I can't hide secrets and sorrows, just as I can't hide the joy of loving you and the hesitation of separation. I am so calm, you are willing to hurt, you will hurt.
If one day, you want to leave me, I won't keep you, I know you have your reasons; If one day, you say you still love me, I will tell you that I have been waiting for you; If one day, we pass by, I will stop and stare at your distant back and tell myself that I once loved that person. Maybe people can love many times in their life, but there is always one person who can make us laugh the most brilliantly, cry the most thoroughly and think the most deeply.
the smoke has started. I'll wait for you at the door. The sun is setting, I'll wait for you at the hillside. The leaves are yellow. I'll wait for you under the tree. The moon is bent, I'll wait for you in the fifteenth. The drizzle is coming. I'll wait for you under the umbrella. The running water is frozen. I'll wait for you by the river. Life is tired, I am waiting for you in heaven. We are old, and I am waiting for you in the afterlife. It is not only love, but also responsibility and habit that can last forever.
Never bear a grudge against a man. After all, he once loved you, hurt you and gave you happiness. Never say that there is no good man in this world. Maybe tomorrow, you will meet the man who loves you. In your eyes, no matter how bad he is, it is good.
everyone has a dead end. If you can't get out by yourself, others can't get in. I put my deepest secret there. You don't understand me. I don't blame you. Everyone has a wound, deep or shallow ... I put the reddest blood on it. You don't understand me. I don't blame you. Everyone has a line of tears, cold water to drink, and tears to brew. I send the saddest grievances there. You don't understand me. I don't blame you.
if you want something, just let it go. If it can come back to you, it will always belong to you; If it doesn't come back, it's not yours at all. If one day, someone who can't come back disappears and someone who can't live without leaves, it doesn't matter. Time will bring the right person to you. Before that, all you have to do is take good care of yourself.
no matter how hard your life is, you will eventually find someone who makes you willing to be silly.
You can keep silent, regardless of my anxiety; You don't have to answer the message, regardless of my anxiety; You can regard my concern as the reason that makes you upset; You can leave my thoughts in the corner and ignore them. You can smile at others, you can hug others, you can be good to the whole world, but forget that I have been sad. -You just like you because of me, and that is the only reason that makes me humble.
if, in the end, it's really not you. If you have gone through so many ups and downs, you will eventually have to part. If the story ends, there are other people around us. If memories, promises and determination to fall in love become small and vulnerable in the face of reality. No matter what happens in the future, no matter how it ends. Now I am still willing to love persistently. -We wait for our last, last and last together. Yu Qiuyu's Short Prose Part II: Ruins (1)
I curse the ruins, and I feel sorry for them.
The ruins swallowed up my hopes, and I remember clearly that pieces of rubble were scattered among the weeds, and the broken stone pillars stood in the sunset. The records in the book and the childhood fantasies were all destroyed in the ruins. The glory of the past became a mockery, and the ancestors of entrepreneurship roared in the cold wind. Night came, and the unknown moon smiled bitterly, hid in the clouds and cast a shadow over the ruins.
however, the accumulation of generations is not history. Ruins are destruction, burial, farewell and choice. The power of time should leave traces on the earth; The great ship of years should crush bumps between lanes. There is no yesterday without ruins, and there is no today and tomorrow without yesterday. Ruins are textbooks, let's read a geography into history; Ruins are processes, and life is to start from old ruins and move towards new ruins. At the beginning of construction, I thought of its future decline, so the ruins are the destination; The construction of renewal is based on ruins, so ruins are the starting point. Ruins are a long chain of evolution.
a friend told me that once he walked into a famous ruin, he looked up and was full of tears. The composition of this tear is very complicated, which is a monk's hatred, a loss, and not entirely. The ruins show stubbornness, like a disabled tragic hero. The ruins show the vicissitudes of life, and people can peek into the deception of the national steps. Ruins are instructions from the dying old man, so you can't help but be moved.
