[1] Gao Shuying is sitting in an ebony armchair by the window, looking at a book with rapt attention, raising his head in surprise, glancing blankly at Qian Er, and smiling as if he didn't understand Qian Er's meaning. "Young lady, our wife will invite you to play cards! Mrs. Wang's uncle is here. " Qianer couldn't help laughing when she saw Shuying absorbed in reading, so she raised her voice and said it again.
She went to Shuying and stood at her desk, waiting for Shuying's answer. Shu-ying frowned slightly and politely declined, "Why do you want me to fight?"? Why don't you ask the third wife to call? " The third wife, Zhang, is Shuying's mother.
Qian said, "I invited you. Third Lady asked you to play for her." . Shuying felt very embarrassed when she heard this sentence.
She put down her book, stood up, stretched herself and was about to leave. She immediately sat down and frowned and said, "I don't want to go, just say I'm a little under the weather today." "Our wife invites you to go," Qian Er knew her mind, but deliberately joked with her and refused to leave. Instead, she made a chase, said the above words and smiled at her.
Shu-ying smiled, too, and with a little pleading tone, she quickly said, "Qian, you go." This gentleman will be back soon, so ask him.
I really don't want to play cards. "Qian son smiled knowingly, obediently promised, and walked outside.
Before leaving the door, she turned to look at Shuying and said, "Miss Er, if you study so hard, you will definitely win a female champion in the future." "Dead girl," Shu Ying scolded 1 with a smile.
She was relieved to see the back of money out of the door. There is no need for her to think blankly for a while, then suddenly pick up the book and want to continue reading where she left off.
But she felt that she couldn't concentrate on reading. The number four printed on thirty-two books became blurred before her eyes and jumped alternately from time to time.
The European life full of sunshine and laughter that is worth looking forward to is fading away. Instead, she thinks about her past days and her present environment.
She is a person with a strong memory. She can remember many things, especially the past year.
Indeed, many great changes have taken place in this mansion in the past year, and each change has left an indelible mark on her heart, which has opened up her new horizons and let her know something that she never thought of before. The biggest of these changes is the death of grandfather, sister-in-law, and cousin Chueh-hui, especially the latter one, which has given her considerable stimulation.
She learned from another cousin why she left. It never occurred to her that a young man would run away from home. Leaving home is a terrible place.
But now it seems that my cousin took something from home, and everything at home is different from before. She seems to have changed herself.
A year ago, others criticized her for being outspoken and joking, but now she can sit quietly in the room with a book for several hours, sometimes walking in the garden alone with a thoughtful look, or leaning against the railing on the circular arch bridge and looking at the lake below. Her mood at this time is indescribable.
There seems to be a desire to scratch her heart, and at the same time, it seems that something has flown away from her heart, and with the past days, there is a gap in her heart, from which there is a dull pain from time to time, sometimes even for no reason. Although the slight pain in her heart sometimes strikes suddenly, she will understand the reason after a while.
She immediately thought of another thing and then timidly put it aside. Although this has a lot to do with her and worries her, she dare not think about it. At the same time, she also knows that even if she thinks too much, it will not be good. This is about her marriage.
She only knew a little and guessed a little. Her grandfather promised her to give it to Chen Kejia's second son on Sunday.
Geng's post has been exchanged. This marriage was initiated by my grandfather and arranged by her father Keming.
The date has been fixed, but it was postponed because my grandfather suddenly fell ill. Recently, she heard what to do during the year.
She knows little about the Chen family. However, she heard that the Chen family's reputation was very bad, and she also heard that the master was not good at learning, liked gambling and held actors hostage.
This was heard by Cui Huan, a girl outside, because her father's law firm Keming and Chen Kejia's law firm are located in a big house, and her father's servants and bearers know something about Chen Jia. Her cousins, Chueh-min and Shuhua, often criticized Chen Guren in their conversations, causing her dissatisfaction with marriage intentionally or unintentionally.
In fact, she doesn't want to get married at such a young age, let alone into such a family. However, she felt that there was no other way but to obey her father's orders, and she could not ask about it herself.
She has no courage and is embarrassed. She just stuck to the day helplessly.
This is the main reason to keep her quiet. Melancholy took the opportunity to grow in her heart.
Although she is only seventeen years old, she already feels that her future is bleak. None of this is known to her parents.
