What does Cang Yang Jia CuO's poem "My child, he is more aphasic than losing his dream" mean?

It means: my teenager, after understanding all kinds of things in the world, is more silent than a lost dream (which can also be understood as lost beauty).

From: Cangyang Jiacuo-the most beautiful lover in the world

Original text:

Scene 1: Lotus Peanut Frontier

I am the lotus before Buddha.

I came to this world and was misunderstood by this world. I am the most beautiful lotus in the world. I am not the Buddha of all beings. I came to find the love of my life and talk to her about a romantic love.

Scene 2: Wrong meeting

If time can stay at the moment when we first met.

I am a young man, and I have a Buddhist heart and a mortal heart.

Ask the Buddha for puzzles, do happy things with lovers, and don't waste a life.

Scene 3: the fate of Changhong Mountain

Clouds are lonely mountains.

At this moment, here,

In the Sunshine City, in the Red Sun Mountain, in Kannonji,

I'm Rosan Renqin Cangyang Jiacuo.

Scene 4: Young Lang Qingcheng

Miss the most beautiful lover in the world

Before I die, my heart dies with the world.

I remembered the Buddha's words, but I forgot the original intention of asking questions. I am looking for an origin where the sun and the moon will never meet in a sea of people, just like I miss following after abandoning the mortal world.

Scene 5: Flowers on the other side, vows

Live up to the Tathagata, live up to the Qing Dynasty.

I was born infatuated. I will not give up day by day. When the light in my heart is gone, I still want to find a dark fire to ignite eternal life.

If the night never changes, I will hold someone's hand and have sex with her.

Scene 6: Barkhor Street Human World

I would like to turn the world of mortals upside down for you.

This is your fate and mine.

One day, when you climb the peak and face the sea, you will see a wandering monk. You have him in your eyes, but he prints you in the bottom of my heart between your eyes. He's all yours, Cangyang Jiacuo.

Scene 7: Sunshine Temple, believers

Origin and extinction, fate is empty.

My teenager, aphasia is more than dreaming.

I wandered in the deep, to explore the fragrance and silence of lotus, and unexpectedly found my favorite person.

She said to me, "You are my lotus."

Scene 8: Immortality of Qinghai Lake

The most beautiful thing is my life.

Everyone's life is real and beautiful. What you have is what you have, but losing it does not mean losing it. Loss is another kind of possession, you have to believe it. Your failure and greatness, rebirth and extinction, are like flowers blooming and falling, simple and self-sustaining, and precious forever.

The most beautiful thing is your life and mine.

Postscript: Qing Huan and Jun Shu

You are a teenager that I will always remember.

The real you are the most beautiful memory in the depths of the night, and no one can replace you.

After several generations of reincarnation, it will not be endless.

Only you, in this life, become eternal.

Ps: the flowing years of Ganges River