were dissolved by the nectar of happiness and floated into fairyland. "
However, Song Ruoyu began to feel dizzy, shock, cough and fever less than a month after her marriage, which is the fault of nature. It turned out that she was infected with lung disease. They sought medical treatment everywhere, but all failed. Finally, they had to go to Lushan to recuperate.
The beautiful Lushan Mountain nourishes the foolish, but it can't cope with the pain. She can't write gradually, burns repeatedly, and autumn leaves fall, which also takes away her beautiful and young life.
The year she left, she was 23. Jiang Guangci wrote a tearful Guiling Self-reproach. She was upset and worried about getting sick. Before she died, she cried with tears: "Ruoyu, wait for me at Lushan Mountain ..."
Ask what love is in the world, and teach people to live and die together. Such as a short-lived beautiful love until death, from pure deduction to life and death, this life will not change.
Lu makes waves in love.
Lu Yin was a popular writer in that era, and she was listed as one of the modern female writers in China 18 alongside Xiao Hong and Su. Lu Yin is her pen name, which means to hide the true face of Lushan Mountain.
She is plain-looking, but talented and full of pride, with quite a few suitors. However, she married Guo Mengliang, a married man, regardless of public opinion and opposition, and was widowed at the age of 30.
After losing her husband, she was depressed and begged alcohol to anesthetize her body and mind. She didn't expect to meet Li Weijian, the person who can let her put down her heart lock again.
When they met, Li Weijian was a junior in Tsinghua. She teaches in a middle school. The two met and chatted happily, and then used "cold gull" and "different clouds" to correspond.
Li Weijian's love is warm and persistent, and his originally silent heart is gradually moved by him. However, Lu Yin still can't accept this older Xiao Jiu boy.
She escaped, and he persevered and swept away all her emptiness, anxiety and loneliness like a flash. She fell in love with the boy.
She described their relationship like this: "In the past, I decided to turn myself into a quiet wave and die in the abyss of death. Now I think this is stupid. I want to make this sewer alive and make waves. "
I like this sentence very much. I like it in my bones Once again, regardless of the world, she married Li Weijian. Love gave her great comfort. Their letters were compiled and published by her as "Love Letters from Gulls". Sincere words warmed the people of that era.
They settled in Shanghai, Lu Yin taught in Shanghai, and Li Weijian worked as an editor in Zhonghua Book Company. Because of the nourishment of love, Lu Yin's creative talent in this period was amazing and his fame was at its zenith.
It's a pity that the genius was jealous, and her life died in dystocia because of the misdiagnosis of a quack. Li Weijian was heartbroken and resentful, and wanted to sue the quack who was stopped by Lu Yin who was dying. She said, "People are dying. What's the use of suing him? "
She passed away with many regrets, and she was reluctant to give up, clinging to the unfinished creation and the unfinished people.
Li Weijian, 70, wrote a gentle and touching poem, "Cold gulls take pictures in the air, and different clouds hurt." Leng Ou left, leaving Yun Yun alone for the rest of his life, saying that he would make waves, but quietly left.
In that era of rain and drought, love soothed the soul, but when it comes to love, it can't be together for life. Who will tell you its beautiful scenery when you leave? Who are you playing with?
With you gone, my heart is empty.
Be gentle and promise for a long time. There are many words, hidden in my heart, waiting for someone. Don't be so silent that there is no trace of her all your life.
? -Zhu Xiang to Liu Nijun