After years of intimacy, the two young people have become deeply attached to each other. More importantly, after marriage, they lost themselves in it and forgot the sky. At that time, the whole world believed that men valued their careers and were proud of winning fame and serving the court. At that time, Lu made up the exam to be an official, but this was only the first step, and he had to go to Lin' an to take the "lock-in exam" and the does exam. Newly married, Lu you has no time to take care of exams and homework. Lu Mu is a dignified and overbearing mother. She has high hopes for Lu You and wants to be a top scholar and an official. But seeing the present situation, Liu Mu was greatly dissatisfied. She reprimanded Tang Wan for three transgressions and four times and ordered her to put her husband's future first in the imperial examination, and not to show any affection for her children. Lu You and Tang Wan are not addicts, so they should refrain from showing friendship everywhere.
It is normal for men to have three wives and four concubines in feudal society. There is a saying that it is for children and grandchildren. Based on the same heart, during this period, Lu Mu repeatedly mentioned that he wanted Lu You to take a concubine. Lu You is a single-minded person, and her heart has been given to his wife Tang Wan. Will she take the exam again? It has been mentioned many times that it is even a combination of soft and hard. Lu you is an attitude, politely refused. As a result, mother Lu became more and more dissatisfied with Tang Wan.
However, it backfired. Lu Mu, who has been married for many years and is expecting a room full of children, is even more annoyed at this time, because she was dissatisfied with Tang Wan from the beginning. At that time, there was a magical nun named Miao Yin in the suburb of Wulian Temple. It is said that she died for others, all of which are invalid. The superstitious mother Lu found her and calculated a divination for her son and daughter-in-law. Miao said that "Tang Wan and Lu You are incompatible, misleading at first, and life will be in danger in the end", which made Lu's mother even more frightened, so she was even more dissatisfied with Tang Wan, thinking that she was a stumbling block to her son's future and a jinx to Lujia. Mother Lu hurried home in a daze, reprimanding Lu You and saying, "Repair a piece of paper and divorce Tang Wan quickly, or you will die with her!" Very firm attitude. This thunderbolt on a clear day made Lu You wonder why. My mother ignored Tang Wan's unprovoked mistakes. At this time, Lu You, who takes filial piety as the way, dared to violate his mother's imperial edict. There is nothing to react to, except to nod numbly while crying.
Couples are beaten and cried by sticks a thousand times. But her mother's life was like this, so Lu You had to say goodbye with tears and send the grieving Mrs. Lacrimosa back to her family. However, the feelings of the past ten years can't be ended by a piece of paper. Unwilling to be together for life, Lu You and Tang Wan agreed to build a clause for Tang Wan to live in, so he took time off to visit and tell the story of lovesickness. Paper, how can it catch fire? After all, the incident happened when it happened. In order to sever their contacts, Lu Mu married another docile and filial daughter for Lu You, and often instructed Lu You to focus on the future of the imperial examination. Tang was deeply humiliated when he met the Lu family, so he also asked the media to find Zhao's son-in-law, who was a prominent descendant of the royal family.
Helpless, Lu You had to study hard in the cold window for several years under the supervision of his mother. At the age of twenty-seven, he left his hometown of Yin Shan alone and came to Lin 'an to take the "Lock-up Examination". At that time, because of his profound and brilliant classics, he was second to none, and examiner Luf recommended him as the leader. It was Qin Gui at that time, and it was said that his Sun Qinyu had some knowledge. He took the name of Qin Gui and came second in the same subject as Lu You. Qin Gui was expressionless, so when he didn't take the exam the next spring, he simply deleted Lu You's name. As a result, Lu You's career suffered from wind and rain from the beginning.
I didn't return home dressed in gold, and the scenery in my hometown is still beyond recognition. What I saw and what I thought made me feel sad. So if you wander between green mountains and green waters, you wander in the downtown area. Visiting the ancient temple, walking in and out of restaurants and singing loudly, walking in the wild market to watch the wind and rain, or feeling the precipitous career, or worrying about the bumpy fate, or worrying about the sufferings of the people.
In spring, the weather is sunny, and a hundred flowers are blooming. I inadvertently strolled into the Shen Garden of Yuji Temple. At that time, Shenyuan Garden was elegant in layout, with sparse flowers and trees, three layers of emerald green, winding paths and beautiful flowers. This is a beautiful garden suitable for spring outing and flower viewing.
That's how fate plays tricks on people, giving them a good start, but not a happy ending. God once again fooled the poor lover. The woman with a winding path turned out to be Lu You's ex-wife Tang Wan. At the moment when their eyes were opposite, they all froze, as if time had stopped, and they were in a trance and confused with each other. I don't know if the dream is true or not, but I have a feeling of mixed sadness and joy. It turned out that Lu You suppressed his thoughts of his ex-wife through hard study and poetry and wine anesthesia, and seemed to gradually forget the pain in his heart. And Tang Wan, under the care of her husband, has gradually healed her inner wounds and will have a new love. Unexpected encounter, eye contact, depressed and dusty grievances, thoughts and sadness suddenly welled up in my heart, which was unbearable for both of them. However, just silently looking at each other, I have Qian Qian's worries and feelings in my heart, and I don't know where to start. This time Lu You was idle in Shenyuan, but Tang Wan was accompanied by her husband. At this time, the husband is sorting out the dining tables in the pavilion not far away, waiting for his wife to use it lightly. Tang Wan can only leave a deep glance and reluctantly leave, leaving Lu You alone in a daze.
