As can be seen from the poem, the heroine's feelings about the past are: there are regrets in her heart that no one can tell.
Unfortunate experience has honed her strong character. While regretting, she took a decisive attitude towards "self-protection" and showed her rebellious spirit.
Original poem (excerpt):
Feng Weimang, the National Wind: Anonymous in Pre-Qin Period
Being together always makes me complain. Qi has a shore and discipline has a plate.
The banquet in General's Corner was talking and laughing, swearing and not thinking about the opposite side.
On the contrary, I don't think about it. I'm already embarrassed!
Explanation:
At that time, I vowed to grow old together, but now I am worried before I get old. Qi water eventually has a shore, and the swamp is wide and has an end. Looking back, when I was young, I had more joy and more tenderness between laughter and laughter. The vows of eternal love are still in my ears, but I don't expect to be an enemy. Don't think about going back to the league, just stop now that it's over!
Extended data:
Feng Weimeng is an ancient folk ballad, which tells a woman's emotional experience and profound experience frankly. It is a vivid portrayal of love scrolls, and also leaves valuable information about the local conditions and customs at that time for future generations. The whole language is concise, clear in description, sincere in emotion, expressive and infectious.
From the beginning, I saw the tragedy of women in the poem-"self-protection" seemed simple and honest, and I just wanted to marry women. The impatience, hasty preparation and perfunctory etiquette before marriage have exposed their nature, but it is inevitable that women are blinded by appearances, refuse to think carefully and are eager to enter into an engagement.
In ancient times, the status of women was much lower than that of men. Etiquette not only plays a normative role, but also provides a barrier for vulnerable groups. Etiquette forms norms and constraints, which lead to responsibility. Marriage can last only if both parties take responsibility.
The use of metaphor in poetry is also very successful. For example, "When the mulberry leaves don't fall, their leaves are lush (interpretation: when the mulberry leaves don't fall, they are covered with green branches)" and "When the mulberry leaves fall, they are yellow (interpretation: when the mulberry leaves fall, they are withered and yellow)", etc., and the luxuriant and withered mulberry leaves are used to compare their appearance changes before and after marriage.
For another example, "You are too worried about eating mulberries (meaning: hush those turtledoves, don't eat mulberries in your mouth)", and describe the misfortune caused by their obsession with "self-protection" by the turtledoves' gluttony for mulberries.
The use of metaphor makes the meaning of this poem vivid and appropriate, which accords with the identity of the protagonist. Dream is a poetic work with strong lyricism. In reading, we seem to hear the sad life song of the abandoned wife and see her sad and firm moving image.
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