Because of boredom, I have more ideas.
So, on black and white TV,
I yearn for the quadrangles in Beijing and the water towns in the south of the Yangtze River.
I also yearn for Taiwan Province Province, a treasure island that is too far away from me.
Because of these longings, people with low self-esteem are reluctant to go out of their homes.
I just want to stay in my little room,
It seems that this is the only way, everything is stable and safe,
Finally, the time will be extended step by step.
When reading, there is a big playground outside the window.
I didn't seem to have an ideal at that time.
Maybe, I think I think too much,
Ideal, not in its own practical scope,
I must finish reading this book quickly day after day.
Every night, in the dormitory, looking out the window,
Those stars, those lonely nights,
It seems to illuminate my ideal,
Suddenly, I entered the life I wanted.
Only in this way did I fall asleep slowly and peacefully.
Because, the next day, I was still at school.
Later, I gradually realized that,
I looked out the window of a man's room, where I worked alone.
Like a flock of white pigeons frozen outside the window.
Flying freely, living obviously, so lonely,
So I don't want to be ordinary,
I am rediscovering my ideal and repeating it in my mind over and over again.
It's like going deep into my bone marrow,
I remember it better than my family,
Perhaps, youth, arrogance, theory,
I failed, failed again, failed again,
There was a time when I was afraid to face the reality.
Many years later, my family and I lived in the community.
When I looked out of the window, I found that Zhengzhou was actually very good.
Perhaps, in my original plan, there was no Zhengzhou at all.
Who knows, I married it,
However, I am still pursuing my dream.
Just like those competing cars outside the window,
Some families drive hundreds of thousands of cars, while others drive more than one million cars.
In fact, everyone is moving forward and working hard.
I feel that the window now is really different from before.
Indeed, everyone is changing, including me.
No matter how much you change, you will get it.