These days, apart from talking to the brothers and sisters next door, I only borrowed some translations of western novels and some new magazines from her eldest cousin Chueh-hsin. She can't fully understand the articles in the magazine, but there are many places that touch her heart and inspire her enthusiasm; As for the western novel, it has a charming charm.
In those books, she saw another novel life, where there were women her age, but their behavior was so brave and natural. The most enviable thing was that they could control their own destiny, live freely and fall in love freely, which was completely different from her. So she loves reading those novels, often holding a book until late at night and melting herself into it.
No one interfered with her in this matter, but occasionally someone laughed at her with words like "bookworm" and "female champion" This is not necessarily malicious.
Although she doesn't like that, she doesn't feel hurt. However, the recent situation.
There are good words and sentences in Ba Jin's Spring. As much silver moonlight as possible fell on the ground, and crickets screamed everywhere.
The fragrance of the night permeates the air and weaves into a soft net, covering all the scenery inside. What the eyes come into contact with is covered with this soft net. No matter what grass or tree it is, it is not as realistic as during the day. Everything has a vague and illusory color, and everything hides its details and guards its secrets, making people feel like dreaming.
I am a person who is not good at speaking, and I seldom give speeches. I make an exception to speak here today, just to repay the friendship of Japanese friends. When I say friendship, I don't mean using diplomatic language. I have deep feelings for this word.
Friendship is not an empty talk, it is like a belt that firmly ties our hearts with those of our Japanese friends. I can't stop getting excited when I think of my Japanese friends. I owe you a friendship.
I will never forget that when the Gang of Four persecuted me and tried to make me "self-destruct my future", Japanese friends often asked me about my situation and cared about my safety. In the ten years of being isolated from the world, I often think of the happy days I spent with you and get comfort from these memories.
Today we are together again. You can expect my excitement and joy. I am a person who is not good at talking. Only when I am not good at words, can't express my thoughts, can't pour out my feelings, I have to turn to paper and pencil to let the burning fire gush out, so I wrote a novel.
I am not a writer, but I have been writing for more than fifty years. Everyone is exposed to literature in different ways.
I like reading novels since I was a child, and sometimes I even forget to eat and sleep, but not for study, but for recreation. I never dreamed that I would become a novelist.
I started writing novels just to find a way out. I was born in a big family of bureaucrats and landlords in Chengdu, Sichuan. My childhood was spent in twenty or thirty so-called "upper classes" and twenty or thirty so-called "lower classes". In a rich environment, I came into contact with the miserable life of attendants and sedan chairs. Under the pressure of hypocritical and selfish elders, I heard the groans of young life.
3. Ba Jin's famous sentence extracts the soil of my hometown, the land of my motherland. I will always be by your side, accepting the sunshine and rain, and growing with flowers, trees and seedlings. My only wish is to turn into dirt and stay in people's warm footprints. -Ba Jin's famous saying: I pursue light, love on earth and my ideal hero. The result will still hurt. But I have no regrets. I will go my own way with greater courage. -Ba Jin's famous saying tells the truth. I can't feel happy in front of the mirror, because the "respect" reflected in the mirror is worrying: haggard, aging ... I don't care if it looks good or not. What makes me sad is that it reminds me that you are going to die at any time. -Ba Jin's famous saying: A few years ago, I finished reading Tolstoy's novel Resurrection with tears. Or why do we have this kind of life? Romain rolland's answer is "to conquer it". -What is the goal of Ba Jin's famous saying? This is a colorful life. A person's life should radiate for others, and if necessary, he should sacrifice for others ... self-sacrifice is human nature, just as plants must bloom. -Ba Jin's famous saying, I often compare life to water. This water flows down from the source of life and is always in turmoil. On the way to create it, it crossed the rubble in the mountains and reached the only sea of life. Nothing can stop it. On the way. This is the love and hate, joy and pain in our life, which all flow to the sea with the current. From childhood to death, each of us is moving in the same direction, which is the goal of life. Whether we will go there, or if we get lost halfway and look in the wrong direction.
4. Looking for Ba Jin's good spring 1, the lovely spring girl came to the world with light steps, and the vibrant scene came in all directions, as if the whole world had just woken up from a deep sleep.
Swallows dragged their scissors-like tails back to their hometown in the north. They twittered and twittered, as if to say, "Spring is coming, spring is coming!" " I look for spring with curiosity. Ah, I see spring.
