Lin is 16 years old, but she is already a charming and naive girl with a pair of curved smiling eyes, autumn waters and charming words. Her beauty attracted many young people. However, no one can read her innate melancholy from her enigmatic eyes with his unique insight. ?
He is 24-year-old Xu Zhimo. ?
At that time, Xu Zhimo was a frequent visitor to the Lins, and he and Yin Hui's father had forgotten each other. They often chat late into the night, and sometimes Lin's father will let Zhimo give it to himself. They walked slowly along the stone road, and the thick fog rose quietly from all around. She always listens to him silently and looks at his unfathomable eyes behind his tortoise-shell glasses.
She thinks he is depressed when he smiles. "I think I will be a poet in the future. Yin Hui, you know what? My highest ideal is to be Hamilton of China. But I can't do it now. When I am with you, I always want to write poetry. " As he spoke, his eyes stared at her, as if all his worries were passed on to the girl's clear eyes. ?
The days when Xu Zhimo and Lin get along are pleasant. They talked about poetry, Keats and Shelley in the gentle waves of the He Kang River. They talked about art and aesthetics in the romantic and classical arms of Cambridge; They swim freely in the ocean of literature and music and talk about life and ideals.
Xu Zhimo was deeply fascinated by those spiritual eyes. He knows that she understands him, his ideals and ambitions, and his loyalty. He wished he could leave everything behind just to be swept away by her. ?
"The day I first saw you, you shone like a star, and I was just a little bit in the crowd, a pinch of sand. But when I saw you, I felt a strange shock, which swept through my life ... Chaos occupied my spiritual mansion, but I didn't understand at the time, I didn't know it was love! " ?
Yes, this is love. Maybe you will say that romantic British sentiment is at work. Maybe you will say that the algae in He Kanghe River is a stumbling block. No, it's not just affected by wind and mud. This love will accompany him all his life. ?
Lin's father saw the clue from their frequent correspondence and his daughter's affectionate eyes. While communicating sincerely with his daughter, he maintained his friendship with Zhimo. However, the obstacle is in front of us: Xu Zhimo has a family-he married Zhang Youyi at the behest of his parents before going abroad, and his youngest son is two years old. ?
But love has sprouted, how can it be strangled by life? ?
"I can't hesitate any longer: I love you! ?
From now on, one of my petals?
When you are awake, thoughts will stain you.
In my dream, I can't hide if I want to.
I looked up and saw you in the blue sky.
I started singing, and you were in melodious music.
I want to forget, I run away,
Take another road and meet you again! "?
Zhimo's love is so intense and pure, like the midday sun, reaching directly to the bottom of my heart. A pure girl can't hide if she wants to. ? Helpless, Fu Lin took the emblem and left without saying goodbye. ?
Zhimo continued to finish his studies in Cambridge, but his heart had already traveled far away. When he lies alone on the green grass, he always tries to draw the outline of Zhang Xiuqing's face and quiet expression in the dazzling sunshine; When he is alone on the Kanghe River in the silent night, he always hears Yin Hui Lang Lang's reading from a distance, and he can't help but stare blankly at the poem with wandering voice.
A year later, his body, which was almost hollowed out by love, finally boarded the ship to return home. For a dream, he interrupted his studies and embarked on his way home. ?
A few months ago, Xu Zhimo signed a divorce agreement with Zhang Youyi. He finally got rid of the shackles of feudal ethics and won his own freedom, precious freedom. At this time, Xu Zhimo, who has been deeply loved by him, has swept the most sacred land in his heart. Everything that needs to go is gone. Can you come as scheduled? ?
After returning home, Xu Zhimo only cared about Lin. Now he doesn't have to worry about anything. He wants to dedicate his passionate heart to her! However, a thunderbolt was waiting for him.
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192 1 autumn, he met Lin, a talented woman. Xu Zhimo was very close to her and had the intention to talk about marriage. Therefore, Xu Zhimo filed for divorce with Zhang Youyi in March 1922, arguing that the two should not continue their married life without love and freedom.
Free divorce, no more pain and happiness, this is Xu Zhimo's simple idealism. He is pursuing an ideal life. To this end, he wrote many poems for Lin, such as Listening to the Qin on a Moonlit Night, Ode to Youth, and Dream of Spring in the Wind, which expressed his love and life ideals and constituted the important contents of his poems in this period.
Xu Zhimo especially misses his life in Cambridge, England. He was deeply moved by his love for Lin and wrote a lot of poems. His poetic scene is reflected in his long poem Dew on the Grass. This is his earliest poem that we have seen so far.
Life in Cambridge, England certainly attracted him. Later, after rational thinking, Lin returned home early with his father and left without saying goodbye to Zhimo. The famous poem "Accidental" written by Xu Zhimo to Lin shows that Xu Zhimo's affection for Lin is the best, straightforward, love at first sight, and he goes his own way rationally, which is a kind of pure feeling that is difficult to understand in the secular world.
After that, they organized the activities of the Crescent Society, performed together, and often wrote to each other. 1924 During Tagore's visit to China, Xu Zhimo and Lin acted as translators, then Xu Zhimo accompanied Tagore to Japan, and Lin and Liang Sicheng went to the University of Pennsylvania. When Xu Zhimo and Lin met again, it was four years later. During this period, Lin has married Liang Sicheng. 193193191965438-0965438-0965438-0965438-0965438-0965438-0965438
Many years later, Lin once said to his children, "Xu Zhimo didn't really love me at first, but he imagined Lin with the romantic mood of a poet, but in fact I'm not that kind of person."
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