As I said above, this is the leisure life of most people, but looking back, I will find that I haven't written any homework and haven't started writing my thesis yet. Whenever I put down my cell phone and turn it on, I always think of the only rule written on the wall of rabelais Abbey, "Do whatever you want". I often ask myself, do I want to do what I do? Is this my own intention? Since the Renaissance in Europe, people have sacrificed their earthly lives for the freedom of their souls. After the information revolution, we sacrificed our souls for earthly life. We lost ourselves in material life. This is exactly what Nietzsche predicted before. Nietzsche is the man who embraces the sun as Mr. Lu Xun said. Only then did I realize that I never seemed to know this man. I have my way. As for the right way, the right way and the only way, there is no such way. "I decided to go to Nietzsche to find the answer to the question.
In modern civilization, we often find "self-deception" and "personality destruction". On the one hand, we call on people to be free and liberate themselves. On the other hand, we have to suppress our "ego" through temporary happiness, and our value has been broken. We are created by our own spirit, and the spirit has no value. What is the value we create? How do we give value to other things? How to bear the worthless and valuable will?
Everyone lives in himself and we can't get rid of ourselves. Each of us has our own honesty, habits, selfishness and fears. We all have this "love-hate" ego, and we can't escape it. We can only accept and correct it. In the process of our communication with others, the object of our communication still has not got rid of the "self boundary". No matter how greedy we know, we still know the same.
But many times, we don't live in the true self, but in the "fantasy they convey to us", and the farthest from ourselves is ourselves. It is difficult for us to fully understand ourselves and often hide ourselves in the depths. We can express ourselves through our own words, expressions and thoughts, but we can't observe them completely with our own reason. We often use words to express our psychological activities in extreme situations. When we express our feelings with anger, we are often not so angry. We are in a dynamic process, floating up and down at a certain point, which constitutes the web of our life and destiny.
Our ego is dominated by public opinion, and we do something wrong. Society regards success as a hero, so success gives us confidence after success, and failure gives us inferiority after failure. Ego is like a toy, being played with by public opinion. Our motives and intentions are often unclear, and memories afterwards will not confuse the results of this behavior. In public opinion, we can't tell which one is our real self. We confuse the illusory self with the self, and we are busy with the illusory self all our lives.
It takes a lot of courage to know ourselves. We are too lazy to bear it, so we are afraid. We dare not face up to our hearts because of blind self-confidence. We try to avoid knowing ourselves, which will lead to a false sense of accomplishment. We are driven by listless work. We are like, we are ashamed to be quiet now, we give up meditation, we keep staring at our mobile phones when we go to the toilet, and we are also watching news or plays at lunch.
Busy without spirit erases all education and noble interests. Self is a spiritual self with education and noble interest. You know, society is a machine, a tool, and individuals are the purpose.