This is the hottest and most hopeless love song and sad song that Wang dedicated to his first lover! ?
In Wang's view, Luo Shan, his first lover, was the sun in his dark night. How he wishes the light could light him up and warm him; In his view, the first lover Luoshan is the begonia flower in that dream. How he wished begonia could send a wisp of fragrance in his dream and kiss his lips in his dream.
However, the first lover had already left him, without the sunshine and fragrance he longed for! Wang can only imagine for himself: occasionally there will be a little light and a little incense!
Wang even hoped that her first love would be a bayonet, which deeply pierced her chest and made her feel her invasion in extreme pain and purplish blood! However, the first lover left him and never got into his chest!
The lover left and flew away with the wings of the soul. He has disappeared without a trace and will never be found again. There is nothing he can do but imagine: there will be a little breeze occasionally, and she still has her breath!
However, this is just imagination!
They used to walk hand in hand, study in a foreign country, and be together all day. You and I both liked each other ... However, once the wind and rain hit, the sunshine at night and the begonia flowers in Wang Mengli left him without leaving any exceptions.
In another song of Wang, we can also feel Wang's deep obsession with his first love:
The girl who turned her back on him finally became Zhu Shazhi in his heart and Bai Yueguang in his life. He is obsessed with it, he is haunted by dreams, and he has written countless songs for her.
? Outside Luoshan, Wang also wrote a song "Waiting" for Sanmao, and even the girl who whipped him gently on the grassland wrote a song "In that faraway place" for it.
He never wrote a poem or even a word to his wife Huang Jing.
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