The mountains in the distance are rolling, full of green. The grass on the nearby hillside also crept out of the ground quietly. They are tender and green.
Fat little lobular children, like a fat doll who just woke up. This piece, that cluster, dotted with steep slopes.
Trees on the hillside quietly pull out new branches and sprout like grass. Willow branches hang down like a thread hanging from a tree.
Small bright yellow leaves are like petals tied on a string. Poplar is in bloom, and these flowers are clusters of purple.
It's interesting to be covered with soft fur like a caterpillar. Peach blossoms are in full bloom, apricot flowers are hanging on branches, and pear flowers are blooming.
4. All kinds of wild flowers woke up, only to see them spread out, hold their heads high and rush to bloom. Red, yellow, blue, white and purple ... are really colorful. Although these flowers are not expensive, they decorate this grassland of youth with their own beauty and dedicate themselves selflessly to the earth.
Swarms of bees, flapping their yellow wings, are busy humming honey; Colorful butterflies also dance in pairs. In the field, the wheat seedlings turn green, like green waves.
Golden wild vegetable flowers sparkle in the green waves. 6. I don't know when the spring rain began to rain, gently, but I couldn't hear the sound of falling, like a wet smoke, gently moistening the earth.
After the spring rain, the sun came out and it was sunny. The whole world is fresh as if it had just been washed, and the air is fresh. Take a deep breath. My Sweetie's disease is like drinking honey.
The spring breeze is warm, the bright spring light shines on the earth, and everything is full of vitality, which constitutes a beautiful landscape. 7. Jiangnan in spring is beautiful, the wind is soft, the air is fresh and the sun is warm; Wheat seedlings in the field are like the sea, scattered villages are unsinkable boats, criss-crossing winding rivers, willow branches by the river spit out buds, and reeds are green as soon as they come out; The calm river wakes up from the simplicity of winter and is covered with the color of nature.
8. In February and March of spring, the light blew slightly, and it began to rain in Mao Mao inexplicably. Thousands of soft willows relaxed their yellow-green eyes, red, white and yellow flowers, green grass and green leaves were all in a hurry like people rushing to the market, forming a brilliant spring. Those little swallows, so cute, so cute, also flew from the south. 9. Looking forward to, looking forward to, (showing eager joy) The east wind is coming, and the pace of spring is coming soon.
10, the grass sneaked out of the land, green. The wind is quiet and the grass is soft.
Peach, apricot and pear trees are red as fire, pink as chardonnay and white as snow. (The corresponding colors of peaches, apricots and pears are red, pink and white) Flowers are sweet, and wild flowers are scattered in the grass like eyes, stars and winks.
1 1, spring is coming! You see, colorful flowers are blooming, awakening lovely grass, trees, birds, animals, insects and fish from the cold winter and bringing the earth back to life. Those wild flowers twinkle like little stars.
12, spring is coming! Look, the melting ice water woke up the stream. Ding Dong Ding Dong, like a magical singer of nature, is singing a crisp and sweet song, galloping forward ... 13, and the buds on the branches of Chinese fir are quite plump and tender, reflecting the bright sky. Do you think spring can be far behind? 14, Spring is a magician. Who is more magical and beautiful than her? She patted the face of the sky with her wand, and the sky suddenly smiled. The bright sunshine gilded the clouds. She touched Dashan's shoulder with her wand, and Dashan immediately opened his sleepy eyes, took off his gray winter clothes and put on bright clothes. She touched the earth's chest with her wand, and the flowers and plants quickly climbed out of the quilt and rose. Spring is coming! Spring songs are being sung everywhere.
15, spring has come, and every corner of the earth is full of the breath of spring. On campus, there are beautiful Lu elephants everywhere in spring.
Willow pulls out thin willow silk and embellishes it with yellowish leaves; The grass grew with the fragrance of the earth, and clusters of bright green flowers stretched themselves, yawned and leaned out their little heads; The children took off their heavy winter clothes and put on light and bright spring clothes; Birds fly out of the house and sing beautiful songs, telling us that spring is coming! People are busier in spring. As the saying goes, a year's plan lies in spring.
You see, in the streets of the city, busy figures shuttle back and forth, and farmers sow the seeds of hope in the fields of the countryside. 17, just after Grandpa Dong left, Miss Chun quietly came to the world with a basket of flowers and spring rain. Suddenly, everything on the earth revived, and the flowers were overflowing, showing a vitality.
