"I will visit my only soul mate in the vast sea of people, and I am fortunate to get it; No, this is my destiny, that's all. " This is a sentence in Xu Zhimo's reply to teacher Liang Qichao. He was pursuing Lu Xiaoman, but he couldn't get the understanding of the world, so he explained. Finally, through unremitting efforts, I finally got my lover Lu Xiaoman, which was supposed to be "my luck", but because I got Lu Xiaoman, it became the beginning of Xu Zhimo's tragedy. After I married Lu Xiaoman, when the romantic aura faded and I had to face the daily necessities in my life, "my luck" eventually turned into misfortune. Lu Xiaoman's profligacy and willful life eventually led to Xu Zhimo's "never coming back after taking off" and "leaving gently". This really makes the world sigh.
If you don't cherish it, it is not necessarily "I am lucky." Both of them are people who "would rather break their heads than keep their souls free" and refuse to change for each other. In fact, I think that no matter whether Xu Zhimo gets Lin Weiyin or Lu Xiaoman, he won't feel happy, because he lives too poetically, and he always imagines everything too perfectly.