Romantic, slightly cool, Lu you woke up, looking from a distance, where there is water in the pool, beautiful women in tea, talented people are well proportioned. Take care of each other, whisper, talk and laugh. Lu You's heart is broken. What a familiar situation. Once upon a time, didn't you do the same to yourself and your wife? Liu You was in a trance, and Tang Wan also looked here, bowed their heads and said a few words in Zhao Shicheng's ear. Zhao Shicheng looked at this way and nodded with a smile.
Tang Wan came to Lu You with a glass of wine: "You and I both drank this cup and never met again." Say that finish can't help but leave two drops of glittering and translucent tears. It turned out that Zhao Shicheng was a generous and affectionate scholar, and he showed sincere sympathy and understanding for Tang Wan, whose feelings were frustrated. At the moment, he also asked Tang Wan to send some wine. In fact, Lu You and Zhao Shicheng later became good friends. Tang Wan had no choice. Although the ex-husband is affectionate, the husband is as righteous as the sky. Lu You knows that the beautiful woman has married someone else, water under the bridge. What can we do? Watching the pavilion can only hold the glass, stupefied. I don't even know when Tang Wan left. When I came back, I saw deja vu again Grief-stricken, I swallowed the wine in the cup in one gulp, and I was deeply moved, and blood and tears were generated. I wrote a poem "Hairpin Phoenix" on the powder wall beside me and left.
Subsequently, Qin Gui died of illness. Lu You was re-employed in North Korea and was ordered to work as a bookkeeper in Ningde County, far away from his hometown of Yin Shan. In the spring of the following year, with inexplicable longing, Tang Wan revisited Shenyuan Garden, strolled through the winding path, saw the inscription of Lu You on the powder wall, and recited it repeatedly, remembering the scene of poetry and songs in those years. He couldn't help but burst into tears, full of thoughts and grief, so he also wrote a poem "Feng Feng" beside him. Tang Wan is a woman who values affection and righteousness. Seeing Lu You again, the dusty past reappears, and the old love is reborn, making it difficult to calm her thoughts. As the saying goes, once the sea is once difficult for water, Zhao Shicheng's appeasement policy is not enough to heal the wounds listed again. The torment of missing, coupled with Lacrimosa's whole day, made her haggard day by day. Finally, she became depressed and sick. Just like the autumn leaves in Shen Garden, she went with the wind in the bleak autumn wind. Many years later, Zhao Shicheng handed this word to Lu You.
Later, Song Xiaozong acceded to the throne, appreciated Lu You's talent and gave him a scholar background. From then on, Lu You's official career was smooth sailing, and he went to Bao Hua Pavilion. At the age of 75, he wrote to ask for retirement and was awarded a gold belt to go home. Lu you has been wandering around the world for decades, and his heart is politics and mountains and rivers, in order to forget the thoughts of his ex-wife. However, the farther you go to your hometown, the more Tang Wan's shadow haunts your mind. Sad memories often wake him up in the middle of the night, even with tears on his pillow when he wakes up.
To this day, I am still reluctant to part with the past and my hometown, and I often stumble in the Shen Garden and recite Tang Wan's peace words repeatedly. The embarrassing and profound unexpected encounter in my mind is always vivid. Finally feel the ex-wife's good. So I wrote Shen Yuan Nostalgia.
First of all:
The dream is broken and fragrant for forty years, but the old willow in Shenyuan does not fly;
This trip is a tribute to Shan Ye, but it is still a matter of suspense.
Second:
On the city, the sunset painted a corner of sorrow, and there was no revival in the pool platform of Shenyuan;
Under the sad bridge, the spring waves are green, which is suspected to be a stunning photo.
Shenyuan is a place that Lu You misses and is also a sad place. Thinking about Shenyuan, I am afraid to go to Shenyuan. Spring returns to the earth, peach blossoms and green willows are sultry, and birds and flowers are disgusting. Lu You, half buried in the loess, did not go to Shenyuan to look for the shadow of the past. But in the end, the Iraqi people's sad eyes, poor modality, helpless footsteps and awkward appearance always taught Lu You to remember, so he wrote a poem "Sleepwalking in the Garden of God":
First of all:
The road near the south of the city has been afraid to walk, and the injury of Shenjiayuan is even heavier;
Incense wears plum blossoms on the guest sleeves, and Qingsi Bridge is born in spring.
Second:
The small stranger in the south of the city meets spring again, and only plum blossoms are not seen;
Jade bone has been under the spring for a long time, and the ink mark is still locked in the wall.
Since then, Shenyuan has changed its owners several times, and the personnel landscape has changed its former style. Lu You once paid attention to Shen Yuan. The preface in the poem says, "South of Yuji Temple, there is a small garden in Shen Shi. I tried it in a small wall 40 years ago, but it happened again. The owner of the garden has changed hands three times, which makes me disappointed. "
When the maple leaves turn yellow, the rivers worry about the new frost.
Looking back on Lin Ting's past emptiness, who can say that Lu Quan is heartbroken?
Bad walls are drunk with dust, clouds break dreams,
Over the years, my delusion has been eliminated, and I have returned to the Buddhist shrine to burn incense.
One day in the spring when Lu You was eighty-five years old, he suddenly felt refreshed and light. I was going to go up the mountain to collect herbs, because my physical strength was not allowed to go to the sacred hospital. At this time, the original arrangement was completed, and the scenery was roughly restored to its original appearance. Lu You wrote Shen Yuan's last love poem affectionately:
The flowers of Shenjiayuan are like brocade, and half of them were known that year;
I also believe that beauty will eventually become soil, and it is too late to dream.
Shortly thereafter, Lu You died suddenly.