Standing in the dark sky, I am just a humble bird; Standing on the vast land, I am just a little green grass; Standing behind the blazing sun, I am just a thin sunny plant; Standing in front of the vast sea, I am just a pocket hermit crab; Standing in the vast world, I am just a small figure.
Those days like flowing water are gone forever. In my young eyes, the world is more vividly like a dazzling aperture. As long as you walk in, you can find the wings of your dreams. However, between me and the world, there is a high wall with a window on it. The world is on one side of the wall and I am on the other. It is this thick wall that blocks my burning eyes and my desire to integrate into this world. So, I try to see the world from the window, even for a moment. So, the window is not high enough, I tried to stand on tiptoe and lie on the window, and seriously began to wait and see where this dream came from.
However, in this innocent age, I am not the only child who travels around the world on tiptoe. In fact, the window is really big, so big that you can't see the edge at all, so you can see many children's childish faces, eager eyes and gentle smiles as long as you tilt your head a little.
They were my friends at that time.
It's been a long time since that tiptoe era, and I can still recall my face clearly.
[2]
Even if the world is not as clean and bright as imagined, even if the world exists in the minds of adults in a deceptive and dirty way.
However, in the eyes of our group of children who have just stepped in, it is so full of temptation and vitality that it can constantly surprise people like a kaleidoscope; Like a rainbow after rain, it can give people hope; Like a maze full of childlike interest, it is unexpected at any time.
So, we try our best to open our eyes and can't wait to see all the wonderful colors in this world at once; So, we tried to smell it with our noses and couldn't wait to smell all the strange smells in this world at once; So, we try to open our mouths, hoping to taste all the beautiful flavors in this world.
Of course, good things should be shared with friends. So we hold hands, hold our heads high, stride confidently in this world and run in the direction of happiness. Keep running.
Laughter, crying, joy, sadness, surprise and disappointment on the way will become indispensable embellishments.
[3]
I still remember walking home together and singing unconsciously. I don't have any scruples, just sing the voice in my heart loudly, so pure that there is no dirt.
I still remember picking up a small leaf seedling on the roadside and planting it in the soil. After that, water it carefully and take care of it. It was not until some time later that Ye Miao grew up slowly, and finally twelve rose-red sunflowers really opened.
I still remember that when I was running in the physical education exam, I always ignored my grades, always fell behind each other, and then ran to the finish line together.
I remember skating together, even if I fell, even if I cried. However, I still sincerely fell in love with the sound of the wind blowing through my ears while sliding, but I still carefully remembered the smiling faces that passed by.
I still remember riding bicycles together without stepping on the brakes. Instead, I continued to move forward quickly, trying to find a quiet place to sort out what happened.
I still remember sweating together in summer camp, enduring mosquito attacks, and then screaming or laughing together when whispering ghost stories on sleepless nights.
I still remember that when I graduated from primary school, almost everyone in my class had a classmate record. Even the teacher's rigid rules failed to prevent exquisite papers of various colors and qualities from being passed on to everyone during recess. Everyone wants to leave some warm memories when they are apart. Take it as the seal of primary school and keep it in mind.
I still remember that before I entered the examination room for my graduation exam, I took my friend's hand and said that I would stay in the same school no matter what, even if the school I attended was better or worse. There is no room for hesitation in the firm eyes.
I still remember the smiling faces of everyone in graduation photo, all of which are faces that have been together for many days. So familiar, but about to leave and full of subtle strangeness.
I still remember, in the bright sunshine of summer vacation, I looked at the sunshine cast between the leaves and made a broken shadow on the ground, raised my head and called the names of my former friends seriously. My heart was filled with joy at that time.
I still remember when I first entered junior high school, I nestled in the seat at the back of the classroom and quietly looked at the open back door. The small courtyard around the teaching building is full of early autumn dusk light, and the tall trees that begin to shed leaves sway silently and gently in the occasional warm wind.
I still remember walking hand in hand through many dark streets without lights. What I think in my heart is that as long as I hold hands, I am not afraid of anything.
I still remember that many words were said at different times with different movements and tones. Although those words and pictures are simple, they can be deeply imprinted in the heart and will never fade. They will be the driving force when you are sad, the warmth when you are cold, the confidence when you are discouraged, the joy when you are successful, and the image that jumps out first when you recall.
It's beautiful.
