I remember the day when I just signed up for class. Going to Suzhou for business, I feel much more relaxed when I get on the train. As soon as I sat down, I was recognized as a doctor by an old man sitting next to me. I was very surprised. I said I just signed up for a psychologist training class, and I haven't officially gone to school to study psychology. But like it or not, I discussed psychology with six passengers sitting there and explained the gospel to them. I found that a young man by the window had a weak self-confidence because of his strong appearance, so I concluded that his self-confidence was weak, so I specially told him the gospel, and he seemed to be getting better and better. At this time, a voice in my heart said, "You are the best doctor. You make them your own psychologists."
I think it is the voice of the Lord Christ Jesus, because I often have these voices in my heart at ordinary times, and I can judge which is the voice of the Lord Christ Jesus, which is my own voice and which is the voice that tempts me. I thought, "God said to me,' The best doctors are those who make them their own doctors.' Because I explained the gospel to them as a psychiatrist. "
Suzhou came back and began a formal psychology class. After class, I feel that I have entered the role of a doctor. June 65438+1October 14, 2009 is Wednesday, and I usually go to the church to attend the youth party on Wednesday night. I wrote all day that day and was particularly tired in the afternoon. I said to myself, "Don't go to Pu 'an Hall, it's far away. The International Church is nearby. Go to the international church. "So I began to dress and make up.
After getting dressed, I said to myself, "I want to be a psychologist in an international chapel because I have learned some psychological knowledge." So I put on the clothes that I was recognized as a psychologist when I went to Suzhou that day-beige long coat, red boots and red scarf.
I went downstairs and felt very relaxed when I walked in the street. There is no fatigue of writing for a day at all. I got on the bus easily and gave my seat to others along the way. The smell inside the car is very good. It's a natural smell, not the smell of spices or perfume. I said, "I don't know which passenger in this car is so blessed by God and has such a fragrant company." The driver seems to be saying, "It's you, not others." I was so happy that I couldn't keep my mouth shut.
When I got to the church, I didn't sit in the front as before, but in the back. I try to talk to everyone I can talk to. I remember that I am a psychologist here, so everyone I talk to smiles, because I not only strengthened their confidence in the Lord Jesus Christ, but also expressed their love as much as possible.
After the party, I went home. As soon as I opened the door, I felt very peaceful at home. I blurted out, "Lord, I know where you are." For the first time, I said with my mouth, not just in my heart, that I knew the Lord Christ Jesus was there. I hurried into the back room. In the back room, I usually put a few beams of light on the wall of the golden plate of the Lord's last supper. I shouted, "Lord, I know where you are!" " "At this time, the light beam moved to the sculpture of the Lord Jesus Brothers in the sculpture of the Lord's Last Supper that I put on the table, but it disappeared in an instant.
There is no light at home, because there are always some lights at home, such as moonlight and street lamps outside, which can be seen at night. I walked around the room. I have never been afraid to meet God, because I know that God is God. I'm afraid, and I don't know why. But then I said, "Lord, I'm not afraid. I want to see you. " As soon as the voice fell, I turned around and suddenly found seven huge golden lampstands on the far right outside the window behind me. I shouted in my heart, "It's the Lord!"
I rushed to the window and looked at the golden lampstand in the distance. I have never seen any golden lampstand there, but it is dark. Now there are seven glittering golden lampstands, the size of a building.
The next day during the day, I went to see the place where the golden lampstand was displayed last night. That is a building under construction. I am amazed at the miracle of the Lord Christ Jesus, but miracles like this still amaze me.
At night, the buildings built during the day turned into seven huge golden lampstands. This situation continued until I saw the building repaired and turned into a beautiful modern office building. It's just that I'm surprised that I never seem to see a worker like a human being repairing it. ! Whatever, it will become seven golden lampstands at night anyway. What I want to see is seven golden lampstands.
Golden lampstand, I know you are a pledge from the Lord Christ Jesus. You want me to be a psychologist in the Christian church and treat Christians, and I am willing to treat Christians, so I have to look at the golden lampstand every night.
Then one night I couldn't see the golden lampstand. I am in a hurry. The Lord Christ Jesus enlightened me in his heart and said, "If you don't treat my followers well, I won't give you the golden lampstand." I quickly said, "I want to treat Christians, I want to treat Christians." After that, I dare not neglect going to church. Thank the Lord-because the golden lampstand is something around the Lord in the sky. Chapter 1 section 12- 13 of Revelation of the Bible records: "I turned around to see who was talking to me. I turned around and saw seven golden lampstands. In the middle of the lampstand was a man like the son of man, dressed in a long robe, hanging down to his feet and wearing a gold belt around his waist. The golden lampstand is my encouragement. So I treat people, write poems and articles, praise and thank the Lord Jesus Christ, hoping to become a lamp on earth.
Now this golden lampstand has been with me in front of my window for a long time. It's strange that when I first came out of the golden lampstand, there were seven golden lampstands at first, now there are seven stars, and then it became seven golden lampstands. Sometimes the seven stars still have colors. Every time a colorful star comes out, my heart is uneasy. There is a feeling in my heart that I didn't do well in some aspects that day. Many times, I feel that I just didn't pay attention to rest.
I am very surprised at this miracle and have been trying to find the answer. The first person who gave me the answer was Pastor Mei Kangjun, former editor-in-chief of the Christian magazine Tianfeng. He sent someone to look at it and said that this golden lampstand symbolizes the church of the Lord Christ Jesus. The second answer is what I found in the book, which truly symbolizes the church of the Lord (see Revelation 1: 12). Later, I looked up the Bible and thought I had found it all. In the Bible's Revelation 1: 17-20, I recorded this passage: As soon as I saw it, I fell at his feet as if I were dead. He pressed me with his right hand and said, "Don't be afraid! I'm the first, I'm the last, I'm alive. I was dead, and now I am alive forever and ever, and I have the keys to death and the underworld. So, write down what you see, present and future. As for the mystery of the seven stars and seven golden lampstands in my right hand, the seven stars are the messengers of seven churches, and the seven lampstands are seven churches. "
Golden lampstand, I hope you will accompany me forever.
The golden lampstand is my encouragement. So I treat people, write poems and articles, praise and thank the Lord Christ Jesus, hoping to become a lamp on earth.