the ruins have a kind of formal beauty, which transforms the beauty of pulling away from the earth into the beauty of attaching to the earth. If there are too many teenagers, it will turn into dirt and completely melt into the earth. The stage that will not melt is the ruins. Mother smiled and encouraged her sons' creation, and accepted this creation with a smile. Mother was afraid that her sons were too tired and the world was too congested. Have you ever seen the fluttering yellow leaves in autumn? Mother is afraid that they will be cold and embrace income. Without yellow leaves, there will be no autumn, and the ruins are the yellow leaves of the building.
people say that the meaning of yellow leaves lies in nurturing spring. I said that yellow leaves are also beautiful.
two friends argued in front of me. One said that he likes to walk alone in the ruins at night when the stars are scattered and the moon is waning, or sing poems or sing songs until the east turns white. Another said that with the expectation of the morning light, this kind of night outing will be lost. His habit is to take advantage of the twilight of the waning moon and find a path to walk back quietly.
as for me, I am older than them, and I have no such lofty sentiments and energy. I am afraid that people will refresh, repair and rebuild all the ruins. Yu Qiuyu's Short Prose Part III: Ruins (2)
Not imaginable. The Colosseum in ancient Rome needed to be rebuilt. The ancient city of Pompeii needs to be rebuilt, the Haoge Cave in Cambodia needs to be rebuilt, and the Mayan cultural sites need to be rebuilt.
It's as if it's impossible to imagine that the ancient bronze wares of the distant years need polishing, the broken halberds on the shelves need nickel plating, the books of the Song Dynasty need plastic, and the old lady of the Han Dynasty in Mawangdui needs skin grafting, breast enhancement and heavy makeup.
as long as history does not block and time does not go backwards, everything will get old. Be old, and give the world a kind beauty peacefully. Pretending to be naive is the cruelest self-abuse. A grandmother without wrinkles is terrible, and an old man without white hair is regrettable. Life without ruins is too tired, the land without ruins is too crowded, and the act of covering up the ruins is too deceptive.
Return history to truth and life to process.
this is the great wisdom of mankind.
Of course, not all the ruins are worth preserving, otherwise the earth will be scarred. Ruins are envoys sent from ancient times to modern times, which have been picked and screened by historical kings. Ruins are feats that our ancestors once launched, which gathered the local strength and essence at that time. The ruins smashed into dust are not ruins, but there should be the strongest ligament in history. Ruins can provide the possibility of reading, and the ruins exude the magnetic force that makes people linger. Yes Ruins are a magnetic field. Extremely ancient. Extremely modern. The compass of the mind should be strongly felt here. If you lose magnetism, you will lose the life of the ruins, and it will soon be eliminated by people.
not all repairs are absurd. Carefully clean it up, reinforce it without revealing traces, and then painstakingly design it to keep it original and easy to watch. This kind of work is a boon to the ruins. The end of all the work is to make it a veritable ruin, a ruin that everyone is willing to mourn. Repair always means a certain degree of damage, and it is the long-cherished wish of all real ruins repairers to minimize the damage. Not all reconstruction needs to be denied. If even the ruins are gone, it's no harm to rebuild one to realize the ambition of modern people to swallow the past, but that's just the classical style of modern architects, using an ancient name out of humor. The Yellow Crane Tower has been rebuilt and can be equipped with elevators; If Epang Palace is rebuilt, it can be used as a hotel. If the Knee King Pavilion is rebuilt, a shopping mall can be opened. This has little to do with history. If there are both ruins and reconstruction, then I suggest that the ruins should be preserved and rebuilt next door. It hurts to drive on the plane in the ruins.
whether it is repair or reconstruction, the essence of the ruins lies in preservation. The ruins of Yuanmingyuan is one of the most historic cultural relics in Beijing. If it is completely razed and a brand-new Yuanmingyuan is built, it will be more than worth the candle. The Qing Dynasty is gone, the raging flames are gone, the national gloom is gone, the historical sentiment is gone, the story of last night is erased, and the last night's dreams are cleaned up. However, it is not the last night's dreams that are cleaned up, but today's games.