18, winter goes and spring comes, willow trees turn green, and the warm spring breeze blows the endless wheat fields green and wrinkles the quietly flowing river. The sweet spring rain is as light as spider silk, as thin as a needle and as long as a thread. When winter goes and spring comes, willow trees turn green, and the warm spring breeze blows the endless wheat fields and wrinkles the quietly flowing river. Sweet spring rain is like spider silk. The warm spring breeze turns the endless wheat fields green and wrinkles the quietly flowing river. Sweet spring rain is as light as spider silk, as thin as a needle, as long as a thread and as dense as a sieve.
5. Ba Jin's quatrain "Spring" Silver moonlight sprinkled on the ground, and crickets screamed everywhere. The fragrance of the night permeates the air and weaves into a soft net, covering all the scenery inside. What the eyes come into contact with is covered with this soft net. No matter what grass or tree it is, it is not as realistic as during the day. Everything has a vague and illusory color, and everything hides its details and guards its secrets, making people feel like dreaming.
I am a person who is not good at speaking, and I seldom give speeches. I make an exception to speak here today, just to repay my Japanese friends.
Friendship of friends. When I say friendship, I don't mean using diplomatic language. I have deep feelings for this word. Friendship is not empty.
This word, like a belt, ties our hearts closely with those of our Japanese friends. Thinking of Japanese friends, I can't
Take it easy. I owe you a friendship. I will never forget that the persecution of the Gang of Four made me "self-sufficient"
The line is dead, and Japanese friends often ask me about my situation and care about my safety. I was forced to be quarantined for ten years.
I often think of the happy time I spent with you and get comfort from these memories 3. Today we are together again.
Get together, my excitement and joy are what you want.
I am a person who is not good at talking. Only when he is not good at talking can he express his thoughts and feelings. Can I?
I had to turn to paper and pencil to let the burning fire in my heart gush out, so I wrote a novel.
I am not a writer, but I have been writing for more than fifty years. Everyone is exposed to literature in different ways. I have loved it since I was a child.
Reading novels, sometimes even forgetting to eat and sleep, but not for learning, but for recreation. I never dreamed that I would succeed.
As a novelist. I started writing novels just to find a way out.
I come from a big bureaucratic landlord family in Chengdu, Sichuan, and live in twenty or thirty so-called "gentlemen" and twenty or thirty so-called "gentlemen"
I spent my childhood among "inferior people". In a rich environment, I came into contact with the miserable life of a page boy and a porter.
Under the pressure of kind and selfish elders, I heard the groans of young people's lives.
I feel that there is a problem in our society, but I don't know where the problem is and how to treat it. I enlarged this.
The family is an autocratic kingdom. I sat in the prison of old ethics and watched many close people struggle and suffer there, didn't I?
Youth, no happiness, and finally a painful death. They are all decadent feudal morality, traditional ideas and two or three people.
When willful killing. I left my old family like a terrible shadow. I ran from Shanghai to a strange place at the age of 23.
Paris, I want to find a way to save mankind, save the world and save myself. It's a bit exaggerated to say that saving people and saving the world, and saving yourself,
This is a fact. At that time, the situation was like this: I couldn't pour out my feelings, and I had nowhere to vent my love and hate, as if I were in an endless sea of suffering.
I can't find the shore, and my heart has nowhere to put it. I can't live if I can't calm my heart. 1927 Spring, I
I live on the fifth floor of a small apartment in the Latin quarter of Paris. In a small room full of gas and onions, I am very lonely.
Pain, in the room where the sun is hard to shine, I miss my motherland and my relatives. My motherland is undergoing a revolution and counter-revolution.
The people were slaughtered in the revolutionary struggle. In Paris, a campaign was launched to rescue two Italian workers, namely Shake.
(N.Sacco) and B.Vanzetti, who were wrongly accused of theft and murder in Boston, Massachusetts, USA.
I spent six years on death row, and the "speeches" and "protests" held to save them were posted on the streets I often walked.
Will "poster. I read Fan Zaidi's Autobiography, one of the so-called "prisoners", which contains the following words: "I hope everyone.
Every family has a house, every household has food, every soul is educated, and everyone's wisdom has opportunities for development. "
I am very excited. Fan Zaidi told me what was in his heart.