[4]
As we grow up, those beautiful or sad scenes are no longer often mentioned by us, but are slowly collected in our hearts. Only when we sit in a gentle light on a leisure weekend afternoon, are we willing to hold them out like babies and read them carefully.
Only then did we find that we were so naive and immature in the past, and the "big waves" that once made us want to live were so subtle and insignificant now. In fact, it only takes a smile to solve them.
So, I can't help but want to sort out my memory.
The process of sorting out is very long, like playing a familiar and memorable movie that I haven't seen for a long time. Every clip looks so brilliant that people can't help laughing. Many forgotten little details are all remembered at this moment, which is as exciting as going through it again. Every silhouette is so familiar that you can know the next sentence and what the next action is without thinking at all.
Seriously, memories are a very enjoyable thing. It's like rebirth, and it's like a bystander watching his past. This is more wonderful than any excellent novel. It wasn't until the movie was broadcast live, and then it flowed to this moment that I realized that I was just looking at my past, and I realized that I could be so simple and so happy. At the same time, the original happiness has become more and more fragrant, and the original troubles have faded from the dull appearance and become relaxed and leisurely.
After watching it, I lay quietly on the cane chair and completely forgot about cutting the whole film. At this time, I just want to drink a cup of mellow coffee quietly, and the aroma is overflowing.
The so-called tragedies and comedies in the past. Actually, there is no need to cut it neatly. Whether it's tears or laughter, it's the road you've traveled and the life you've lived. Anyway, it should be a precious impression.
I want to cherish it.
[5]
Those memories, dear friends. Whether you are still with me or not, I want to say to you and myself, "Hi, long time no see, how are you?"
Do you remember that we were the people who swore to be together forever?
Do you remember that the other person used to be the most important person?
Do you still remember that we thought that as long as we could be together, it didn't matter if the whole world was against us?
Do you remember that the other person is a person who wants to keep running in that direction?
Do you still remember that the other person was someone who seriously decided to pin his happiness on it?
Or:
Do you remember that we hate each other the most and want to disappear from sight at once?
Do you still remember that we were people who had hurt each other, and the wounds had existed for a long time?
Do you remember that the other party was once played a prank by yourself?
Do you still remember that it was the other party who decided to ignore each other for life?
However, I think, maybe you are like me. At the moment of reminiscence, we have found that those so-called pains have not caused us much harm, just smile and disappear like clouds; And those so-called eternal happiness, also with the passage of time and gradually fade away. In fact, people only have a few decades, how can it be forever? We just touched each other at that moment, and then remained loyal to our hearts. It is the power that emanates from it that makes us feel really happy forever.
At the same time, many words of great love and great hate that I wanted to say, but I didn't say them, were condensed into a simple "thank you" and a sincere smile at this moment.
Thank you, all the familiar people and strangers who have walked through my life. I want to thank you. Because, even if it is hurt, it is still happiness, even if it is lost, it is still gained. At least, we own it completely.
[6]
Since we came to this world, we have been running nonstop. We are chasing the direction we believe, not to get perfect happiness, but to be happier than now. So, we have been working hard.
As time enters the future and the past fades away, maybe we have, are or will face different intersections, differences and encounters. But, anyway, please don't be sad. Because, we are all looking for happiness.
Those who have left, I hope you can find the ideal happiness.
Those who are still around me hope that I can give you the greatest happiness.
You know, I'm happy when you're happy.
Because, I never seriously said that we should be happy together.
I remember everything.
[7]
I'm fine now, you and me. I think so.
So, let's continue to work hard together.
Better than now. For those who have loved, loved themselves, are loving, are loving themselves, and are about to fall in love with themselves, we must keep going.
What did you say?/Sorry?
[8]
I stood on tiptoe and looked around for thousands of days. I really can't say it all in a few hundred words. All I can do is try my best to tell you with my own actions, words and words that I love you. Love you very much.
[9]
Stand on tiptoe.
Stand on tiptoe.
Get up suddenly. Sharp.
Today, many years later, when I started this familiar and unfamiliar action again, my heart was slowly moved.
At this time many years later, I stood on tiptoe seriously, and then peeped out of the window with expectant and eager eyes. It's just that I don't see the world anymore.
I stand on tiptoe to see how old I am on tiptoe.
[ 10]
When I drew the last full stop, I knew that the tiptoe era had left me, and I finally remembered it well.
So I stood up in the elegant music and showed a bright smile.
Perhaps, who can hear my last whisper: "We are very happy together."