I sat alone on the porch and stared at the room outside the window. Pale green walls, ochre
Colored floor, some chairs and desks; Empty hair covered with green.
The light that came out was shining, and I only felt gloomy and colorless.
This house is the dormitory where Wan Yin and I live. In our spare time, we
I have been joking in this room, and now Wanyin has left me alone.
I can't know where she went, nor can the world know, and she.
I can't know for myself. However, Wan Yin is dead. I saw that she was ill. I saw her.
Our body is buried in loess, but can this body represent Wanyin?
The house is still empty, the air is still dull, and the lights are still miserable.
Green. I just sit outside the window, not sad, not completely afraid; It seems that nerves
I'm numb, and I dare not set foot in the house again.
Death, you are the destroyer, you are a great authority! Since this world
With living things, why destroy them and restrict them? Whether it's the emperor,
He is a hero, but ... as soon as I saw you, I immediately left everything behind and gave in.
Under your leadership; Whether amazing, brilliant, great, great, contact with you.
After that, only a piece of [POU] loess remains!
Thinking of this, I only feel disappointed and discouraged, to the extreme! -One like this.
Life, what's the fun? Even with great will, what's the use? and
What was the result? In the final analysis, it's just vanity. Not only am I vanity, but everything is vanity.
It is vanity.
In the dark sky, there are only a few twinkling stars that keep shaking. tree
The leaves and hawthorn are ringing. A scent of Sophora japonica rushed to the edge of the diaphragm.
I looked up at the sky and counted the stars, trying to comfort myself. I want to:
-Why do you feel sorry for the dead? Why are you sad because of "death"? In this world,
People who work hard want to be happy for the country and society; It seems to be an extremely magnificent macro.
Big business. However, the creator is like an ant, xinxin.
Bitter, carry corn for your companions. What time is it, light rain, breeze,
Suddenly, he killed his little body and blew it away. His project is over. I
We are already like little ants and dust on this earth, not to mention in this million-dollar cluster.
In the ethereal deep space, it is even worse than small ants and dust! In this way,
..... It's all just a flash in the pan, which inhibits rationality. With their departure, it's all over!
why ...
Thought of here, my brain seems to swell up and my body seems to rise to the sky.
I finally calmed down and looked around:-I was still sitting on the edge of the fence, and the scenery outside the building,
Everything is the same. It turns out that I haven't surpassed the outside world. I am very painful and depressed.
The head only sighs.
The sound of clothes seems to come down from a tree, and then there is a weak voice.
Voice, repeatedly called: "Bing Xin, Bing Xin!" I am groggy at this time and ask a way:
"Who is it? Is it Wanyin? " She said, "Yes." I tried to look up,
With the faint starlight, a closer look shows that the white skirt is fluttering.
I'm not looking at Wanyin! It's just that her whole body is full of solemnity.
It seems that it is not what it used to be.
My heart is getting dizzy, and I feel sad and happy and ask, "Wanyin, you!" "
Why again? Where the hell have you been? "She smiled and said," I just.
Just cross the boundary of infinite life. "I said," You're not ... "She.
Shook his head and said, "What is death? I'm as alive as you are, but
Your side of the line, my side of the line, the spirit is still knotted.
It is closed, not only you and I are combined, but also we are combined with everything in the universe.
Yes "
After listening to her words, my heart is very vague, like understanding and not.
I see.
At this time, her eyes seemed to have clearly seen the symptoms in my heart.
Knot a knot. He asked, "Did you exist in the world before you were born?" Before you die.
After that, will there be you in the world? "I really don't understand at this moment. After a while, suddenly.
When the light flashed, I felt my heart suddenly enlightened and said with joy, "Yes, yes,no."
Whether before or after death, I am still me, and' life' and' death' are nothing.
The' limit of life' is it. "
She smiled and said, "Look, I'll ask you again, what is infinite life?"
? "I said," infinite life is heaven and bliss. " She said:
"This bright and sacred place was found in your life? Or did you find out after death?
And then what? "I said," since I was there before and after death, this paradise and paradise,
Assuming there is still one, it's ok. "
She said, "Why is there no such place in the world now?" I
As if to answer: "since we are combined with everything, we should be completely combined."
Hou, it became heaven and heaven, but now ... "She stopped me.
Then he said, "in this way, heaven and paradise will not be outside."
Isn't it? "I nodded.
She paused for a moment, then said, "I am you, you are me, and you and I are everything."
Everything is space: not analyzable, not analyzable. So-people and
Is the love between people, between people and everything, between space and space a epiphyllum? This is a bubble.
What? Those heroes, emperors and wars are naturally futile. I
Is it futile for children to do the cause of' complete integration'?
Is it from the creator's point of view to build a "completely integrated" human career, like?
Little ants and dust? "I can't say a word, I can only shed tears of happiness and belief.
Look at her with your fingers.
She slowly raised her hand, fluttering lightly, and her faint eyes were melodious.
My Lang Lang said: "All-round love and infinite combination are inseparable from life and death."
-People-
Things, no matter what, can't stop destroying him, you go,
-You are taking the road of "complete integration"! "
At this time, she slowly floated up, as if to fly with the wind. I quickly caught her.
The skirt says, "Where am I going? Where is that road? " She pointed to the horizon.
He said, "You walk to see him. Look-the light is coming! "
Soft clothes brushed my face. Open your eyes slowly and see the horizon.
The edge, overflowing with blush, is bright and clean, welcoming me. In my heart
Full of joy, she also said to her slightly: "The light is coming!