Who guided me out of the lonely world and raised my confident sail?
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I used to be naive, maybe lonely, but what is that? Finally, I can always drive away the loneliness in my heart like a rain after a sunny day.
I didn't deeply understand its connotation before, but it was only one-sided meaning, only this faint and astringent past emotion.
Now, I have deeply realized that it may not be as comprehensive as a dictionary, but it is more meaningful and valuable than a dictionary. Because that's the truest emotion in my heart.
I remember that the meaning of loneliness is not to give up, but to challenge after understanding. Although it was not said by a celebrity, it has always moistened my heart.
I only remember that my father was the strongest person in my life. He once told me that even if there are more difficulties and loneliness in the world, they still have weaknesses. People who are warm and close in heart will be melted by warmth when they are lonely, and those who are cold in heart will be dragged into the dark cellar by loneliness when they come alone. I believe my father's words. I believe everyone needs sunshine, just like candles. If it is a candle, it can only be blown out. When countless candles are blown out at the same time, even if they are blown out, they will ignite the fire of hope again.
Let loneliness become an obstacle for us to abandon and bravely pursue the new dream of mankind.
We use smiles to smooth the lonely dark clouds and welcome a brighter sunrise.
I savor loneliness, and in the dim night, I quietly absorb loneliness and leave it behind. From then on, I was no longer at a loss.
A few years ago, I read an article by Zhu Ziqing about melodrama, which really surprised me. It's like a morning in late spring, when the drizzle in the dense fog sprinkled on my face, making my face moist and cool, and my heart's loss finally got a way to dissipate.
One day, I did a psychological test in a book, and it turned out that I was an artificial person. I didn't know it was bad luck, but I had a big fight with my classmates that day. As a result, my dual personality was defined as hypocrisy, so affectation and hypocrisy naturally drew an equal sign on me.
I have never been a confident person, but I am very sure of my personality, but now I am "influenced"! Pretending to be a bad name. It's really hard to tell the difference between heaven and earth when a good man is crossed twice. Alas! Is this affectation really rejected by the world?
It is this situation that makes Mr. Zhu Ziqing's thinking more and more wonderful. He said it well. In Sichuan dialect, pretending to be confused is called "pretending to be crazy", and Peiping people even jokingly call it "pretending to be garlic" and "pretending to be a grandson" This shows that. The public doesn't appreciate affectation. But if you really want them to say it, they will still be vague. After all, who hasn't pretended to be not only an adult, but also a child who has entered the society in Lian Gang? We should also think about whether this truth should be said when we see people and things. If we want to be practical, it is the universal truth of our time that "everyone sees everyone". Ordinary people wear it, and celebrities wear it. Zheng Banqiao knows how to play the fool. His epigram of "rare stupidity" is not the secret of the wise through the ages. Didn't timely affectation add mystery and scholar style to them? It can be seen that melodramatic is not necessarily a bad thing, but also a necessary skill to survive in the environment.
On the other hand, this kind of clothing, this kind of affectation, is also an art and a living learning. Besides, except some people with ulterior motives, most people will not use it on the right path, at least they will not hurt others. This "pretend" has a purpose. I remember saying somewhere that a mother made up a "kind mother" lie for her children before she died. Someone learned that her friend was terminally ill and pretended to laugh to make him happy. These are actually fake, but why is it not defined as affectation? Because those people have turned these affectations into art and art is sacred.
To tell the truth, I can pretend, but I don't think there is anything wrong with it. Pretending to be innocent is because I don't want to give up the beautiful innocence and want to catch the last tail; Pretending to be quiet is a way to be alert to others and get along better with others. In fact, everyone is pretending every day, just like an "eyah" actor. If you don't pretend to have no constraints on yourself, then the world is too individual!
The train of thought was sorted out at this point, but it was happily ended by an article by Teacher Wang. I was at a loss for a long time. I don't think I will worry about it anymore. I want to be true to myself most, but I'm afraid I'll still be "influenced" in the future. That's enough for others and myself.