Preface for you is also parting. I didn't expect you to be so reckless, or you had already thought about it. None of us need to see through anyone. The so-called complexity, the so-called incomprehension, just makes a grandiose excuse for our distrust. No trust means no trust, and there are not many explanations and reasons.
You said I was complicated, you said my heart was too chaotic, and you said you suddenly felt disgusted with me. Do you know how I feel when I hear these words? I have nothing to say, because I am chilling. Chilling is not because 160 days I got nothing, but because 160 days my ending in your mind is so miserable.
I have known you for more than five months. It's not that you don't understand my mind. In fact, I hate it when I don't refuse or accept alone. Maybe you're right. You need contact and understanding, so I respect you every time. Sometimes I can't help but mention it, and I will stop here because you don't want to. But a person can be indifferent, indifferent and deaf for so long, which shows how deep it is. Yes, I'm complicated. I am so complicated that I can treat one person and one thing. I am too complicated to hide my feelings and emotions. Yes, I can't be as calm as you. So it's easy if you don't say it, but complicated if I say it, right?
Everyone has self-interest, everyone can leave a way out for himself, and everyone is afraid of losing, which is understandable. From this perspective, there is no complete trust in this world. You guard against me, I guard against you. Emotion is not a transaction, and you can't accept it completely without risk. Besides, people who trust you may betray you. Besides, you don't know which comes first, tomorrow or the accident. Nothing can be guaranteed and nothing is absolute. Cowards are afraid of failure, so they don't deserve success.
Maybe we should put it another way. All indecision and uncertainty only come from dissatisfaction. Dissatisfaction with people or things, or incomplete satisfaction. You don't abandon your current dissatisfaction, but expect to meet something more perfect at the same time. This is probably the psychology. Don't deny it, even if you really say something in your heart that you don't even want to admit, you should face it calmly once. This is all realistic and there is nothing wrong with it. There is nothing wrong with you being dissatisfied with me. You will find something better. But you can't treat your feelings positively. I thought you were wrong.
Then I don't want to say more. Sometimes I just want to find a lifeline. Maybe you are not the straw, so you don't need to save me. But I think you should understand my feelings.
Do you need someone to help you or comfort you when you are in deep trouble? Even if you can't save him, you can tell him that there is nothing I can do. I can't save you. Find another way out, but I can chat with you if you don't mind. So he will feel very gratified. If you still hang around in front of him and pretend nothing happened, then he will be very upset. But he will not blame you for it, but choose to talk to you. Maybe at this time, he will say something irrational or radical because of his emotions. Not only can't you understand his meaning, but you will also misinterpret his meaning, argue with him and get angry with him. Then he can only swallow all the bitter water into his stomach.
Finally, Miss Y, thank you for accompanying me here!
160 days, ok, let's stop here. Can you stop saying those sad words and at least leave a bud in my heart?