The Ugly Slave, the Middle Wall of Shuboshan Road
Time: Southern Song Dynasty Author: Xin Qiji Genre: Word
Teenagers don't know the taste of sorrow and fall in love with stories. Fall in love with the floor, and worry about adding new words.
now that I know the taste of sorrow, I want to talk about it. I want to say that I still have a rest, but I say that it is cool and autumn.
Translation:
When people are young, they don't know the taste of sadness, and they like to climb high and look far. I like to climb high and look far, and I reluctantly say that I am worried about writing a new word without worry.
Now I've tasted sorrow, but I can't say what I want to say. I want to say it, but I can't say it. What a cool autumn!
Notes:
1. Selected from Jia Xuan Long and Short Sentences. Xin Qiji (114~127) was born in Licheng (now Jinan, Shandong Province). Patriotic poets in Southern Song Dynasty.
2. Boshan: the name of the mountain, located in the east of Shangrao City, Jiangxi Province and southwest of Guangfeng County. The ancient name Tongyuan Peak was renamed Boshan (Boshan is the name of incense burner) because it looks like Lushan incense burner peak. There are doctor temple, rain rock and other places of interest. There are many works about Boshan in Xin Qiji's ci.
3. Teenager: refers to a young age.
4. I don't know the taste of sorrow: I don't know: I don't know, I don't know what it is. See the words in Chen Yao's "Nothing to Solve" in the Northern Song Dynasty: "After a hundred years, it will be a lifetime. Born ignorant of sorrow. " Su Shi's poem "Children": "Children don't know how to worry, so they sit up and hold my clothes."
5. Floor: tall building. Li Deyu's poem "Pantuoling Post House" in the Tang Dynasty: "The Ming Dynasty is the southern wilderness road, and the upper floor is the king's old customs."
6. "Wei Fu" sentence: In order to write new words, there is no sorrow but insist on saying that there is sorrow. Qiǎng (qi ǐ ng): Reluctantly, stubbornly.
7. know everything: if you have tasted enough, you will understand deeply.
8. I want to say it, but I don't want to say it. See Li Qingzhao's "Memories of Blowing a Flute on the Phoenix Platform": "I'm afraid I'm worried about being idle and hating, so I want to talk about many things."
9. It's a cool autumn. It means to talk about him insincerely.
Appreciation:
This word was written by Xin Qiji in Daihu, Xinzhou, where he lived in seclusion after he was dismissed from office.
By looking back on my childhood, I didn't know the sorrow, which set off "Now" and deeply appreciated the taste of sorrow, but I couldn't say it, and wrote two completely different changes in my thoughts and feelings.
In terms of thoughts and feelings, the first sentence of this word, "Teenagers don't know the taste of sorrow", is the core of the last film. Xin Qiji grew up in the enemy-occupied area of Central Plains. As a teenager, he was deeply inspired by the heroic struggle spirit of the northern people against gold. Not only did he have the courage and talent to resist the rejuvenation of the country, but he also believed that the Central Plains could be recovered and the Jin invaders could be driven out. Therefore, he doesn't know what "sorrow" means and "falling in love with the stairs". When the author was young, he didn't know what sorrow was, so he liked to go upstairs to enjoy himself. Only when you don't know what sorrow is can you be interested in climbing tall buildings, and follow the example of the literati of the predecessors to express the so-called feelings of sorrow and suffering. In the next film, the conversation turned to the present, focusing on his own worries. Show yourself that with the growth of age, your life experience is getting deeper and deeper, and you have a real experience of this word "worry". The author went to the Southern Song Dynasty with the wish of serving the country, and wanted to work together with the Southern Song regime to restore the great cause. Who knows, the Southern Song Dynasty regime not only left him with no way to serve the country, but also ended up in a situation of being dismissed from his post and living in seclusion. "He was loyal and angry and had nowhere to vent." The sadness and pain in his heart can be imagined. And all this sadness is mainly reflected in the word "Jin" here, which contains many complicated feelings of the author, thus completing a major turning point in the thoughts and feelings of the whole poem.
Some people commented that it was taboo to express such feelings because the capitulators were in control of state affairs at that time. In addition, Xin Qiji's status of exile and dismissal led to a melancholy ending in the weather. And I think this is certainly a reason, which is analyzed in the historical environment at that time. But the biggest reason is probably Xin Qiji's own mood.
Real pain can't be said. When the human body realizes what real pain is, it doesn't want to talk about it anymore. Being able to say that you can go upstairs and express your feelings shows that it is not so painful, at least you can say it. When you really feel the pain, whether you climb a mountain or look far away, you may open your mouth to your close friends and relatives, and you can only say something that is particularly cold this autumn. The ancient literati were all like this. Maybe they had no way to serve the country in the turbulent years and wrote articles to express their feelings, but these were all while they were still alive. I hoped that my articles and poems would attract people's attention and even the rulers of the current dynasty, so I emphasized the pain. But when he was really desperate, his "worry" was restrained, and he really wanted to talk to others and get their sympathy and support, but the thought of the fatuous darkness of the court didn't help, so he stopped talking. Among them, the words "I want to say goodbye" profoundly show the author's painful and contradictory mood, and his grief and sorrow are beyond words. It's no use knowing what you've said. There's really nothing you can do. You can only talk about the weather if you open your mouth.
As for the application of skills in ci, the author not only pays attention to the comparison with the upper and lower films everywhere, but also focuses on the overlapping sentences of two: two "falling in love with the floor" and two "wanting to talk about it". In the last film, "falling in love with the floor" is the result of the previous sentence, and the latter is the cause of the next sentence, which avoids the general general statement and skillfully connects the upper and lower sentences. The next film's "I want to talk about it" also has this effect, which not only echoes the previous film's "I love the story" skillfully, but also repeats the word "I want to talk about it", summing up the "knowing the taste of sorrow" in the previous sentence, and rendering the atmosphere of "there is nowhere to complain about it" in the form of overlapping sentences, fully expressing the author's deep sadness. Through the comparison between "youth" and "present", it shows that the poet was oppressed and excluded at that time, and the pain of serving the country was also a satire and dissatisfaction with the Southern Song Dynasty court.